SINGAPORE FLYER

laughs,picnic was great,with mun fei,kennth,amelia,jesslyn and yi ling:)
at fairprice,mun fei create an stupid idea,he say that.amelia wants what,he treat.jesslyn wants what,i treat.laughs,i say ok straight away.i though,i wont be paying the most money,instead is me :D she go choose what 6.50 salmon.then sushi,then what orange juice.alot bah??i almost faint loh.i also cannot ask her don't buy :( hahas,nvm.as long as she is happy bah:) its cost me about 15 dollars?? mun fei want i think 8dollars?
went to marina bay to have our picinc,but,those stupid girls call us maria??we help them take bag only.i find that i am the most ke lian one loh..
i take the big sandwiches that jesslyn had made,her bag,her jacket and the things we bought at fairprice.take alot picture and headed to singapore flyer:D
we walked a long way,because of our cute jesslyn idea:) reached about 1 hours?we have ourself full of regret.its slow.wasted 20 minute of my time,i am scare of heights :P i rather take those escape theme park thing loh.at least it be exciting and scary loh.
bused home,went to eat mac.send jesslyn home and off i walk home:)
i don't know why i see their smiling,i feels so happy as well:) especially,my baby sister jesslyn:) she was quite emo everytime..but,this day was different:)
yi ling,cheer up as well,u will find a better guy.i can see u are sad today too:(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!!:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUCKER!!!:)
sucker!!u always break my heart!!laughs,u rejected me again and again!!when do u want to start to accept me???i am so sad:p
nah!!!happy birthday sister,hope u will enjoy your birthday.you are my best sister!!!:thanks for the time,u always will listen to me when i am sad.u always will cheer me up.u never failed to be with me everytime.i am having a full of laughter when i am with you:) but,u still suck for breaking my heart!!!:p
i will be with you and always will be,u are my sister.we be that forever ok??:)

you my best cutest sister on earth!!!:)

why i did that?

TO jesslyn,
u might think why i treat u so good?as u know,in our group,u the one that i most care about.there's a certain reason that u don't know.
there's a reason when almost everyone know,because you are so CUTE:D laughs,but,not just that...
as u know,when time pass by,i get to understand u more.u always make me laugh when u do those silly things,thats for sure..example,in boonlay 7-eleven :D alot things actually..
another reason is most important,u always didn't failed to be with me when i was sad..when i saw your msg,i was so happy,because i know that i didn't dote wrong people.
there's fun when i with you,like,ton with you,chatted with you,send you back home,shopping with you and even saw u wear a tub only that time:D kidding.... i didn't regret to know you,even thought,people though i 'bian xin'' or some even thought i like you??its all rubbish actually....
i was so happy to met u,really.....
but,i just wanted u and everybody here to know why i treated u like this,because u my meix and always be:) thats simple:) i will be always with you,no matter what happen.you have a place in my heart:)

i have change....

why did i keep think that i have change??in my heart,there's only a few girls in my heart...
yinsin are my haopengyou. jesslyn and beeyoke are my little sisters. jade are my babo:) those four are the most important to me.i hardly talk to girls...my thinking change alot.
last time,i didn't talk to girls unless i know her for quite sometimes,but,why i kept talk to girls without my shyness?isit i feel that tiong xim is no longer important to me?whats the use?tiong xim is always being hurt.i hate the feeling..tiong xim then alot people will love you meh?
i tiong xim for year,what i have???a shit!!! i have nothing! what about people who at outside who loves to make friends with girls??they get alot??
WTF is this world doing???!i really don't understand......
thats why i change??but,i do felt ps for asking people for intro:D i don't do that,thats why i know less girls and hard to find a true love?
maybe i think alot? last time,i won't think so much.but,now??i keep always wanted to find an answer for my question in my head.

for what my friends told me,i become more violent? i don't know as well... that time i got her,i will think of not getting involve in certain things,because i have a girlfriend,she will worry.i didn't,i behave.even,went to study??until very hard,get myself promoted?i so happy and i told her.i study well,so next time i got future:) so happy,after that?? i got myself in a 'break up'.
after a month,what i become??a guy with no brain? i didn't care about my studies anymore.i didn't care about me.i care only my FRIENDS!! friends get into trouble,i will always be the hero.because friends is only what i have at outside..
i become so guai because of her,i become so violent also because of her.WTF??i change alot since then.but,one thing for sure.....

i didn't regreted having her as my girlfriend once,she was so cute back then:) good memories always kept inside my heart.because of her,i learned alot of things.i learn to move on, on my own.with her,i felt more confident in my doing.i felt so happy back then........

but,now..friends give me strength,u all made me laugh all the time,and u all didn't failed to be with me when i have trouble.i love u guys seriously alot.

