SORRY(EDITED)

sorry guys if i now aday abit jiu shout.
those day i really dont have the mood.i bang anything that block me.
i put my "hot steam" on some of u.
try to not to make me unhappy,i am not the samuel i use to be.
i try to calm down myself but i cant.
i try to relax everything i do.but,its doesnt help.

i need to u to control me:(
i need u for everything.
i need u so that i can fight against myself.
if it wasnt u,i should not be in sec three.
u gave me the heart to study.
u gave me the reason to study.
but,without u.i have no heart and no reason alrdy.
without u i cant do anything right.
just crush everything that gets in my ways.
my heart has lost.
sorry babo.



EDITED!!!
went to look for gabriel at namdai since he alone.
settled dinner at kopitam.
then went to yinsin house.scary loh.
da tou was there too.
chatted and kop beer^^ shhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
we sit downstair and drank it.
then refil it by gabriel urine.intend to pour people house.laughs!
in the end,da tou punch me,the urine spilt on me:(
u know very er xin anot?chase him until i lost.
cha yi dian vomit sia!!!
xiasuey!then da tou faster went home.hello,da tou,remember this!!
walked around with gabriel and yinsin.slacked.
send yinsin home,went to take our bus^^
thanks alot babo.
i sure glad that u havent forget me this friend.
get well soon,drink more water narh!
very rude,puke me:(ask u buy my album nia.
i am the future korean star alright? u my heartheartheartheartheartbreaker!no way...no way...
Rokkugo rokkugo rokkugo ma la ma!rokkugo rokkugo rokkugo ma la ma.1 2 3 4 5 6 GO!rokkugo rokkugo rokkugo!
laughs!kkaes.thanks alot!

GET WELL SOON

yesterday 27/2/10
went to settle lunch with celia at mac.
eat sibei full.chatted and went to find gabirle and yinsin at boonlay pasa as celia went home.
i bang dao a ahbeng.oooopss!!!i didnt know it too,after gabirle and yinsin tell me then i realize it.
nvm abt that.scary him.
went to 3rd floor.then slack.
bused to taman to look for alios.
as gabriel and yinsin accompany me to there and waited for me at downstair.
laughs!alios get well soon.
then yanda and his girl came.
playing poker.then chatt.call KFC.
eateateat like 1 family.
then went down,gabriel and yinsin already at bus liao.
ps huhh let u two wait for so long.sorry yinsin too.let u tio scold by ur mum.
your mum suddenly call me,i dont know what to say.its too sudden liao.
home with yanda.get crazy at busstop.
laughs!a traffic delay!!we waited for 17min.
HSH at 12 i think.
waited babo for until morning.i though what happen to her.scare me.
laughs!hello,u still dont know how to be independent so dont anyhow go other places.
ya,okok.u fine jiu hao. couldnt sleep at all u know?
i still tired but,afternoon cannot sleep:( for some reason.
nvm.asking people out^^

FINALLY!

went to school today,thanks to that person.babo^^
decided to went to school,bused to school saw friend.
dont know whats his name,ps!just know u nia.
when returning,alot of cher welcome me back?
friends all come find me??hug me?
then walk pass classes nia all shout my name.
crazy!like 1year never see me like that.
i know u all miss me narh.
1month 2week nia.classmate all come ask me where i go.
laughs!of cause at home narh.(some of the time)
cher surprize?i been disappear for school this long,time to return back le bah.
but,school not bad after all.laughs,still got alot of friends accompany me.
DM find me,i tio counsel.
i talk cork nia,they let me off??princpal ask him to cane me,but,he just let me off?
i think it wasnt that simple,they need to pending my case.i hope wont tio any bah.

haiish!i really miss the day when we been together.its kinda fun.
but,i think i was too late.what should i do?i really feel basturd.
making u cry when i left u.
then wanted u back my side when u have another guy.
i dont know what i should really do.
when i lost u then i relize my decision is wrong.
i still need u by my side.i still want back my memories with u.
i was late one step:(
but,remember this babo.i will still be waiting for u.
i hope.i am really foolish.
i really still wanted to take care and protect u.
what was i doing all those day when i left u?puppy love with another girl?
i really sorry:(i just cant 4get u.
BABO BABO BABO!!SORRY!
u the first girl i have been shea tears for.
i promise u i will be brave didnt i?
nvm about that.thanks for the days.haiish!!

DULAN DAY

intend to attend school.because of alios absent.i didnt go.
went down find yinsin and chatted alot of things.
went to mac settled breakfast then bused to gabriel school.
got 1 siao zha bor push me,act as very high class.
say what singaporean no manner.blocking the exit way blahblah.
i look at her,she say i no manner.she take my video.ccb!
then go down i keep kaobei her.
she ignore me,just go off.
yinsin still kept laughing.alot people watching and laugh at her.
she speak the english hor,very pro.hello,what genartion already?
went to gabriel school find him then off to orcard.
bused till 2hours butt pain!!
go there eat and walk around.awhile jiu bused back liao.diao!

