SINGAPORE FLYER

laughs,picnic was great,with mun fei,kennth,amelia,jesslyn and yi ling:)
at fairprice,mun fei create an stupid idea,he say that.amelia wants what,he treat.jesslyn wants what,i treat.laughs,i say ok straight away.i though,i wont be paying the most money,instead is me :D she go choose what 6.50 salmon.then sushi,then what orange juice.alot bah??i almost faint loh.i also cannot ask her don't buy :( hahas,nvm.as long as she is happy bah:) its cost me about 15 dollars?? mun fei want i think 8dollars?
went to marina bay to have our picinc,but,those stupid girls call us maria??we help them take bag only.i find that i am the most ke lian one loh..
i take the big sandwiches that jesslyn had made,her bag,her jacket and the things we bought at fairprice.take alot picture and headed to singapore flyer:D
we walked a long way,because of our cute jesslyn idea:) reached about 1 hours?we have ourself full of regret.its slow.wasted 20 minute of my time,i am scare of heights :P i rather take those escape theme park thing loh.at least it be exciting and scary loh.
bused home,went to eat mac.send jesslyn home and off i walk home:)
i don't know why i see their smiling,i feels so happy as well:) especially,my baby sister jesslyn:) she was quite emo everytime..but,this day was different:)
yi ling,cheer up as well,u will find a better guy.i can see u are sad today too:(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!!:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUCKER!!!:)
sucker!!u always break my heart!!laughs,u rejected me again and again!!when do u want to start to accept me???i am so sad:p
nah!!!happy birthday sister,hope u will enjoy your birthday.you are my best sister!!!:thanks for the time,u always will listen to me when i am sad.u always will cheer me up.u never failed to be with me everytime.i am having a full of laughter when i am with you:) but,u still suck for breaking my heart!!!:p
i will be with you and always will be,u are my sister.we be that forever ok??:)

you my best cutest sister on earth!!!:)

why i did that?

TO jesslyn,
u might think why i treat u so good?as u know,in our group,u the one that i most care about.there's a certain reason that u don't know.
there's a reason when almost everyone know,because you are so CUTE:D laughs,but,not just that...
as u know,when time pass by,i get to understand u more.u always make me laugh when u do those silly things,thats for sure..example,in boonlay 7-eleven :D alot things actually..
another reason is most important,u always didn't failed to be with me when i was sad..when i saw your msg,i was so happy,because i know that i didn't dote wrong people.
there's fun when i with you,like,ton with you,chatted with you,send you back home,shopping with you and even saw u wear a tub only that time:D kidding.... i didn't regret to know you,even thought,people though i 'bian xin'' or some even thought i like you??its all rubbish actually....
i was so happy to met u,really.....
but,i just wanted u and everybody here to know why i treated u like this,because u my meix and always be:) thats simple:) i will be always with you,no matter what happen.you have a place in my heart:)

i have change....

why did i keep think that i have change??in my heart,there's only a few girls in my heart...
yinsin are my haopengyou. jesslyn and beeyoke are my little sisters. jade are my babo:) those four are the most important to me.i hardly talk to girls...my thinking change alot.
last time,i didn't talk to girls unless i know her for quite sometimes,but,why i kept talk to girls without my shyness?isit i feel that tiong xim is no longer important to me?whats the use?tiong xim is always being hurt.i hate the feeling..tiong xim then alot people will love you meh?
i tiong xim for year,what i have???a shit!!! i have nothing! what about people who at outside who loves to make friends with girls??they get alot??
WTF is this world doing???!i really don't understand......
thats why i change??but,i do felt ps for asking people for intro:D i don't do that,thats why i know less girls and hard to find a true love?
maybe i think alot? last time,i won't think so much.but,now??i keep always wanted to find an answer for my question in my head.

for what my friends told me,i become more violent? i don't know as well... that time i got her,i will think of not getting involve in certain things,because i have a girlfriend,she will worry.i didn't,i behave.even,went to study??until very hard,get myself promoted?i so happy and i told her.i study well,so next time i got future:) so happy,after that?? i got myself in a 'break up'.
after a month,what i become??a guy with no brain? i didn't care about my studies anymore.i didn't care about me.i care only my FRIENDS!! friends get into trouble,i will always be the hero.because friends is only what i have at outside..
i become so guai because of her,i become so violent also because of her.WTF??i change alot since then.but,one thing for sure.....

i didn't regreted having her as my girlfriend once,she was so cute back then:) good memories always kept inside my heart.because of her,i learned alot of things.i learn to move on, on my own.with her,i felt more confident in my doing.i felt so happy back then........

but,now..friends give me strength,u all made me laugh all the time,and u all didn't failed to be with me when i have trouble.i love u guys seriously alot.