BLACK EYEs:(

wtf??totally didn't slept for 2days two night.went over to mun fei house sleep 3hours kana woke up by my phone.went over to jurong point and???no people was around???wtf??all went off le by the time i reached there~.~ left me,rachel and simin.... waited for eddy!!!:) yeah!!we went to boonlay,meet yiling,mun fei and co.
after that,we slacked with fireboy,mun fei,jiahao,amelia,kar ming,jing ying and clarrisa. after tghat,kar ming ang jiahao left.accompany mun fei till morning~.~
nvm,i slept for 3 hours,i woke up because got taiji,meet fireboy and went down jp to meet ching long and co.
went 4head to find taiji,shouldn't say out after this part,but,is damn funny.
went to jurong point,as i was waiting jesslyn and beeyoke to come back from bugis.chatted with them and off i go home.
i couldn't even sleep propely,i was so worried if beeyoke suddenly want went out home.i must be alert!!! she don't have place go loh.stupid idoit,go beat her for what:( nvm,i wait till 6 bah:)

A GREAT DAY:)

went lakeside to meet chinglong and mun fei.accompany them to sub court again:) was waiting mun fei was a very long time,his lawyer very talkative got anot?me and ching long keep disiao that 'por long bao' :D
everything was done,40 minute.~.~ accompany mun fei to jurong point as ching long went bugis.
i ate alot today,went to eat mac with mun fei.i ate 1 large fries,1 filet-o-fish burger,1 double cheese burger,1 large coke.then went to MOS burger to eat 1ebi rice burger.but,i still hungry :D fireboy say i ''far yu''.but,mun fei say i ''far sheng xing;(went crazy)
i still hungry,steal sharron nugget loh:) i think i si lian le bah,i always si lian.eat alot.i don't know why :D
slacked at jurong point,eddy and chirst came to join us.went to prize stage to catch bear bear:) funny loh.mun fei keep disiao eddy"s papa mama at kopitiam.me and sharron keep 'bear' our laughter.as that stupid jesslyn suddenly laugh until so loud.hai me and sharron laugh too.
went home with si min and amelia.saw sihein and then CCY.

i always told myself,

don't care what people say,ignorance is the best:) live for yourself but not live for others sake.everyone have good point and bad point.we cannot just see people bad point,we also cannot just see people good point.forgive,but,we cannot forget what that person have done to u before.give them time to change,but,beware them.always take cation.if they change,welcome them.if they never change,fuck off from my life

i always used to forgive and forget,but,they hurt me after that......

used to think that the person won't hurt me but instead.alemak!!!a 'GOOD' friend indeed.but,i won't be affected by your judgement.as i say,ignorance and think positive.everything will be fine:) if u think,u are that good looking,be it then.:)
your jugdement will cause more silly and one day,you will have a "bao yin". i don't care what people say or whatever,u treat me as a friend,i welcome you.but,u wish to hurt me,fuck off.i don't need it.
i always told my little sister,bear with what people have said.ignorance is the best.what for to let people judge you.you happy,can already.we don't need any judgement.we just need fun,peace and laughter.life is like this.i don't change for others.i am myself.we could try to be perfect,but,no one is perfect.
if you see this,u think u are that 'GOOD' friend,you maybe are the one.becaus,no one will ever do this to your friend.but,only "YOU".

alex was still my best,he know me well.he understands me.for some people,they think i am crazy or super happy.but,for him,he knows that its only a mask for myself.faked a smile.i still rememeber he always say this,"i could sense that you are happy or sad,i don't know why.but,i will make u be the smiling guy no matter what.we will share the pain and everything.because you are my brothers.:)"
he always said that,i still remember well:) he was a really good brother to me.i have lost contact with him,but,i always remember him in my heart.his the only guy who knows me and understand me very well.was shocked to see that he could read mind.i really miss him alot,he is the one who teach me everything.think positive about yourself,don't let other people judgement to make you lost of confident.well,i will remember in my heart.thanks brother:) i hope you are living well in oversea or whatever.good luck ok??:)

i knows who got comment me behide my back and who didn't.i always wear a mask,is not because i don't dare to comment you back.is because,i feel that there is not a need to do that.i can ignore,but,rest asure,god won't ignore.i always believe in 'bao yin'.that day will come and it will double the pain u wanted to gave me.do u mean to hurt me or not,i don't know.but,i am sure...god knows it very well.i do what is the right for me,but,i don't hurt others that never offend me.u can hide but u can never run away from the eyes of the heaven.one day,u will be punish.that day will surely come.that is what i believe...
well,people who failed to hurt me,i am sorry..try better next time:)

THANKS:)

laughs,my daily life,still the same.....boonlay and jurongpoint.
but,yesterday,went to lim chu kang again.this is the third time i went this year.i am a very lucky guy,i didn't see a thing at all.:)but,this time round,i am verrryyy 'sick'.went in and have a big headaches inside and very dizzy.almost vomit..i don't know why,maybe...something strange was beside me?who's know??amelia keep scare scare,at house also scare?why she not as brave as me :p

i told almost everyone,i si lian liao..laughs,they didn't failed to be with me:)
thanks mun fei,jesslyn,yi ling,yinsin and sharron:)
alex and cass too!~
sometime,i don't have the mood to eat,but,sometimes....i eat alot:D pek chek bah:)
i seem to be happy,actually i am not...i just don't want them to be worried.i try bah...

now currently,waiting for 9o'clock to meet mun fei at lakeside.