LIES

i wrote this because the songs is like me,
i starting to regret leaving her,
i am really a basturd.its take 40min to write all those things.
i say i will stay by her side,but i broke it.

lies lyris.sang by bigbang.

yeah,love is pain,dedicated to my broken heart people,once old a flame.
just screen my name(damm)i so sick of love songs yeah
i hate them love songs,moment of our.
koh ji mahr!LIES!
a late night rains falling down
i bring you back from my memerios,
i promise myself i could be fine without you.
but,i cant help it,
i drink the alchohol i couldnt drink trying to fill my emety heart.
A day without u,is too long i pray that i may forget you.(thats a lies)
without you,happiness cannot not be found in me.
i cant even shed any tears,
dont want to live anymore.
yeah,this is a bullshit.
its pissing me off,having thoughts of u and i.
think i going crazy,i want to see you.
i am sorry girl,
i love u and i cant lies.
oh i was so wrong,i cannot live without you(please listen to me)
i so sorry girls,
i love u now that i realize.
shouldnt never let you go away,cause my life didnt seem right.
i so sorry girl
i love you and i cant lies.
i so sorry(sorry)
girl i love you(i love you more and more)
i so sorry girl
i love you,now i see my.....
thinking was a big mistake,
its make me cry to this day.
i dedicated my all into this song for you(for you,other people probably dont know)
by myself without anyone knowing.
those words i say were a lies.
a loner left behide all alone,
and i lost in the mist of it all,
the breakup letter that was wrinked...
and folded up in my pocket.
(and my habbit for calling you and wondering where u are)
i gonna change,
i laughs everything off from now on.
i so sorry girl,
i love u and i cant lies.
oh i was so wrong,
i cant live without you(please listen to me)
i am so sorry girl,
i love you,
now i realize.
shouldnt let you go away, because my life doesnt seem right.
i am so sorry girl,
i love you,
and i cant lie.
i so sorry(sorry)
girl i love you(i love you more and more)
i so sorry girl
i love you,now i see my.....
thinking was a big mistake,
its make me cry to this day.
ohohohoh~oh
tell me its is all in my head.
ohohohoh~oh
i try with every singel beat of my heart.
drop that babe.
no matter what my mind recall,
i see your face and i know,
you will always be there.
just wanna know how you doing these days,
didnt means to cause you any pain,
i am deeply sorry.
i am so sorry girl,
i love you,
and i cant lie.(i just cant lie)
oh i was so wrong,
i cant live without you(please listen to me)
i am so sorry girl,
i love you,
now i realize.
shouldnt let you go away, because my life doesnt seem right.
i am so sorry girl,
i love you,
and i cant lie(sorry girl, i love you)
i so sorry(sorry)
girl i love you(i love you more and more)
i so sorry girl
i love you,now i see my.....
thinking was a big mistake,
its make me cry to this day.
(goodbye,bye)ahh~

THE TRUE ME

ME:
In my heart,i am always confuse over certain things.i used my expression to hide myself from being letting others people know my true feeling.i am the one who doesnt show my true feeling out.
this is the true me.i was always relax and calm,but,when people insult my brothers,sisters or idol.i could get crazy easily.
i like cute,shy and innocent people.like sohee^^ dont like those kind of hot stuff.yeah,u know what i mean.
after u all have read this,i hope u all understand me better.cause i feels that no one really understand me.
i hide expression because i dont like people know what i'm thinking.
but,i feels like dancing everytime.to put all my trouble and worried away.
but sometime i dance because i really like the songs^^ like tell me,so hot,sorrysorry all those korean stuff.
my heart and brain wont get any rest at all.everyday got worried,trouble or those stress.
i been thinking alot really.why will i have a puppy love?i didnt know it at all.
but,in real.i love that person more.i used to hate her very much u see.after losing,i finally then realise it.thinkthinkthink and think.it hide from me from the very beginning.
i used my ONE day to think all those stuff.i was so confuse back then.i always think of hated her,but,didnt think of another way round.
u see,my trouble getting worst and worst this year.very suey!

THE ONE:
but,i really enjoy those day when we were together,i scare to go some place which have our wonderful memories before,because i scare i will think of u.then hated u for cheating me.but,really did slap myself for the wrong i have done.i now reliese it wasnt cheat at all.i i slap myself for being selfish.bang the wall for always think of u because i think i like the other girl b4
.but,in the end is really u. i found out this because i was starting to care about u,i care this care that.i scare u got trouble.wanted to help u.then i finally reliese the one still is you.
thats explain why i still havent throw your wallet out that u bought for me.i think until long time,but,after i lose u.my heart starting to be empty.i dont know why.i always tell my friends,i didnt care about u.but,in my heart i was worried about it.i tried to hide it.i tried to hide from myself too.i was really a babo to think that i hate u.this line only u could understand.
u say before,u wanted to know what i am finding.now that u know after viewing this blog.
i not hoping that one day we will patch again,but,last long pal.i hope i can reallyreally forget u this time.
dramatic huhh.

AHN SOHEE:
ahn sohee was really my favourite idol^^ age of 15,she started to join in wondergirls.but,everyone since to hated her very much!!!!i dont know why??!!jeaous??i think so.wicked bitch who curse my idol.making fun of her.she is perfect u see.
i now know the reason liao.
1)she was the girl who kiss someone who is very famous when acting.
2)they are now more famous than girls genartion.so,their fans hate WG so much
3)alot rumous starting to spread she and g-dragon dating.so,g-dragon fans was really hate her.
4)she got a chubby looks,which alot of people dont like.(KELIAN her)
5)last time use to have a rumous saying heechul wants to jio her.they jealous^^

full detail huhh.after studying about youtube comment.say here say there,ai bu shi jealous her.stupid!!!!!

looking for her concert vcd^^

GAME OVER

i let myself down.my plan work fine,but y time couldnt wait at all??
i am sorry,it was too many question in my mind,i cant answer it all.
i though i could take some time to consider awhile,but y?y u couldnt wait?
i was nearing my answer,samuel you are such a "babo".
i was really stubborn,to think i like her at the first places.
but,did i really?
my heart was too confuse back then.wondering this wondering that.
Y i still think of her??YYYYYYYYYYY????????????
my heart was crying,how can i let this happen?
just only 1more step to my answer,just 1more step to notice it!!!
could time reverse??i hope so.
my game have already over.the game of truth.
taking the key to unlock my secret within me for such a long time.
y do i take a such time to notice that i still love u???!!!
why????!!!!
why i will still think about u and the time we shared be4???????!!
samuel,why do you make such a mistake???*SLAP*
it is too late now.GAME OVER.

