my temper have change,is not like me anymore....
just acidentally,a guy spash water on me,i shout at him?he keep say sorry,i keep diao him?
after awhile,i have calm down.i start to ask myself why am i so angry.heartbroken is something very suck.i dont have a single place at her heart.not anymore....
went to mike house,gabriel,yinsin,ching long and his gf was there.
slack awhile,nothing much to say...
went down to eat.i was being well take care of.
went to namdai with gab and yinsin,then went to boonlay find ching long again.
play arcade...at least i with them wont think so much.happy happy..
at night,went to eat with,mike,mun fei,fireboy,jiahao and co.
they take care of me,i no money eat,they treat me.thanks:)
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Saturday, July 31, 2010
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Tuesday, July 20, 2010
NTH
just normal day,went to school as usual.during assembly,5idoits dancing nobody on stage.thats kind of lame.how i wish there is the real wondergirls dancing.
knock my head,"knock" "knock"! wake up. nothing to do now adays. awww~ wish there is things to do nor.just daydreaming me going to Korean :)
i abit lost when i came to school.but,its doesnt matter anyway. i still got my freedom. but,i doesnt seem to be intested in going out.
friend ask me go out,i may hack care and start to go home sleeping.
erm,only haopengyou or amelia or my family i will go?
nah,doesnt seem alright in those days,when i left u.
but,gotta live my own life right? kinda hoping for the "last time". yeah,i got alots good friends,family and all that. but,i still need it right?
i notice that only u could control me well,when others started to control me,i wont listen.thats a strange thing.
like u ask me go to school all that?i really do go.only abit naughty at school,but,i tried not to already:)
sorry for always scolded u cause my attidute,i hope u live well:) wondergirl wondergirls sohee sohee:) cant stop dreaming again.....
knock my head,"knock" "knock"! wake up. nothing to do now adays. awww~ wish there is things to do nor.just daydreaming me going to Korean :)
i abit lost when i came to school.but,its doesnt matter anyway. i still got my freedom. but,i doesnt seem to be intested in going out.
friend ask me go out,i may hack care and start to go home sleeping.
erm,only haopengyou or amelia or my family i will go?
nah,doesnt seem alright in those days,when i left u.
but,gotta live my own life right? kinda hoping for the "last time". yeah,i got alots good friends,family and all that. but,i still need it right?
i notice that only u could control me well,when others started to control me,i wont listen.thats a strange thing.
like u ask me go to school all that?i really do go.only abit naughty at school,but,i tried not to already:)
sorry for always scolded u cause my attidute,i hope u live well:) wondergirl wondergirls sohee sohee:) cant stop dreaming again.....
Friday, July 16, 2010
I AM OK
erm,guys i am alright?not going boys town or whatever.
thanks alot:)
thanks,yinsin haopengyou for keep cheering me up:)
jason shifu:) for keep asking me how le how le.thanks for the caring.
wuqun papa :) for keep calling me to know the result :)
mabellyn as well,even you dont know the situation well,but,u still care as well:)
alios pooh bear:) thanks for helping me too:)
weijie,gabriel,wayne,jiahao,ah mike and alot.thanks also:) once u all heard that news,u all wanted to come find me.
anna sister:) i asked u something,but,i hope its real bah:)
when you are in trouble,its easiler to know who are the real friend and who isnt.
but,i can't believe i cried,drop my tears.
ahben,alex,you two didnt ran away,still u say one word that really mades me cried alot.u said that,"i will always be your brother,our heart is connected as one,i will wait you come out one,i will always remember i have a wonderful brother." laughs!thanks:)
BABO,i cannot say u care anot.but,thanks too.for talking to me when i really need you.sorry as well~ i care you the most and you know it.
anybody,which i never mention your name,sorry:) everybody,i now studying peacefully:) thanks:)
when i am in trouble,you all never failed to stand by side.