SLEEPING PIG:)

was on the phone with jesslyn,sharron and mun fei last night.damn funny loh our topic :D what eddy mother wants to band jesslyn and sharron for playing eddy mother:D we kept at facebook scold eddy what your mama songka,your papa songka,your mama fly,can i fuck your mama??ETC. her mother got facebook,we don't know.heng,i stop playing le loh:D then we make up story what,eddy calls his own mother to band them:D laughs,laugh until can't sleep..
then what police catch jesslyn for cyble bullying.then me and sharron keeps compare with jesslyn the cute little girl and eddy the 20year olds guy with a full of tattoo.other people will say is eddy bully jesslyn,but,the truth is jesslyn bully eddy:Dwe kept laughing when we say that:D so cute got anot???
sharron was finding people to eat breakfast with her last night,we told her to find eddy's mother:D
i want go jesslyn house to eat cake and chocolate:) me and mun fei say want make love with her after eating:D cork alot,and we chatted until 3 to 4hours??until morning.

6woke up~.~ i sleep almost 12hours.going to be a pig soon.
bird at home,waiting for mun fei to reach boonlay then i go meet him.:)

I AM CHANGING

WTF???all those days i been at home,because the stupid starfactory!!!~~~ is close!!! no one was at jurongpoint,damn sian loh!!!~.~
nothing to do,everyday bird at home.
i been changing alot recently,yeah...alot~~~
i was quite easy dulan over something,keep anyhow think and having attidute towards some people when i was not in the good mood?
why???i just don't know what the fuck is happening to me~.~ i everytime,stay at home sleep.will dream of the past,can it stop???i don't want this anymore~.~ its a total nightmare when i woke up..sometimes,when i woke up,i saw my pillow,tears around it......
i keep telling myself,to be brave when my friend was all with me.but???its only courage me for awhile....i don't even know whats fucking wrong with me now adays??because of staying at home too much will cause me thinking of that??think of waiting her to be awake last time....
my heart felt so pain...i swear,the feeling i never felt before...
i love her very much..time have change,....i really hope to end my nightmare.

i felt another way that,20 cents have change towards me as well....but,i spoken to her:) felt so much better.
to me,you are a wonderful sister.u make me laugh when u do those silly things.i enjoy being with you.u like doesn't care me already~.~ nvm,there's a reason behide it.but,just to let u know.money and time isn't the problem.i don't need you to repay me anything,i just need you to smile always.for that,its my biggest repayment..i hope you don't get any wrong idea about me liking u?because people say so,but,just hack care them.we know we are nothing much more like brother and sister jiu can le.thanks for being with me everytime,u always talk to me and be my listening ear.u always scolded me what,shut up lah,kao pek la,ni mei you mao,suck my cork, etc.its quite cute huhh:) i hope,i never ever lose you as a friend.u are like a real sister to me now....
i hope i never lose my friends anymore...
i am not the "happy go lucky" guy anymore....

PREPARE

i hope it doesn't affect my life and changes.
i miss her really very much:( i always thought she was mine forever.but,its wrong~.~
why???because i failed to be a good boyfriend,thats why....i can't blame her~.~

SUNDAY:
only kar ming know what i am doing in the midnight.i didn't sleep at all.alright,morning went to jurongpoint just to give something to her:) when meeting her,i was caugh by mun fei.because he call me and i picked up :p he say he going to tell jesslyn i ji hong :p oooppps!!!nevermind about that:) i give her almost everything.even the book full of memories.i gave it to her,because i rather choose to let go of the past. i always use to read often and cried.but,not anymore....
i was going to burn it or something,but,i wish to pass for her to see.whats inside me..
nvm,waited for yinsin they all for 1hour plus~.~ i become birdie~.~ bird at jp everytime,interview and went to safra to play lan.play play play......WTF!!!!keep thinking about last time because somebody was playing audition,the song MISSY!! use to play with,her, my sister and her boyfriend everytime.we like the song very much:)
ARGH!!!!!!! was kinda sad over there..... went back to jurongpoint again,then headed to mun fei house alone~.~ because jesslyn didn't wait me and headed there first and i waited her at jp for hours~.~
after that,slept awhile...i was too tired because that night i haven't even sleep!!!!!woke up by mun fei,and i thought jesslyn was the pillow?? i almost hug it~.~ went to 4head to eat a macdonald with mun fei,jesslyn,yi ling and sharron.
really fuck up alot,HKE is me and my old friend use to hang with,alot of past memories as well.me and friend always eat there and run to fetch my sis and her.....
THEN!!!!! i ben lai wanted to go home,but,instead i took the bus and send jesslyn home.i don't want to go home back then:( after that,went to boonlay to find kar ming and sharron.slacked and HSH....
she doesn't know how much i love her........