SUNMI LEAVING

if u all heard the news,sunmi is leaving wondergirs yupp.
check on youtube alot of video made by fan for the farewell,so touching^^
check on yahoo also got.go study leave her career.nvm about that,i like sohee more.sohee doesnt leave that means i will still surporting WG.y do u leave?:( sohee will be crushed and will not have any confident again:(
so,i wont able to see sohee happy face again:( laughs,cork!
gogo!!!video made by fans.Enjoy^^

this is a farewell to sunmi.
guess i will not be seeing the concert after new member have joined in.
need sometime to train her.ke lian me:(if not u,i will not hear a wonderful music.tsktsk.farewell^^

ANTI SOHEE??

SORRY KIDS!MAKING FUN OF HER AT YOUTUBE.I THINK YOU ALL ARE JUST JEALOUS OF HER CUTENESS.LET ME TELLL U ALL ONE THING,EVEN IF THE WHOLE WORLD START TO GET AGAINST HER,I WILL STILL BE SUPPORTING HER AND DEFENDING HER.YOU HEAR ME?
SO STOP UPLOADING THE VIDEO THAT MAKES FUN OF HER.ITS JUST KIDS U KNOW?
people that are fans of her,please help me defending her.u all did nothing!can u just watch her being making fun??didnt care about her,posting every stupid video to let the whole world see,u all just did nothing to it?
sorry about that,if u all could see it countiue,but i cant.
argh!i will make them pay for insulting my idol.

CHECK THIS OUT!

cute siak.laughs!
ahn sohee.so cute^^

STORY

those few really very tiring.i didnt work out for the last year.i have becoming weaker.i am weak:(i wants to become stronger,i willing to go though pain and suffer.i have no choice.i hope its work fine as i planned.i learning to become a true man^^
a man need to suffer sometime,our true enemy is not others,is ourselfs.not to be defeated by ourself.letting ourself to be defeated is a loser.just learn from somebody^^
i just ran crazy after heard wondergirls songs.they rocks alrights?i wanted to buy their concert dvd,but too expensive.feel like punching myself,i cant even surpport sohee:(she rocks my life^^
always listen to her music.i felt alot of energy within me.laughs.she was a talented singer.her voice was soft and sweet^^ not to mention her person,shy,cute and innocent^^
always wanted her autograph if can.hope she came to singapore.i would be the first to rush over there for her autograph.like her so much^^
okok,enough of her liao.ps har.everyone that i msg.u all might feel bored about this topic.i keep talking about her.i ger crazy and excited whenever i heard her name or listen to her songs.so guys,remember not to mention ok?its happen to me all the times^^
i like wonder girls^^ its sad that sunmi is leaving wonder girls:(who care?i hope not sohee.


wanted to go to school.1month 1week and 1day never go liao.
111 laughs,nice huhh.bye:D


stupid,wei le one cuctumber they quarrel until like what.

GOING BACK TO SCHOOL ONCE AGAIN

1month 1week didnt attend school.
tomorrow surrender my butt.
laughs!dont know what to say.
tomorrow then decide bah.

went to enet play lan.

home com finally fixs^^
but,all the document are gone:(let amelia do thee thing bah.i just relax and wait^^
ahhh!!!!!finally can watch wonder girls concert again liao^^bye^^

NTH TO POST

hello^^ today nth special.rotten at home.went to boonlay enet play lan.
saw yongda,jiaxin and co.
why my classmate also there?
playing audi.byebye^^

LET THE GAME BEGIN

less updating because house com was spoilt.amelia la!!joking^^laughs.heng,i still got my second home.enet^^

morning went to jurongpoint meet alex.chatted awhile,went to buy something.was like walking around to buy a big one^^
finally find a bigbig one,decided to buy it.
alex went home,walked to boonlay sec find someone.
the game have already began.
very hot u know???then walk to find that mama shop,walked around for 30min juz to find it.4get where liao.
then went to carpark.then blahblah........................
at bus saw serena and friends.went to chatt with her.
then send her to 53something.beside my house then off to enet. find celia.
played audition with cassandra.sohee is cute not hot:(
finally can use blog.keep error very dulan de ley.

i hope i find the answer that i was searching soon.

NEW YEAR

hi return to blog again.didnt post because of cny.
lets refresh.

NEW YEAR EVE:
at home eat steamboat.cannot go out.dinner is not as good as last time.left out something.
at home countdown,boring......wanted to go chinatown,but cant.because of some reason.
lie on the bed watching they enjoy.haiyo!!


1ST DAY:
went out to visit ahma after we ate our lunch.mum keep stalk time,still sit bus.dulan me.
then next to ahgu house.which was more fun.went down with yinsin and gabriel for a puff-ed.
buy water then blahblah....
yinsin wanted to watch a movie,so,me,gabriel and yinsin takeone cab.
amelia,celia and mum take another.we waited for so long,alot people snatch cab!!!damm dulan got anot?waited for 30min,got 1people standing in front of you wave cab,then cab stop!!
nvm,we went to diff place to wave,another people come in front of us.
its goes on 5times!!!!
the 5th times,we snatch cab with others.then kp them.they walked off,funny:D
went to jp find amelia and celia.soon zhenhao,guangrui,yiming and daoxiang came to join us.
went to arcard find chicken little.alone playing KOF ke lian huhh.
soon gabrel and yinsin left cause we watching 2am show.went to safra play lan and slack at bangala park.me go crazy after that.went to jurongpoint after that.
forget watched what show liao,what thife of the lighting blahblah.
the story is some kind same as GOD OF WAR.
after its end,went down to take cab home.tired!hsh at 5am.