LOVE YOU all ok:)
AND,please if you are fake SOHEE.please fuck off~~ thanks~
thanks alot:)
thanks,yinsin haopengyou for keep cheering me up:)
jason shifu:) for keep asking me how le how le.thanks for the caring.
wuqun papa :) for keep calling me to know the result :)
mabellyn as well,even you dont know the situation well,but,u still care as well:)
alios pooh bear:) thanks for helping me too:)
weijie,gabriel,wayne,jiahao,ah mike and alot.thanks also:) once u all heard that news,u all wanted to come find me.
anna sister:) i asked u something,but,i hope its real bah:)
when you are in trouble,its easiler to know who are the real friend and who isnt.
but,i can't believe i cried,drop my tears.
ahben,alex,you two didnt ran away,still u say one word that really mades me cried alot.u said that,"i will always be your brother,our heart is connected as one,i will wait you come out one,i will always remember i have a wonderful brother." laughs!thanks:)
BABO,i cannot say u care anot.but,thanks too.for talking to me when i really need you.sorry as well~ i care you the most and you know it.
anybody,which i never mention your name,sorry:) everybody,i now studying peacefully:) thanks:)
when i am in trouble,you all never failed to stand by side.
LOVE YOU all ok:)
AND,please if you are fake SOHEE.please fuck off~~ thanks~
Thursday, July 8, 2010
ME
erm,actually now adays i dont feel like going school.i feel like studying now,but,i just dont get it why i still dont feel like entering the school.lesson time is quite fun.but,i keep thinking of alot things.
what to do next?
why am i so sad?
how will will it last?....
blahblahblah,all those stupid question came out from me.i am a very easy jealous guy.sometime i dont know what i jealous about,started to attitude alot.but,i never say out i jealous of something,i just kept in my heart.
i put everyone at my heart,but,if one didnt.i really will felt sad.though alot of things happen,i sad alot of times.for me is normal already being treated like that.either boy or girl,i treat him or her very good,but,he or her doesn't show it back,erm....thats is really sad bah.
i kept asking myself,what did i done wrong to deserve everything that happen to me.
it is hard to grab someone heart.very very hard....
okays,some friend can be NO friend already,then start complain to me this and that,then treat me very good,starting calling me everyday,tell me about the story,blahblahblahWAAA~~~ then i stupid stupid treat him or her very good.cheer this cheer that,ask that person dont think too much,i will accompany him or her.
THEN!time past,that person found another friend,which can be at school,which can be outsider.either way,then after all the months i been cheering that person up can all the way dont care me.then still can dao me sometime wor~ then can forget got me this kind of friend derh.got new friend run away from old friend.
oh no oh no~ i didnt blame him or her,i blame myself for being so STUPID.its really hurt to see that your friend had been using you,or whatever shit!
sometime,i really hate myself for being so STUPID and so SOFT HEARTED!i asked him or her sometime,got treat me as a friend? that person will say,YES.WHY?
to all the reader here,if u happen to meet those problem and they answer like this,u could ask tell FUCK OFF! i believe one time and other,why is that so? cause i treat him or her as brother or sister or what.
then always ask him or her out,the replied will be CMI,i morning cannot make it,afternoon blahblah.now aday very busy... then u say nevermind,next time. that person relied will always answer it with okay,sorry~
the next day,u saw him or her,meeting with another friends.that is fine.
the day after the next day,he or she might be with or not is fine too.
after 1week passes,u saw it again and again. YOU ARE STUPID!
i have bear it again and again.
okay,another thing.after you treat that person until very very good,he or she had found another friends.that is fine but WAIT!he or she didnt seldom reply your message anymore.if reply,the replied would be "oh~ " "haha" "icic" "yeah"
the most irrating part is that person repiled with a "NO" or "YES" only.then that person replied the "friend" alot and could crap with the " friend",while your replied only those.
Nah,its not one person i talking about.ITS TWO THREE OF THEM.
if u know u are the ONE of them,please stop treating me like this.ITS SUCK!~
okays,after having a friend problem,another problem came.you search your wallet or found out that your bank had NO MONEY. then your friend ask you out,hey!want go cycling? hey!want go kbox? hey!want see wondergirls concert? hey!want go eat sushi together?
you already very stress.they start to ask question like this.you cannot blame them,the worst thing of all is u cannot blame ANYONE.then you liike a person,you need everything,flower all that to make her touch.then no money,tell that girl BYEBYE~ okok,some don't need all those to be touch but asking the girl out,also need money. treat her eat all those. sometime,u save money until alot of days,finally got money! you ask that girl out,she said BU FAN BIAN or whatever shit.then you started to be really angry and spend it all on yourself! when awake from your crazyness,you find that you have no more money left. so,u have to wait for another week so that you dare to called her out.