monday:
keep asking beeyoke to come along ecp,because she my sister:) yeah,i have them.but,every person is different right?you are the person who keeps talk to me and listen to me and very caring. hehehes:) 7 then reach!!!WTF!!!its dark loh,intend to rent a bicycle,but,it was late already...was doing something to help kar ming with sharron,beeyoke,jesslyn,evan and antione??after that,everybody came.and kar ming ask for yi ling for PATCH:D yeah!!!and its a happy ending,thanks to us.....
cuting cake and cab to boonlay.slacked and police came.screen us and bring jeron home :D because he bluff police parent know he is at outside,but,police called her mother and the answer is NO:D byebye to him:) mun fei and co headed home when me,amelai,kar ming and co went enet to play lan.audition:)
slacked and hsh:)

TODAY:
at home bird!!!!!!!doing nothing.and i thought is her reply but,is jesslyn message~.~ headaches!!!gonna rest soon..

MAYBE?

maybe i won't wait anymore?
maybe it's my excuse to be losing?
maybe is because i felt that friends are more important now?
maybe is because i don't want to be like last time?
maybe is because i scare to get hurt again?
maybe is because i don't dare to ask?
maybe is because my feeling slowly fade away?
maybe is i don't wanna "hai" her?
maybe i just wanna to be single life?
maybe i felt that its not the right time?



was keep wondering all that~.~
WTF?i promise i won't cry.i will smile,even if i have to put on a fake one,i will do it:)
something really wrong with me...for the journey that i went,i pass by alot of things.having alot of problem.after all those things,i manage to give up myself?did i change?
i won't give up if it was the real me.is it too many things to manage?yeah.i think so?is not like me anymore?i becoming weaker now.really too much........
i just need to rest awhile and stop thinking about all those things first.what i need is to relax.i think too much..
i will surely be back......hope so,my mind was unclear now....can't those thing happen to someone else?don't happen to me?i was having alot test.i failed and failed.having stress everytime.
what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?
i scare to trust someone again,i kept it from myself everytime.that's is why,i become so weak?maybe......

ALEMAK!

heelo everyone,the last post is post by cass.because i was too busy to post,and she helped me:)
alright,
yesterday,
bomb by mun fei.i come juronpoint and he don't want go le~.~intend to watch harry potter,but,its full:(
slack at art park with brothers.wtf?their gan ma wear until so funny!!!!sexy bitch:D me and gab keep hide at one corner laugh non stop.1hour also cannot stop sia:D we kept run and hide then laugh until very loud then cold down....then go find them again,then bear for a fews mintue and run to somewhere to laugh.stomach very pain,i message jade also cannot msg properly loh:D
after slacked,i heard alot of things.i hope its only a misunderstanding bah......i can't help them.both are my good sisters:( i wanted to help her say something,but,i can't...they really abit right..
let them settle themself bah:) hope they be fine once again.i don't want them quarrel....peace alright?a girl whom i dotes alot and pei me everytime and a girl whom always helped me and be my listening ears...
went to slack at bangala park and we went to lim chu kang at midnight:)
today,i lead everybody!!!:) sharron was my partner.message my sweet babo,she say she is mary?i also mary?we kept play that.hahaha.funny:)but,after that.strange things happen to sharron,we u-turn back~~~~she saw something and unable to breathe.i was dizzy as well.its took alot of courage to lead those KIDS.laughs.
walked back to 6head,1hour then reach bodoh~.~ because there are no taxi around.we saw police,and my cute qiwen shouted run.i hear that,i don't know why i run:D very exciting i think?funny loh...hsh home after slacked.
today,
at home bird and message my sweet babo:)

Tuesday:
Today,was quite a fking day for me.Early in the morning,my face alr black le.Becos of somebody dun noe hw to w8 for me ~.~haiye! Lazy say her la,ask her y didnt she w8 for me,she also noe i gg to reach le dun noe hw to contact me>
Plus,she juz go w8 mrt without me ?