2rd DAYS:
went to yinsin house downstair,wanted to come over her house but something happen.
waited for gabriel,then yinsin came down.played poker at downstair.
she teach me play what called "CATCH FISH".
then gamble,i lose money,then in the end,she gave back to me.good huhh.
in the end never lost anything,gabriel came after that which was damm slow.
slacked,teached gabriel to play that thing again.
then yinsin went home cause of some reason,garrison came and joined us soon.
then alot of girls dont know what name.
me,gab and dunneo who went to jurongpoint to buy yinsin valentine present.accompany gabriel good hor?hai me xia suey,cannot say out^^
then went to look for yinsin at her downstair.5pm already.
we bused back to jurongpoint,then bused to toa payoh to visit my BIG aunt^^
then cab to her house.cool huhh.
reached there,eat alot.gave yinsin alot of soup to drink^^
she dont want eat,so,i gave her soup let her fullfull.LAUGHS!!
5 to 6 bowl bah.
keep laughing at "SOMETHING".we at there slacked about 30min,mum asked me to go kbox.at namdai near yinsin house.but,tell u something,that one is not kbox,is what 919 blahblah.fooled her.laughs!
went to take cab,whole family^^
1st cab,ah qi sister and ahcan brother.
2rd,amelia,celia,mum and zhenhao.
3rd,me,gabriel and yinsin.
4th,ebel,gab mum and gab dad
racing^^the uncle keep laughing at us,we say we racing.then the uncle choing very fast.wave at ebel.then ebel wave back.blahblah^^
in the end,first place sam cab^^ second cab,amelia cab^^ third ebel^^
last dont need to say^^but,they didnt go so didnt count.
we slacked and went to look for them.
32dollars:(
me,gabriel,yinsin and ebel one room.
celia,amelia and zhenhao one room.
my mum and gab mum one room.
laughed!!sang "NOBODY" very loud.but not sang.is shout^^there very "lan".wonder girls only got "nobody" i wanted to sang "tell me: or "so hot" :( sang for 3hours.went to amelia room sang with them girl genaration "GEE" which was funny though.then after that,performed wonder girls "nobody" for them^^my idol ley^^ SOHEE^^
then me went to gabriel house to sleep.my family went home.
send yinsin home but something happen.dont say better.
then went to gabriel house and sleep.
THAT ALL FOR TODAY^^

JOURNEY BEGIN

i was searching for the answer within me.why do i care?
i wanted to obtain that key,but can i? how?i need that key in order to open up the answer within me.by doing so,i need a plan.hope i find it soon.everything is a game.its fools me.i not sure what to do anymore,should i gave up searching for it?my style is,'never give up until the very end.'
thats mean samuel moving forward to the next stop.thanks alot for your guild^^
whatever the reason is,i must be ready for it.its been hiding from me for so long,let the searching of my answer begin^^
SOHEE i wish u could see this,i fought bravely^^

SO HOT LYRIS

JYP
And Wonder Girls
We're back!
(oh oh, oh oh)

(Sun Mi)
Why do you keep looking at me
Am I that pretty
Even if I am that pretty, if you keep staring like that
It's kind of embarrassing

(Sun Ye)
Whenever I walk past
The guys turn their heads
I can feel the hot attention
What can I do?

Oh so hot
(Ye Eun) I'm so pretty
Oh so fine
(So Hee) I'm so fine
Oh so cool
(Sun Ye) I'm so cool
I'm so so so hot hot

(So Hee)
The gazes that are always directed to me
The guys who constantly follow me
I should be used to it by now
Why am I still so nervous?

(Ye Eun)
I want to live quietly
Like all the other girls
Why was I born like this?
My life is so tiring

(Oh so hot)
I'm so pretty
(Oh so fine)
I'm so fine
(Oh so cool)
I'm so cool
I'm so so so hot hot

I'm so pretty
I'm so fine
I'm so cool
I'm so so so hot hot

(Yoobin)
Everybody's watching me
'Cause I'm hot hot
Everybody's wanting me
'Cause I'm hot hot
All the time, everywhere
following me
this spotlight
Chasing me where ever I go
resturant street cafe club
How much older do I have to get?

Why doesn't this popularity cool down?
Sexy eyes Go Soo Young
My beautiful legs like Ha Ji Won
I can't help it
I think everyone likes me oh no

(Rap)
Please leave me alone
All the boys be lovin' me
Girls be hating me
They will never stop
'Cause they know I'm so hot hot

I'm so pretty
I'm so fine
I'm so cool
I'm so so so hot hot

TELL ME

tell me lyris finally find it. i figure the middle part myself,studying though the lyris,cause some idoit dont know how write propely.write until half jiu stop,lazy!i a big fan of SOHEE^^
SOHEE OMONA(OHMY!)



LYRIS(ENG):
(i didnt know you would like me too.
what should i do,it make me so happy.
it feel like a dream,so i keep pinching myself
i am so happy
just in case you wouldnt like me
i dont know how much i had to worry
But since you say you love me
OH my,say it once more
tell me tell me tetetetete tell me
that you love me,that you waited for me
tell me tell me tetetetete tell me
tell me that you need me,tell me
tell me tell me tetetetete tell me
i wanted to keep hearing,please keep saying it
tell me tell me tetetetete tell me
please tell me this isnt a dream
how come my heart beats like this?
its feels as if, my heart will explode.
when you look at me,its feel like as my whole body gets electrocuted.
just in case you wouldnt like me
i dont know how much i had to worry
But since you say you love me
OH my,say it once more
tell me tell me tetetetete tell me
that you love me,that you waited for me
tell me tell me tetetetete tell me
tell me that you need me,tell me
tell me tell me tetetetete tell me
i wanted to keep hearing,please keep saying it
tell me tell me tetetetete tell me
please tell me this isnt a dream
tell me tell me tell me you
want me want me want me too
tell me tell me tell me too
love me too love me too
just in case you wouldnt like me
i dont know how much i had to worry
But since you say you love me
OH my,say it once more
tell me tell me tetetetete tell me
that you love me,that you waited for me
tell me tell me tetetetete tell me
tell me that you need me,tell me
tell me tell me tetetetete tell me
i wanted to keep hearing,please keep saying it
tell me tell me tetetetete tell me
please tell me this isnt a dream
tell me tell me tetetetete tell me
tell me tell me tetetetete tell me tetetetete me)

1MONTH

its one 1month already and i havent even attend to school.congratz on getting cane.
i not sure what to do now.
went to 5head with mother and godfather.eateat and went to buy some stuff for new year.thats all.