SILLY ISNT IT?
okok!friend problem,money problem.still got one problem.
friend lend money,no money return,i could understand. but,worst thing,friend lend money,got money never return is very fuck. or some even more clever,got money,still lend money and dont want return back.
some even more clever,to knew that got money need return,he or she go spend until no money left,and he or she will said to me.SORRY!i had no money left to return u.
okays,this is only you could blame for being so stupid.
some ask you bet with him,you bet.you WIN! but,he didnt pay u back money.
what if ownself lose?stupid stupid pay money without knowing he wont pay after losing.
everything happen to me.myself yeah~ i am very experience.after this happen to me 4years~ slowly slowly,i don't 100percent believe anyone anymore. this year i have all those problem! you know how painful it is?
being used,betray and all.
being used,but,cant totally said being used.cant totally blame that guy. i still got contact with him or her,that person slowly treat me well again.
as for the person i mention at indirect,i didnt trust them again.
you dont understand it.
alright,problem solve!
people all around me asking me question you really fall in love with sohee?
the answer is simple.YES,as a idol.NO falling in love.
their replied would be,you crazy of her,keep sohee sohee.hahahas!
alright,i really understand what you all thinking.but,i think i am more un normal then u all bah.what i like,i always will like.
i will keep support the same again and again.
i could understand whats the meaning of love and idol love.
dont worried,many people worried about it.and stared to ask me maybe i dont know that i love her? those thing i know. if i really does,what about heechul,leetuek and g-dragon? am i a gay?????
i could understand why you all would think such thing,whenever i saw her on show i could get really excited.and told you all about that.more on sohee then other idol.
because she really my number 1 idol. understand? i just want to know her,meet her thats all.not anything else.
becuase i friendly i guess:)
everything was explained to u all.
hope i wont have this misunderstooding anymore.
i now only love her.not sohee.but,i guess i need to live on.find a better things to do rather than romance.
see you:)
what to do next?
why am i so sad?
how will will it last?....
blahblahblah,all those stupid question came out from me.i am a very easy jealous guy.sometime i dont know what i jealous about,started to attitude alot.but,i never say out i jealous of something,i just kept in my heart.
i put everyone at my heart,but,if one didnt.i really will felt sad.though alot of things happen,i sad alot of times.for me is normal already being treated like that.either boy or girl,i treat him or her very good,but,he or her doesn't show it back,erm....thats is really sad bah.
i kept asking myself,what did i done wrong to deserve everything that happen to me.
it is hard to grab someone heart.very very hard....
okays,some friend can be NO friend already,then start complain to me this and that,then treat me very good,starting calling me everyday,tell me about the story,blahblahblahWAAA~~~ then i stupid stupid treat him or her very good.cheer this cheer that,ask that person dont think too much,i will accompany him or her.
THEN!time past,that person found another friend,which can be at school,which can be outsider.either way,then after all the months i been cheering that person up can all the way dont care me.then still can dao me sometime wor~ then can forget got me this kind of friend derh.got new friend run away from old friend.
oh no oh no~ i didnt blame him or her,i blame myself for being so STUPID.its really hurt to see that your friend had been using you,or whatever shit!
sometime,i really hate myself for being so STUPID and so SOFT HEARTED!i asked him or her sometime,got treat me as a friend? that person will say,YES.WHY?
to all the reader here,if u happen to meet those problem and they answer like this,u could ask tell FUCK OFF! i believe one time and other,why is that so? cause i treat him or her as brother or sister or what.
then always ask him or her out,the replied will be CMI,i morning cannot make it,afternoon blahblah.now aday very busy... then u say nevermind,next time. that person relied will always answer it with okay,sorry~
the next day,u saw him or her,meeting with another friends.that is fine.
the day after the next day,he or she might be with or not is fine too.
after 1week passes,u saw it again and again. YOU ARE STUPID!
i have bear it again and again.
okay,another thing.after you treat that person until very very good,he or she had found another friends.that is fine but WAIT!he or she didnt seldom reply your message anymore.if reply,the replied would be "oh~ " "haha" "icic" "yeah"
the most irrating part is that person repiled with a "NO" or "YES" only.then that person replied the "friend" alot and could crap with the " friend",while your replied only those.