And i reach le? She dun noe say wad gugu thing,make me even more pek chek ~.~lazy say her. Juz kip quiet loh. Listen my ear piece. Fk up alot
Y always this kind of stupid things happening to me?
Make me always pek chek one.
Borad the MRT wif gab,YinSin and Jesslyn. Went to bugis,hlp thm fins job all those. Me and jesslyn really go eat pastamania!
Believe me YinSin! She kept dun believe me~.~ thn bused to jurongeast to find job.
Hlp Jesslyn find untill crazy.
Kip hlping her ask. Thn went JP agn as thrs no job for her. Hlp her find agn.
8o'clock went boonlay to find munfei and chinlong
My cute jesslyn kip point at the point car,shout thr thr police car :D bt,the police onli below us,i think they heard dao? Laughs. They cm up screen us. Went to 208 c munfei they all play soccer. Thn hsh (:

I really dun noe wats happening to me those few days. Is it me? Or is it their doing makes me pek chek.
Dk wat happen to her today also? kip atitude me?
Its kinda hurt for nt waiting for m. Wat if tt train really cms? She confirm went up 1st. Wad abt me? Stay at JP bird or alone go thr ?
Nbm,i tink its too over le ba?
I think ? Sometimes,I really cant blame mike to pek chek me.

Even though he pekchek me for veri close to her and thrs a reason for it.
I understand. Bt,i still insist to be as same wif her becos i tot tt she cn prove to him tt he is wrong. Bt? Today incident really cant let me prove anything. Instead,ppl will laugh.
sometimes,I know she wanted to say thxs or watever to me.Bt,She choose to post it on blog.Laughs.
I c her happy cn le (: becos,i really treat her as a meix. She is a gd as a meix. She is gd to me as well. But,today...i cant really explain. Thrs a reason bah. I trust her (:

Jesslyn,juz let u noe.I dun nid any repayment frm u. Juz be normalself will do.
I never expect anything frm u. I treat u as meix Tts y. Is nt i wan jio u or wad. U happy,i happy (:
Thxs for everything. Dun feel bad abt me sneding u hm n walk u bk hm.Bt,u muz feel bad abt me worried abt u getting hm safety gt hm thn waste my time worried abt ur safety. Haha,if u r a guy tt dotes a person veri much thn u will understand it veri well (:
Thrs nth to be feeling bad of. If beeyoke,i would do the same as well.
U r a truely gd friend. Juz rmb tt,i wun let u be alone derh(:

i tired to post shorty....

SATURDAY:

went to jurong point meet mun fei and co.went to town area for yi ling advance birthday.walk walk.keep decide where to go,they didn't plan property in the first place~.~ me and jesslyn keep kpkb. like ah hai like that,keep stand at one corner decide~.~
nvm,they decide go bugis,then gigi they all don't know run to where liao.WTF?we at bugis street,they at iluma?
me,mun fei,chinglong and alot people waiting for them.more than 30min???fuck?? oh!yes!they finally came,we decide to go sheeshar:) then 5min,a big rain pours!!!!WTF? nothing we can do,so,we just walk.my biker jacket lend to jesslyn,because she having a fever~.~ guess what???i cold until snot feeling well~.~ nvm,who ask me to love her so much:)
reach over there,smoke.didnt smoke much too,don't like it alot thought.after that,went back to jurongpoint.accompany jesslyn to find beeyoke.chatted.slacked with mun fei and jesslyn.after that,send jesslyn home and guess what??she kp me for sending her home?what very ma fan??hello?is midnight already??~.~ she like not happy like that,but,i am happy to see her safe:) walking back home alone again~.~

SUNDAY:

tio bomb!!!!what go east coast?in the end,nobody go???hai me come out and early wake up???~.~
hahaha!!i at bus le,mun fei the called me.regret.find ching long at there.guess what???jesslyn feed me eat her ice cream,cute?but,the ice cream is full of her saliva!!!!bit by bit drop in my mouth!!!!then was like sticky sticky one with no favour.just like tap water!!!!EEEEK!!!i faster pull out that ice cream,almost vomit!!!!she still can laugh??!i didn't drink before people saliva before loh,not even my girlfriend.she must be lucky,she is the first one:)
hahaha!!!!nvm!!!we walking till half!!got one auntie step on jesslyn shoes,guess what??jesslyn shoes spoilted!!!joke of the day:D she also very cute de wor?? she go pick up her shoes,she at there kpkb say her shoes spoilt liao.then the auntie infront of her,faster walk away.thats my sis huhh.accompany go buy her shoes.was like asking her,why she don't want ask me find that auntie to ask her for money at the first place?? hai her no money eat~.~
at jurongpoint bird.something about yinsin and gabriel things,i shouldn't say out here.but,its quite funny just now:) wish them luck bah:)was kinda bu xi guan to see yinsin not with gabriel??
hope for the best bah:) buy fishball for yinsin as she no money eat.and then!!!!my turn no money eat after that:D she owe me one:)
was kinda attidute at night,because i was very tired.sleep 3hours only??abit of thing jiu pek chek le~.~ sorry if i attidute some of you.
alright,was quite early go home.jesslyn kp me again,say what haven't reach 10 don't need send her home.i say ok,but,i keep bu xi guan loh.see her go home herself.i never watched her go home herself before:(
reached home and comma awhile.
should i go court tommorrow?
mike asked me not to go because got CID catching us,dangerous.but,i just want to see them the last time~.~ i feel like going,i really feel like going there..... but,i don't know how to answer to mike.... i don't care whoever gonna catch me,i just want go.i will really miss them alot.....what should i do?mun fei and ching long will be disappointed if i not going...but,order are order.....lets just see about that tomorrow bah.