MY TRUE HEART

i shittng 10times aday!!help its hurt:(
lao sai 10times.cannot even have a break.cant watch my favorite idol prpely jiu goes for another round.toilet paper going to use finish.
next time could someone remind me not to eat too much cuttlefish?i couldn resist.
whenever i go,SOHEE was on my mind^^ the voice as well,wanted to sing it out.bleah!bangbang!its kill me for not thinking.i was waiting chinese new year.its fun every year.
wish sohee came to singapore,wish she could come meet me and sing for me.but,its a dream right?her singing was beautiful done.
oh well,back to my old story.i have only 1wish in mind.wanted to share with love ones things.happiness but not sadness.everything i do,i will think of her.when i start to laugh or smile,i will think of it.why doesnt she with me?i wanted her to laugh and smile too.i wanted to do whats best for her.she is the only girl that i always think of beside SOHEE^^
this year is defintly not a good year.good year is in 2008.last year not bad.this year bad.
i hanging out with people.
2008:
FIRST:TEBAN
SECONDLY:another group at TOA PAYOH
THIRDLY:BOONLAY(a day where i joined them)
FOURTH:RETURN BACK TO TEBAN
FIFTH:BOONLAY AND TEBAN TOGETHER.(a term where i quiited the group,and this term is the most fun i ever have)
2009:
SIXTH:JURONGSITE.(the day which everyone starting to MIA.)
SEVENTH:another group,not at jurong.BUGIS
EIGHT:BOONLAY(its a other patch of boonlay.my school and working walls)
NINTH:NOBODY(when i was having a steady)
TENTH:WITH GABRIEL(when he stead with yinsin.until now.)
i am finding back those who i have just ps-ed brothers and sisters back.i sure miss u all.MIA for what?haiish!i lost contact in 2008(THIRD) and 2009(NINTH).
i was full of friends until then.all starting to MIA,starting to angry about me when i dont care for them when having a steady and most of all,i didnt go find them for so many months after having jurong friends.its all my fault!i am sorry.
ever since the 2009(NINTH),day by day,friend starting to drop 1by1.
i so sorry,i was too busy taking care of my steady back then.didnt have a time to chat with u all and pei u all.i was just going home studying because of my EX.i wanted to work hard for her and promise her never leave her alone back then,but,by doing so,i just broke our friendship.
i promise her not to talk to 1single girl.even my sister,anna,ann and cassandra.:(by doing so,u all angry with me.saying that stead is more important forever to me,u all left:(
i having stress at that time,i just broke up with steady for some reason.i dont even have a couarge to look for u all already.deep in my heart i am terribly sorry brothers and sisters.u all are the best to me.i have always treated friends as an important things to me.
haiish,when u all having a steady.u all also would ask me out,chatt with me.but,when i have,its another way round.
guess its left me with a JURONG friends now.......but,my JURONG friends also starting to MIA.what should i do?
oh well,JADE:i know i have done wrong too.when i start to lost alot of friends,its really angre me.i have put all my hates towards you.i scolded u just abit of thing.i losing temp.i was really sorry,after we broke not long,it had me thinking.it is not you who break my friendship with them,is me.u didnt done anything to let us break,is my decision.u never asked me to,but is me too.i selfishly wronged u because i have no ones to blame.so,i blamed u.sorry to take a long time to reflected on myself.you could have agrue with me back then but u didnt.i misunderstood u,after we break.i keep shootshoot u.sorry pal.let u suffer awhile.i not sure what i going to say,but,we still can be friend can we?i have reflected because someone helped me.i was so stubborn up there.foolish!letting my hated control me.oh well,now i get the hang of it.nothing could control me now.dont cry over a small thing alright?i knew u always do^^ u know what i meant do u?^^learning a phasewhich i watched last fews days."A real man wouldnt let him control by his own hated,what is done is done,we cant travel it back,letting hated control over u will cause more hate,it wont do any good for both party.why dont just relax your mind,overcome the shadow within and it could be all better.....'' making sense huhh.hope you doing well those day where i have left u.i am not so good.keep learning the reason for everything.

JOHN:cant you see what i meant?we do need friends.support each other when we are weak.overcome every blocking ways together.i know you are terribly scared when you once being betrayed.but,one doesnt mean all.i was being betray by a few times too.but,in the end.it was fine letting it go.your mind should rest awhile,overcome your hated towards him.dont thinking of revenage already,let go of it!u already came out,now u alrdy fine,u still wanted to find trouble?"dont let your hated control u." i have been set free so can you.fear isnt a choice john.you fear being betrayed again by those close to you so you dont dare to let people help u?john,gives people a chance.

there have recently a stupid case.people using insulting my idol.