Nah,its not one person i talking about.ITS TWO THREE OF THEM.
if u know u are the ONE of them,please stop treating me like this.ITS SUCK!~
okays,after having a friend problem,another problem came.you search your wallet or found out that your bank had NO MONEY. then your friend ask you out,hey!want go cycling? hey!want go kbox? hey!want see wondergirls concert? hey!want go eat sushi together?
you already very stress.they start to ask question like this.you cannot blame them,the worst thing of all is u cannot blame ANYONE.then you liike a person,you need everything,flower all that to make her touch.then no money,tell that girl BYEBYE~ okok,some don't need all those to be touch but asking the girl out,also need money. treat her eat all those. sometime,u save money until alot of days,finally got money! you ask that girl out,she said BU FAN BIAN or whatever shit.then you started to be really angry and spend it all on yourself! when awake from your crazyness,you find that you have no more money left. so,u have to wait for another week so that you dare to called her out.
SILLY ISNT IT?
okok!friend problem,money problem.still got one problem.
friend lend money,no money return,i could understand. but,worst thing,friend lend money,got money never return is very fuck. or some even more clever,got money,still lend money and dont want return back.
some even more clever,to knew that got money need return,he or she go spend until no money left,and he or she will said to me.SORRY!i had no money left to return u.
okays,this is only you could blame for being so stupid.
some ask you bet with him,you bet.you WIN! but,he didnt pay u back money.
what if ownself lose?stupid stupid pay money without knowing he wont pay after losing.
everything happen to me.myself yeah~ i am very experience.after this happen to me 4years~ slowly slowly,i don't 100percent believe anyone anymore. this year i have all those problem! you know how painful it is?
being used,betray and all.
being used,but,cant totally said being used.cant totally blame that guy. i still got contact with him or her,that person slowly treat me well again.
as for the person i mention at indirect,i didnt trust them again.
you dont understand it.
alright,problem solve!
people all around me asking me question you really fall in love with sohee?
the answer is simple.YES,as a idol.NO falling in love.
their replied would be,you crazy of her,keep sohee sohee.hahahas!
alright,i really understand what you all thinking.but,i think i am more un normal then u all bah.what i like,i always will like.
i will keep support the same again and again.
i could understand whats the meaning of love and idol love.
dont worried,many people worried about it.and stared to ask me maybe i dont know that i love her? those thing i know. if i really does,what about heechul,leetuek and g-dragon? am i a gay?????
i could understand why you all would think such thing,whenever i saw her on show i could get really excited.and told you all about that.more on sohee then other idol.
because she really my number 1 idol. understand? i just want to know her,meet her thats all.not anything else.
becuase i friendly i guess:)
everything was explained to u all.
hope i wont have this misunderstooding anymore.
i now only love her.not sohee.but,i guess i need to live on.find a better things to do rather than romance.
see you:)
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
BIG PROBLEM
as u all know.my favourite idol AHN SOHEE.live in korean.
my com wallpaper,handphone wallpaper,drawer pic are all sohee.
handphone picture,there are 40 her picture.
theres a question given by my friend.
the question:do you like her as a idol or you already fall in love with her.
the answer:to everyone here,i do love her ....................
AS A IDOL.not any crazy love.
hope u all understand:) if i did,sure a big headaches~
for u all,u all might think is falling in love,but,seriously NO.
she just CUTE,INNOCENT:) thats why i like her so much:)
my com wallpaper,handphone wallpaper,drawer pic are all sohee.
handphone picture,there are 40 her picture.
theres a question given by my friend.
the question:do you like her as a idol or you already fall in love with her.
the answer:to everyone here,i do love her ....................