TRUST

'trust is easy to fall,but,hard to build back.'
i am a guy that is not easy to trust someone,i trust someone means i really treat him or her important to me.forget it.
today,i let someone disappointed too.sorry~ but,someone let me disappointed as well.say out but never say out the full story. is it good for you and me? its teaches me something,we can't really trust people and i must think before i acted.its true the words that i say,is too much.but,did i mean anything?i didn't even want to care about who with who,because my heart only have 1person that i like.hard to change?
today,i learn that human is very scary.i am in the wrong,yeah.i wrong that i should't say such thing at behide and i am wrong for trusting you as well.i told them not to spread beacause i don't want make him no face.here say,here sua.i am not the only one who say that.i didn't say the full story because i still treat u as a friend of mine.a important one.nvm,blame me for being not thinking when i was doing something.
u don't know how much this trust will it build again...
sorry for disappointing u bro.i know my mistake,i shouldn't do such a thing....

nah:) went to jurongpoint and police come screen us?wtf??!take my photo as well,my photo like ah hai like that,ask me stand striaght like prisoner loh.hope jurongpoint don't have any trouble.if not,i will be the first who went inside.waited for mun fei thats why i kana that~.~ nvm,i was so pek chek because i wanted to sleep.i got a little attidute bah i think?
mun fei at night then come loh,went to watch movie with them.what exorcise one?wtf?i at there sleep sia?camera keep moving round and round.very dizzy too~.~
i wanted to vomit loh,very xi gu loh.then we slacked awhile then send jesslyn home as it was very late already:) yaya~ my excuse always say very late cannot go home alone.Laughs,the truth is sometime not late at all i also send :p yeah,worried that she be alone bah:D must be touched ok??

reached home,thinking about lots of things.i watched my mouth from now on:) won't say wrong things anymore le.i hope:)

u heard that??trust is always an excuse.stupid then is true.nvm,i will still keep secret for you if you tell me your secret,because you trusted me,i don't want to do bastard when u trusted me and i go distrust your trust.you still have alot secret with me,but,i still choose not to say out.u still my good friend,i still treat u as one:)i said before,it doesn't matter what u done,u still my good friend and it will never change. thats all.,i now know that only brothers can be trusted.but,i still have some sisters that i always share my feeling with.right?u know who i talking hor??:) my two real sister and a girl that love gold colour hair so much:)

CONFIDENT:)

yeah:) long time never post.tell u my everyday life ok?:)

WORKING DAY:(although i always pon work:D )
morning wake up,work work work.keep wondering this,wondering that.
afternoon,end work went to jurongpoint find chinglong:)
night,send jesslyn home and walked back home:) (if she not around,then go home straight away.)i am a good guy:) anyway,promise mun fei i will do that as well,take it as an excuses for me bah:)

alright,not everybody i treat them so good one hor~.~ i should change.if not,always depend on me one~.~ i only treat those good who know what is call independent.

FREE DAY:
morning wake up,think of who to call.but,always is gabriel,yinsin,jesslyn,chinglong and mun fei one loh.meet either one of them at their favourite place.JURONGPOINT:)
afternoon,slack at arcade.doing nothing,relax myself.chat with brothers and sisters bah.
at night,standard.send jesslyn home ~.~ walked back home.(i close my eye,i also know how to go her house le nor.don't know send her home how many times le,countless.she comfirm love me very much one got anot:) always got a prince send her home,scare she kana rap.i be a hero!!!:) laughs.)
if i never go out,that means.i at home playing PS2!!!!:)

alright,what i doing on saturday and sunday.

SAT:
went to jurongpoint to meet jesslyn.accompany jesslyn to go mun fei house wake him up.laughs.video will do the talking:) there,my jesslyn and yi ling cute hor?i call them the two devils:)


in the end,after 1hour plus.they gave up and went to jp again.eat mac instead of steamboat:) went to bugis with,garrison,wen feng,beeyoke,jesslyn and yi ling.
beeyoke and jesslyn keep helped me to find my biker jacket:)
then went iluma played awhile.blahblahblah,went to sheeshar.delay a long time,because of rainning.
send jesslyn home at 11.mrt~.~ she doesn't wants to use my money for taxi.damn tired..take mrt,take bus to her house,then take bus to my house.its takes about 1 then reaches my house.
afterthat,i found out something..beeyoke first go home,last to reach home:D she and dessmond wait cab for 1hour plus :D what a funny joke:)

SUN:
went to find ah mike at chinatown with yinsin and gabriel.
three of us was waiting 9 for his work to finish.bird at there,chatted.
something happen as well,very funny!!!ask me personal bah.i lazy write so long :p
cab to mike house downstair eat and off we go home:)



i have confident in my doing.yeah:) this better be work,i think so long.why i never think of that at first?wtf?
alright,i have learned.even,if i have a steady.my brothers will also be first.i won't wei le her ps anybody anymore.even that,jesslyn or whatever close girls friend that i have,will still remain the same. a good friends of me,is always a good friends of me:) it won't change.unless,something cb happen:) but,i trust them:)

thats right,doing things must be confident,thats right:)

FINALLY!!!!