BLACK EYEs:(

wtf??totally didn't slept for 2days two night.went over to mun fei house sleep 3hours kana woke up by my phone.went over to jurong point and???no people was around???wtf??all went off le by the time i reached there~.~ left me,rachel and simin.... waited for eddy!!!:) yeah!!we went to boonlay,meet yiling,mun fei and co.
after that,we slacked with fireboy,mun fei,jiahao,amelia,kar ming,jing ying and clarrisa. after tghat,kar ming ang jiahao left.accompany mun fei till morning~.~
nvm,i slept for 3 hours,i woke up because got taiji,meet fireboy and went down jp to meet ching long and co.
went 4head to find taiji,shouldn't say out after this part,but,is damn funny.
went to jurong point,as i was waiting jesslyn and beeyoke to come back from bugis.chatted with them and off i go home.
i couldn't even sleep propely,i was so worried if beeyoke suddenly want went out home.i must be alert!!! she don't have place go loh.stupid idoit,go beat her for what:( nvm,i wait till 6 bah:)

A GREAT DAY:)

went lakeside to meet chinglong and mun fei.accompany them to sub court again:) was waiting mun fei was a very long time,his lawyer very talkative got anot?me and ching long keep disiao that 'por long bao' :D
everything was done,40 minute.~.~ accompany mun fei to jurong point as ching long went bugis.
i ate alot today,went to eat mac with mun fei.i ate 1 large fries,1 filet-o-fish burger,1 double cheese burger,1 large coke.then went to MOS burger to eat 1ebi rice burger.but,i still hungry :D fireboy say i ''far yu''.but,mun fei say i ''far sheng xing;(went crazy)
i still hungry,steal sharron nugget loh:) i think i si lian le bah,i always si lian.eat alot.i don't know why :D
slacked at jurong point,eddy and chirst came to join us.went to prize stage to catch bear bear:) funny loh.mun fei keep disiao eddy"s papa mama at kopitiam.me and sharron keep 'bear' our laughter.as that stupid jesslyn suddenly laugh until so loud.hai me and sharron laugh too.
went home with si min and amelia.saw sihein and then CCY.

i always told myself,

don't care what people say,ignorance is the best:) live for yourself but not live for others sake.everyone have good point and bad point.we cannot just see people bad point,we also cannot just see people good point.forgive,but,we cannot forget what that person have done to u before.give them time to change,but,beware them.always take cation.if they change,welcome them.if they never change,fuck off from my life

i always used to forgive and forget,but,they hurt me after that......

used to think that the person won't hurt me but instead.alemak!!!a 'GOOD' friend indeed.but,i won't be affected by your judgement.as i say,ignorance and think positive.everything will be fine:) if u think,u are that good looking,be it then.:)
your jugdement will cause more silly and one day,you will have a "bao yin". i don't care what people say or whatever,u treat me as a friend,i welcome you.but,u wish to hurt me,fuck off.i don't need it.
i always told my little sister,bear with what people have said.ignorance is the best.what for to let people judge you.you happy,can already.we don't need any judgement.we just need fun,peace and laughter.life is like this.i don't change for others.i am myself.we could try to be perfect,but,no one is perfect.
if you see this,u think u are that 'GOOD' friend,you maybe are the one.becaus,no one will ever do this to your friend.but,only "YOU".

alex was still my best,he know me well.he understands me.for some people,they think i am crazy or super happy.but,for him,he knows that its only a mask for myself.faked a smile.i still rememeber he always say this,"i could sense that you are happy or sad,i don't know why.but,i will make u be the smiling guy no matter what.we will share the pain and everything.because you are my brothers.:)"
he always said that,i still remember well:) he was a really good brother to me.i have lost contact with him,but,i always remember him in my heart.his the only guy who knows me and understand me very well.was shocked to see that he could read mind.i really miss him alot,he is the one who teach me everything.think positive about yourself,don't let other people judgement to make you lost of confident.well,i will remember in my heart.thanks brother:) i hope you are living well in oversea or whatever.good luck ok??:)

i knows who got comment me behide my back and who didn't.i always wear a mask,is not because i don't dare to comment you back.is because,i feel that there is not a need to do that.i can ignore,but,rest asure,god won't ignore.i always believe in 'bao yin'.that day will come and it will double the pain u wanted to gave me.do u mean to hurt me or not,i don't know.but,i am sure...god knows it very well.i do what is the right for me,but,i don't hurt others that never offend me.u can hide but u can never run away from the eyes of the heaven.one day,u will be punish.that day will surely come.that is what i believe...
well,people who failed to hurt me,i am sorry..try better next time:)

THANKS:)

laughs,my daily life,still the same.....boonlay and jurongpoint.
but,yesterday,went to lim chu kang again.this is the third time i went this year.i am a very lucky guy,i didn't see a thing at all.:)but,this time round,i am verrryyy 'sick'.went in and have a big headaches inside and very dizzy.almost vomit..i don't know why,maybe...something strange was beside me?who's know??amelia keep scare scare,at house also scare?why she not as brave as me :p

i told almost everyone,i si lian liao..laughs,they didn't failed to be with me:)
thanks mun fei,jesslyn,yi ling,yinsin and sharron:)
alex and cass too!~
sometime,i don't have the mood to eat,but,sometimes....i eat alot:D pek chek bah:)
i seem to be happy,actually i am not...i just don't want them to be worried.i try bah...

now currently,waiting for 9o'clock to meet mun fei at lakeside.