TO THAT PERSON:hey!!!where ever you are,i going to find u alright?firstly,using my idol name talk to me?hi i sohee nice to meet you????!!!this isnt funny at all kids.u hear me?i believe is you from blog add me on msn.kids,i warning ya.you just mess with the wrong guy.NOBODY INSULT MY IDOL U HEAR ME???!!!NOBODY!!MAKING FUN OF SOHEE IS NOT FUN YOU HEAR ME DUDE??

oh well,ermmmm...........making fun of my idol is not a nice thing to do,so.....please dont make fun anymore^^
gtg!see ya friends!
SOHEE CUTE ISNT IT^^

SCHOOL DAY

its been a long time since i last being scolded by teacher,wearing school uniform,talk back to teacher.3more days going 1month that i have not attend to school.
just let me enjoy those few days before surrending my butt to OM.i have been prepare for this.
alot of friends nagged me.thanks,i know u all isnt purposely scolded me.u all just care about me.thanks for everything bros and siss.i promise all of u,after new year i will be attending school,study for the lesson i miss at home and not to go out too often anymore.
alex:please dont kp.what sohee dont like me dont go school.like i care?laughs,btw thanks too bro.tag me u cb kia.keep runrunrun.fun isit?i private then see how u view my blog.oh well,if u really wants me go school,simple...went to korean again and help me take a autograph of sohee.soon bian let me have her handphone number too^^ i think that wont be a problem for u.u a rich guy and have been to korean many times.cant reject your bro isnt it huhh.JK^^say want tell me about korean thing,after that talk half way,u off your msn.stupid u.i been very intersted to listen.TMD!
oh well,i was SOHEE biggest fan is correct^^i been slacking at boonlay pasa and namdai now adays.
keep u all for update.well,
4more days to chinese new year^^ happy die me.excited!do miss me classmate and friends.i wont be so active anymore.sian everyday go out.must stay at home a few while.must learn to be guai the first step.

EDITED:when to jurongpoint with ms and jason.waited for a stupid food for an hour.charred and went to buy books.settled dinner at subway.then bused home.

alright,gottogo.bye:D update blog when i feels to.

can you hear the fan cheering?stlye man.SOHEE SING THE LINE AFTER THE I M SO FINE^^

I HAVE LEARNED

just playing my ps2 yu gi oh.finsih buliding my deck blahblah.
cork,oh well.i have learn this,though the show i watched recently.
"losing is not a bad thing,its gives the reason for us to countiue on,trying harder is the reason."
i think this thing makes sense.the words is on my mind."dont give up,do your best until it is over.i still have a chance to counter back".i have learned.to do my best until the very end.
since i always think of that,when playing yu gi oh games,i just won and won.
its applied to everything as well.
playing that games have teach me well too.to learn how to perserve.everything have a weakness as well.it is possible to do the impossible.
yu gi oh games was kinda fun after learning all those thing.its taught me balance as well.a idea when i building my deck,in order to build a powerful deck,we dont just put monster card,but spell and trap card.they must be balance.if not,the deck will be all mess up when dueling.
teamwork appiled as well,have to trust teammates as well.if not,it will have a totally messy up games.
i learned alot things though a games.it can applied on my life now.not only can applied in games.

first though that was a stupid game,but it teaches me alot too.thanks anyway,i now know what to do^^thanks to a stupid game.i have an idea.:D

even since i been watching wonder girls concert,their songs is on my mind.i cant take it off man.this is called "wonder virus".crap!
soheesohee^^ i wish i met her one day.
but most importantly is getting the "SHE" in my life.was waiting the moment..........i can only wait and wait.for the time now,i just have to think of sohee^^ but,for the time.its usless.laughs.
she on my mind and nothing can get it out.i need a plan.
just keep thinking sohee sohee soheee sohee soheee jiu ok le.tomorrow watching their concert on com:( nightnight everyone.

SICK

went to mac jurongspring at 12smth.hungry.sick too.waited for celia.eateat,shitshit.nth to post.haiish!oh welll.its a long time then.i not sure what to do:(
i keep thinking about her.
what should i do now?
its keep making me crazy.........


ALEX:please keep the comment to yourself.thank you^^i like sohee.best ok?^^chubby face,shy and cute.must u always come agrue with me whos the best?u have your opion,i have mine.we diffence.brother,u like people who is active,sweet,frendly and preety.
mine cute,innocent and shyshy like sohee ^^ jiu can liao alright?laughs!come jurong find me ok?miss u brother.bye^^

why alot people hate sohee:(i mean she is nature having a chubby face.i think she was shy and innocent but not an act.wht does everyone thinks she just acting as one?oh my idol...but who care?she wont be qutting even alot people hate her.she have my support too right?she second famous and first that most people hate.cause of the chubby face?cause everyone think she was putting on a act?in my opion,i dont think so.

oh well....i want to go korean^^see my idol.forget about one thing.wondergirls will not be having concert because of sunye i think.she going to study.haiyo,wanted to see their concert.dissappointed.
oh guys,classmate.please do miss me.after chinese new year i will then be back.MIA awhile from school.thinking of something.i hope i wont retain this year.but who cares?wearing long pant is good enough from me.thinking of quitting school.wait for my result alright everyone?
i wish everyone was back to boonlay:(i wish........
if only time travels back.what am i saying?i sure miss the memories at boonlay though.
i dreamed sohee too^^ meet dao her.it was all a dream dissappointed^^ why i was dreaming such a lame thing?ohya,i dream having her handphone number too^^ u see,every guys wants to meet her also right?dont tell me u guys dont want to.sohee ar sohee. but,"she" was then my real dream girl. secret^^i wanted to tell her soon.but can i?
my dream going to korean isnt a bad thing after all.at least i still have one^^going there meet all my idol.but one thing a very big problem.i dont know how to speak korean:(oh well,must learn it.
haiish,see u guy soon.^^

SIAN

PROFILE OF SOHEE

Stage name: Sohee (소희)
Full name: Ahn Sohee (안소희)
Nickname: Mandu (Dumpling)
Birthdate: June 27th, 1992
Height: 168cm
Weight: 43kg
Blood type: AB
Religion: Buddhism
Duration of training: 2 years
School: Chang Dam Middle School, Changmun Girls’ High School
Specialty: Vocal, Choreography, Poppin’, Street, Acting, Chinese
Favorite Artist: Beyonce, Alicia Keys, Rain, Im Jeong Hee
Favorite Color: Pink