28th:
jesslyn lau hwee min bomb me for dying hair and going town~.~ hahaha!she sucks!i wear so nice,get a off day.in the end,slacked at jurongpoint.Laughs!alright,i understand la,don't need keep try to explain to me:)
can't remember what i do,went to mun fei house with her.she keep want jiawei don't want me:(sadded!!mun fei lend me ps2 games:) love die him!!:) i was telling him,i comfirm everyday play one. watch ghost show,when i wanted to go out pee,jesslyn don't let me go toilet!!!she scare ghost!she wanted to cry like that:D cute hor??was asking her 5 to 6 times.

me:can i go toilet now?
jesslyn:don't want i am scare:(

me:can i go toilet?i very urgent already:(
jesslyn:don't want.i don't want to be alone:(

me:ok,go out together,wait for me at outside the toilet?
jesslyn:don't want:(

me:*moving to her side to play computer,the bed moves,she open her eyes and faster glap me?she say,DON"T GO!!!:(

WTF?i being traped at there loh.heng,i am not that kind of guys.if not,u cmf die at my hand:) mun fei was home and i was safe!!!!:) send her home with cab and walked back home:) how sweet am i:)

29th:
went to become jesslyn biao ge:) at parent meeting.was meeting mun fei at jurongpoint.we headed to her school.meet up with jesslyn and went inside.the guard totally don't believe we two are her cousin.go in beat people then got:) we wear until so......don't know how to say.who will believe??
went to look for her teacher,her teacher also didn't believe.3min we can go already:D
bused back to jp,we was saying that,i am her biao ge.mun fei her father,chinglong her grandfather.:D
lunch at mac,jesslyn gan ma keep nag at us.say what jp got alot gangster,blahblah~~~ what qask us be carefull.
me and mun fei smiled. she doesn't know the jp gangster is one of us:)
acompany jesslyn at outside,she was wearing uniform.where the rest all went inside starfactory~~ jesslyn went home,and slacked with chinglong,mun fei,jade and her friends.
bused home to wait for jesslyn to come my houswe there,went to dye our hair.and jesslyn looked like ailibaba:D
bused to jp again and yeah.got taiji,me and gabriel run to find mun fei they all.will not say much about this topic,because its suck!!!!for that,i didn't even have time to celebrate jade birthday.WTF?sorry babo~.~
damn dulan!!!after that,went to fetch jesslyn again.slacked and send her home.walked back home:)

30TH:
BABO HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!~~~
yeah,we know each other for 1 year plus le.yeah?sorry for keep attidute u or whatever!i am the first one who send happy birthday to u,sweet hor?:)i was having a countdown that time.actually,i got alot things to tell u.sorry for not celebrating with u as well,because suddenly got taiji one.BROTHER COME FIRST.i will not just see only.we meet up soon alright,i still have present for you that maybe u will like it??erm,,oh well..happy birthday!!!thanks for everything!:)

accompany beeyoke to dye hair with jesslyn.we two was laughing her.saying her maria:Djesslyn say jesus mother is maria??wtf??hahas,is mary alright??:D cute:)
after that,went to jp.lunch at there.jesslyn was giving me her love porriage:)she scare i hungry and xi sheng herself to give me eat her leftover:) laughs!i told her that was the best porriage in the world.because there is her saliva and her love inside:Dthey keep laughing when i say that:D
i am a very lucky boy to have tasted jesslyn saliva:)
they went to sentosa and yes!!!slacked at jp waiting them to come back.went vhinglong house to drink with jordan,gabriel and co.went to look for them at 1 o'clock!went to lim chu kang graveyard and walked around!
we keep joked and the girls was very scare:D keep playing at there.after that,headed back boonlay.actually,alot people got saw those thing.we 14 people go in,1/4 never see anything and hear anything.one of them is me:)but,abit dizzy went we go in.
slacked and send jesslyn home again!!!!i think i close 1eye,i already know how to walk back home already.walked back to boonlay and everyone was waiting for me at there.40min,i came back.
mun fei say i am a good guy:)fetching celia,and off back home.heng,i didn't saw those things:)

can't get to sleep!!!well,dying hair with jesslyn later on.what colour should i dye?gold or red?still thinking about it:( having my off day because of dying!haha!i kept my promise huhh!i don't like people who doesn't keep promises.
well,must have a good rest because jesslyn should be thinking of me right now,and wake me up in the afternoon for dying hair:)I CANNOT OVERSLEPT!!!!!she will kill me if i do:(
RED or GOLD???haiish!!!