AS A IDOL.not any crazy love.
hope u all understand:) if i did,sure a big headaches~
for u all,u all might think is falling in love,but,seriously NO.
she just CUTE,INNOCENT:) thats why i like her so much:)
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Friends
went to BBQ,Ivan birthday.happy belated birthday!!
alot people was there,nothing much on this topic.
then straight away ton, went to find wny and fireboy.
slacking and waited for weijie to come.
as alot irrating police was at boonlay pasa spoilted our plan,we went to kopitam sit awhile.
mun fei and co joined us later.
after 3am,went to look for a bunch of gangster.10 over people.was openng a hitting each other session:)
quite fun over there,headed to Enet with fireboy,weijie and wyn cause of the irrating police.
went to settle something,is a secret.
well,went back to 209 slack,as wyn went home.
jiajia alot joined us.
went to Enet again with weijie as it getting hotter at outside,was waiting for gabriel now.
bye~~
love isnt fair.
i was actually doesnt want to love someone else,its hurt.
but,it cant be helped.
treated a person very well,with alot cares.
why she will just ignore it?
thinking about the guy who treated her not so good.
is it fair?
why will i lose??i keep question myself everyday.
hope miracle do happen.
why isit happen to me everytime??
i just want a perfect living,with loves,family and friends.
isit so hard to grant my wish?i do not wish for money.
haissh~~~ wish me luck~ i love her alot.
painpainpain~~
alot people was there,nothing much on this topic.
then straight away ton, went to find wny and fireboy.
slacking and waited for weijie to come.
as alot irrating police was at boonlay pasa spoilted our plan,we went to kopitam sit awhile.
mun fei and co joined us later.
after 3am,went to look for a bunch of gangster.10 over people.was openng a hitting each other session:)
quite fun over there,headed to Enet with fireboy,weijie and wyn cause of the irrating police.
went to settle something,is a secret.
well,went back to 209 slack,as wyn went home.
jiajia alot joined us.
went to Enet again with weijie as it getting hotter at outside,was waiting for gabriel now.
bye~~
love isnt fair.
i was actually doesnt want to love someone else,its hurt.
but,it cant be helped.
treated a person very well,with alot cares.
why she will just ignore it?
thinking about the guy who treated her not so good.
is it fair?
why will i lose??i keep question myself everyday.
hope miracle do happen.
why isit happen to me everytime??
i just want a perfect living,with loves,family and friends.
isit so hard to grant my wish?i do not wish for money.
haissh~~~ wish me luck~ i love her alot.
painpainpain~~
Saturday, July 3, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHN SOHEE
i know i know,my blog is dead.
i trying to make it alive:)
first of all,HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHN SOHEE.
i was abit late to notice.
sorry~~ i was really quite your fan over here.
was really disappointing that i cant really meet you.
i lost my chance cause of working.
i reallly wish to meet u.
jiayou for your concert ok?this is the most i can do for you.
another thing,now adays slacking with weijie,wyn,jiahao,gabriel,ms,yinsin and alot.
maybe alot people will hate me for some reason.but,i am sorry~
next,my friends i got meet u all le hor,dont say never hor.kaka!~
i will tried to cheer de,thanks mabellyn and all:)
wanted to focus on earning money first.
went to look for gabriel and keith today,it was quite a dissapointing that i went there,keith went home.accompany him wait for his baby yinsin.
went to look for jiahao and his girlfriend awhile.went back jp again. MS came after that.
walkwalk,went to namdai to take money:) off we go!~~ home...
was waiting for weijie to call me.TONTONTON:)
byebye~
i trying to make it alive:)
first of all,HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHN SOHEE.
i was abit late to notice.
sorry~~ i was really quite your fan over here.
was really disappointing that i cant really meet you.
i lost my chance cause of working.
i reallly wish to meet u.
jiayou for your concert ok?this is the most i can do for you.
another thing,now adays slacking with weijie,wyn,jiahao,gabriel,ms,yinsin and alot.
maybe alot people will hate me for some reason.but,i am sorry~
next,my friends i got meet u all le hor,dont say never hor.kaka!~
i will tried to cheer de,thanks mabellyn and all:)
wanted to focus on earning money first.
went to look for gabriel and keith today,it was quite a dissapointing that i went there,keith went home.accompany him wait for his baby yinsin.
went to look for jiahao and his girlfriend awhile.went back jp again. MS came after that.
walkwalk,went to namdai to take money:) off we go!~~ home...
was waiting for weijie to call me.TONTONTON:)
byebye~
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