BACK TO AUDI

YESTERDAY:6/2/2010

afternoon after watching wonder girls concert at computer.went to find gabriel and yinsin at 3head.
they went to buy goldfish as the other goldfish has been dead.the reason is very simple,gabriel dad face very scary,when the goldfish saw his dad.it shock and faint and never wake up again.^^
we gussing the reason.so i guess this^^ but,the reason is no oxygen narh.
went to settled our lunch.went to jurongpoint, then went to rent vcd.intend to rent 'HI MY SWEETHEART" but must have a IC.didnt bring it out^^
went to gabirle house watched ghost movie,lame!then playplay awhile.use bloom make gabriel then blahblahblah.suddenly very high when listening to the "TELL ME" by wonder girls.
we also give a dead goldfish a proper feneral.scare itsoul wondering at gabriel house.CRAP!
then went to send yinsin home,saw junlong,da tou and co.
then blahblahblah.yinsin went home and came out.blahblahblah again.laughs!then i headed to boonlay pasa find celia.
play audition after that.nothing to say about.my audition getting noober.i wish my skill came to me once again.i dont need to train anymore.even "FLYING DUCK" at bu will miss twice:(SHIT!okok,dont say anymore.


TODAY;
went to my house downstair to meet ms.after meeting him,waited for yinsin and take a puff-ed.went to boonlay pasa after that.settled our lunch at kopitam.soon gabriel came and heade to penisula after that.
after 1hour,we have reached and shopped around.went with ms to another shopping centre.take money to buy clothes.ms bluff me what wonder girls below.faster went down.saw no them is girl genation:(he broken my dream,i want go korean meet sohee^^ he keep say this expensive,say that expensive.what plane cost 800dollars.
laughs!crap!waiting for their concert to come at singapore bah.
went to meet gabriel and yinsin to headed bugis.alot of people loh.shopped around for yinsin clothes.then heahed for our dinner with laksa^^
bused home,keep listening to "TELL ME" by wonder girls.
WARNING:ms got my virus,'TELL ME"virus.our head now keep having a voice singing tell me.if those who dont want to have those virus better stay away from me^^
bused to jurongeast and bused home.the end^^

3WEEK

2010 is not a good year.it is hard for me,its been a long time since i last saw everyone gather.everybody was having a diffence group,i dont know who to follow.can u all just form a group that everyone is in?i am missing all those days we been together.haiyoyo.

morning going to sleep as per normal:D yinsin called me ask me to meet her coz she was alone.went to my house there find her,slacked and chatted.went to polyclinic to fake mc for her:Din the end,need uring test^^ laugh die me.only fake nia,then the result is normal^^ then doc though what sia.nvm.
went to 3head after that to buy goldfish.bought 2goldfish and 1container.that man,put extra small fish inside.gabriel called me.then went to jurongpoint meet him.
saw ahhao.slacked with,yinsin,gabriel and bryan after that.
headed home coz i am tired.the end....

SOHEE

saw this funny video.
SOHEE fell down while on the perform.
3 2 1(FALL)then ye eun help her up"TELL ME YELL ME TELL ME YOU" look closly.funny sia.honestly speaking,xiasuey.laughs^^ but everyone makes mistake right?:D


SOHEE SCOLDING MONKEY

2WEEK 4DAYS

what should i do?eat medicine fell alsleeep.
head very pain sia.i was going to school today de:(
haiyoyoyo.
went to jurongwest sec to find gabriel and ms.then bused to ms house played ps2^^settled our lunch at hakeer centre.
went back to his house to watch weslting,then go down find yinsin. walked around finding place to eat,went to 308 there then walked to 320 then yuhua village there than U-turn to ms house there eat.haiyo.soon,me,yinsin and gab bused to 5head.saw wei tik.chatted awhile.
then yinsin went down bused,asked us not to follow.we jiu bused to namdai.slacked at yinsin downstair.
then yinsin come find us again.then 30min go home again.
so,we walked to busstop and take bus home.
saw wonder girls at my house downstair.LAUGHS.that lady damm look like bodoh.scare tio.

SICK SICK SICK

went to boonlay pasa see doctor.
meet yinsin and gabriel,playing a fool there.then they accompany me to see doctor,yinsin went inside with me.tell that doctor i vomit blood:D
hey,too fake liao.in the end,the doctor only gave me 1day mc?FUCK!
walking around,find celia at arcard play audi,LAUGHS!
then tinsin and gabriel went home,so i went to play also.arcard now dont know what happen,more people at there liao.feel like going boonlay slack again.isit ok?
I AM BACK TO AUDI!!


i deprove alot,beatup deprove alotalot,CC4 more jialat,cant even get 400k??
3months liao,audi did change alot.i abit blur whats going on.no wonder girls new songs?so sad:(

went home by myself cause eating medicine.very tired and blur when walking.then home sweet home^^

INTRODUCE IDOL

u all might be asking me,why i like wonder girls so much.the ans is...SOHEE^^
she has a sweet voice. and cute^^
youngest at her group.she is just 17.they are all very good in singing and dancing.especially sohee^^
addicted to their songs.keep on repeating and repeating.
she is my first idol^^ will stop listen to thier songs once get bored.
check this out!





