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early in the moring,5.45,didn't sleep just to spam call jesslyn to wake up,waste my beauty sleep:( never even sleep.half an hour:( tired!!!! was meeting them three sisters at first,then was thinking about yinsin being alone at outside.so,was asking her to join us.i waited bus for 40min??i pack first,go out first,but,reach the last?sorry about that:)meet at gekpoh,and having a breakfast......eat very 'MUCH'.i must say...
blahblahblah...

jump to afternoon,at boonlay pasa with ching long and charmaine.bird at there.
blahblahblah...something happen at wayne house there....

jump jump to night,mike came,ching long and his girl was gone.sleep at there,waiting for gabriel and yinsin.
then eat eat,something happen again.....slack awhile and HSH:)

haha!!lazy type:) oh well!who want go breakfast with me later on?anybody??bye:)

i was abit confuse now..i don't know what to do:(
wait wait wait,keep wait for somebody.
was intend to let go,but,its hard...
its easy to be fall in love,its hard to let go..

am i not good?
i send u to school everyday,pick u up at school everyday,i kept myself at home and eat maggie mee for 3 meals,until 2weeks just to give u money to buy what u like.i work because i wants to surport u.i didn't dare to message or have an contact of any girls.i only want you! i can don't eat,just to give u eat.i can don't go out with my friends and save money for you to enjoy.
i do this,but,yet...when i break up with u,u seem like nothing at all..
but,now u and him break,he treat u until like that.u seem so sad?
why why?i didnt talk to girls at all!i dont even dare..but,him still dare..
i seriously have change alot! i not as cheerful as i used to be.
last time.u pangsei me when u have your friends,i am very lonely...but,i didn't do it back to you..
now,he pangsei u everytime,didnt think about u..u lonely,but,u seem to love him even more?
last time,i want go out with you,you dont want.still bluff me,in the end.u go out with your friends.
now,u want go out with him,he dont want.bluff u also.in the end,go with his friends,even like that,u seem to love him more than me?
i cant feel the love that i need at the past,but,he can feel more than enough love that u gave him even he treat u like that...
so sorry......i have to post this,i really cant take it.its too unfair for me.......



the world is unfair..................................................