MAYBE?

maybe i won't wait anymore?
maybe it's my excuse to be losing?
maybe is because i felt that friends are more important now?
maybe is because i don't want to be like last time?
maybe is because i scare to get hurt again?
maybe is because i don't dare to ask?
maybe is because my feeling slowly fade away?
maybe is i don't wanna "hai" her?
maybe i just wanna to be single life?
maybe i felt that its not the right time?



was keep wondering all that~.~
WTF?i promise i won't cry.i will smile,even if i have to put on a fake one,i will do it:)
something really wrong with me...for the journey that i went,i pass by alot of things.having alot of problem.after all those things,i manage to give up myself?did i change?
i won't give up if it was the real me.is it too many things to manage?yeah.i think so?is not like me anymore?i becoming weaker now.really too much........
i just need to rest awhile and stop thinking about all those things first.what i need is to relax.i think too much..
i will surely be back......hope so,my mind was unclear now....can't those thing happen to someone else?don't happen to me?i was having alot test.i failed and failed.having stress everytime.
what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?
i scare to trust someone again,i kept it from myself everytime.that's is why,i become so weak?maybe......