LYRIS:
ne do naer zo a haer zu ren moer la se
e ze muen zo a ne mu na zo a
gum man ga ta se na
niae za xin ner za gu go ji be ba
ne mu na zo a
ni ga naer hog xi an zo a haer ga ba
hon za er ma na ae tiae wun ji moer la
ge ren diae ni ga naer sa rang han da ni
e me na xi han ben maer hiae ba
Tell me tell me
tell tell tell
tell tell tell me
na rer sa rang har da go
naer gi da rier wa da go
Tell me tell me
tell tell tell
tell tell tell me
niae ga pi rio ha da maer hiae maer hiae zue yo
Tell me tell me
tell tell tell
tell tell tell me
za gu man deg go xi pe
giae sog niae giae muer hiae zue
Tell me tell me
tell tell tell
tell tell tell me
gum mi a ni ra go maer hiae maer hiae zue yo
e zem niae ga sern mi yi re kiae du:ni
ga sem mi zeng maer te jier geg ga ta
ni ga naer boer diae mien
zen gi ae gam zen duae sa ram ce rem
zen gi ga oer la
er ma na o riae gi da rin ji moer la
er ma na o riae gum gue nen ji moer la
ge ren diae ni ga naer su rang han da ni
e na da xi han ben maer hiae ba
Tell me tell me
tell tell tell
tell tell tell me
na rer sa rang har da go
naer gi da rier wa da go
Tell me tell me
tell tell tell
tell tell tell me
niae ga pi rio ha da maer hiae maer hiae zue yo
Tell me tell me
tell tell tell
tell tell tell me
za gu man deg go xi pe
giae sog niae giae muer hiae zue
Tell me tell me
tell tell tell
tell tell tell me
gum mi a ni ra go maer hiae maer hiae zue yo
Tell me tell me tell me you
want me want me want me too
Tell me tell me tell me you
love me too love me too
er ma na o riae gi da rin ji moer la
er ma na o riae gum gun nen ji moer la
ge ren diae ni ga nuer sa rang han da ni
e me nu xi han ben muer hiae ba
Tell me tell me
tell tell tell
tell tell tell me
na rer sa rang har da go
naer gi da rier wa da go
Tell me tell me
tell tell tell
tell tell tell me
niae ga pi rio ha da maer hiae maer hiae zue yo
Tell me tell me
tell tell tell
tell tell tell me
za gu man deg go xi pe
giae sog niae giae muer hiae zue
Tell me tell me
tell tell tell
tell tell tell me
gum mi a ni ra go maer hiae maer hiae zue yo

sohee wearing black shirt with black skinni.pretty sia she dance.
special voice got anot?second famous ley.laugh.just read the article about them.if got time then post bah.they learning english and chinese.can chat with them at website.good hor?my idot ley^^ ohya,download all thier songs at my handphone,not bad huhh.sohee not only perform with her group,she also have perform herself in other event.good huhh.
for more detail visit the web itself,ask me if u dont know how to search.byebye^^

I AM SO STUPID

2week 2days.haiyo:(
didnt go school and contact schoolfor this long.i think i going surrender myself already.
the last choice is quitting school,but,i wont narh^^
i also going to be cane bah.y i cant wake up sia?even i am sick,got msg people me i also cant woke up:(
y y y y y y y y y y y y?
i should be today taking the punishment loh!!

at night meet yinsin,zhiyan and her mum at boonlay pasa.
though she alone,laughs.suddenly pop out they two.all spy her sia,damm funny.
we two go where,they at behide follow.went to settled our dinner at kopitam.chatted then zhiyan and her mum left.went for a puff-ed.saw police beside us.faster walked to 175 there,then wanted to find celia.went to kopitiam,walked 1whole round.though another kopitam.find her,look here look there.
finally found her,chatted and send yinsin to busstop.off we go to lan.played audition.3months since i last touch it.
played 1hours,waiting celia to play finish her dota.lols.keep ask me this ask me that.
nvm,walked home after that.

wonder girls"TELL ME" so nicenice^^bestbest!!

KOREAN SONGS

i have been addicted to korean songs^^
dont know why ley.keep listening bigbang songs,super junior songs,girl genaration songs and wonder girl songs.
last time japan now korean.LOLS!
super junior

they rocks too ok?LAUGH!but,i perfer wonder girls song loh^^wonder girls rocks^^ addicted to the song "TELL ME","NOBODY","SO HOT","IRONY" and "THIS FOOL". bigbang also cool^^ "LASTFAREWELL","MY HEAVEN","LIES" and"HARUHARU"

BIGBANG AND WONDER GIRLS

wonder girls i think SO HEE sings better than others loh.agree agree? sweet voice huhh.hello alex,dont argue with me this kind of thing le ok?hahas. biantai u^^






dont think of other else where.she is just my idot^^ i am not biantai huhh. a good singer and dancer.most popular in their group bah.LOLS.

please dont misunderstood,i like singaporean not korean people.ok?^^
searching for new songs.getting tired for old songs.
hahas,korean song here i come^^

INTRO OF WODERGIRLS AND BIGBANG


SOHEE

2WEEK AND 1DAY

RECENTLY THERE ARE ALOT OF VIEW AND RUNNER:(DIDNT TAG ME:(PEOPLE LIKE ALEX AND CASSANDRA.SHOCK TO SEE U TWO KNOW WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING THOSE FEW DAYS,BECAUSE U TWO RUN:(HAHAS.BAD BOY AND BAD GIRLU TWO ARE EVIL
ANN ALSO HAR,NAUGHTY U..

morning went to meet weiqi,alios and co.walked around fairprice xtra.
then wait gabriel and yinsin.then walked to mac eat our breakfast.
waited for fanyu to come.cant choose to follow who.
so bo bian,follow alios and co.
they jio me pon one ma.bused to 175.then bused to HKE.
bused again to queenway.slacked.
me and rabbit

poohbear

fanyu go disiao people,say what want buy girl clothes.ask that sale woman how much.he ask for his size.then the woman funny,go take a sexier clothes for him.she ask him that clothes sexy enough ma:D LAUGH!then he faster walk out.
eaten a kena shit laksa.alot of unmelted coconut:(
walked around and around.bused back to 175 for some reason again.
winni the pooh secret^^
walked to jurongpoint,find yishu,brendon,yanda,wei tik and co.
chatted and slacked awhile,bused home.
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