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING

YESTERDAY:
yeaterday meet up with chinglong with my two sisters.slacked at jurongpoint.waiting for everybody to come,and went to suntec city:) at mrt,got one crazy guy keep crying.we laughed.
reached,went to arcade and played DDR:) first time played,its not bad at all:)
catch bear bear for my sister and jesslyn:) can't catch cookies monster for jesslyn..she seem very disappointed.i kept change coins to catch that things,she keep kp me.saying that i always got money jiu anyhow spend.hahas,hey.not everybody i will do that for them alright?
went to FOUNTAIN OF WEALTH,its so beautiful....too bad,i doesn't have 'HER'. yeah,sure is touching.chinglong and mun fei write to us touching things.hahas,yeah..its true that i have never been regrated to have u all as brothers and sisters.u will always be in my heart yeah.:)
i write something for them as well:) i write to jesslyn as well!!!!:D

to: jesslyn lau hwee min
from:samuel
I LOVE YOU 4EVER!MUACKSS!:)

i love you,hahas.as sister la:) everybody expression like WOW!!!and CLAP!!:)my face blush blush:) nvm,only for fun :D she keep kpkb at there,laughs.
well,eating mac.mun fei keep make funny faces.like clown got anot:) at the glass beside us keep do those faces.we kept laughing...omg!its like clown bodoh.shared mac with jesslyn.she kept don't want eat,want to save money.WTF??
otw to mrt,we kept playing.beating each other butts:) we very open minded hor??:) jesslyn butt very HARD one:D!!!!laughs,she scare me beat her butt,but,when will i go touch her butt??do i look like this kind of guy?my sister and her keep beat one another butt,wtf??
they kept complain me what,samuel!!!your baby beat my butt!!! then another one,samuel!!!!your sister beat my butt!!!! ???trying to separate them,then in the end.they beating again???i help my baby,amelia say me.i help amelia,my baby say me??
my baby ask me want her or want amelia....WAH??! in the end,i choose my baby:)because amelia beat me hard hard.
trained to boonlay,was accompany someone to find someone:) audition with amelia,but,jesslyn helped me play.was quite bored ma.then all HSH home.

well baby,lets all find our soulmate:)

5days!!!

tiring~.~ seriously,she doesnt fucking understand what i trying to say...................i understand u and trusted your every words.........result = dissapointment.......u always hide at the shadow,what do u really afraid of??u don't even know what wrong u made.u don't even know why i am angry,u just seriously want to hide???your promises,i trusted..but,u treat it nothing at all!!!!if i really doesn't fucking understand u,why do i still keep that thing for you?
if i don't understand you,the thing will be thrown by 2 days ago.why still keep it for 2weeks??for you!i don't want anything,but,wanted to talk things out.isit so hard?~.~

those 5days i really did alot of things......
MONDAY:
work factory with gabriel and yinsin.packing:)8:30 to 17:30.after work,i rush to jurongpoint to find mun fei and co.wanted to watch movie,something happen and i rush to boonlay to collect something.THAT STUPID JESSLYN didnt help me buy movie ticket!!!all went me,alemak!!how forgetful this girl is.chinglong,charmanie and wen feng accomapny me to wait mun fei they all come out
after that,all went to boonlay,that stupid jesslyn waste my 1.20cent!!i buy lemon tea for her,she didn't drink it.she PS me and ownself go home never tell me.what a good sister you are:)
TUESDAY:
overslept.didn't work on that day,rush to westwood sec to pick jesslyn up:) was waiting 1.30hours.scare i late,plus.I HEARD WRONGLY.is 1.30pm,not 1 pm:(
i 12 reached and waited till 1.30:(she sure very happy when she see dao me,i guess she love me alot??:D asked that lau chi bye to bring me eat beside her school.she don't want,she say she scare teacher misunderstood.not misunderstood hor,i am your boyfriend on that day:) she still say want bring me go gek poh??go there is fight,not eat la dey:)send my cute little sister home and she loved me alot. went to kbox after that with amelia,jordan,jade and her 2friends.sang alot korea songs.jesslyn bomb me.say want come out:( she didn't!!!!my feeling was bluffed!!my mind was in total darkness,omg!!!:p
headed to gan ma house after that,and help gab send yinsin home.HSH next:)

WEDNESDAY:
work with gabriel,yinsin and ivan.ivan was being separate with us.ke lian wor~~~A fat auntie keep following us:D we walk where,she follow where.we stop,she stop:D i think she in love with me got anot?:)
after work,went boonlay to find chinglong and co.bused to songkah.nth much to say.finish headed back home:)

THURSDAY:
work with gabriel,yinsin,ivan,garrison and wen feng.hahas,too many ah beng in the factory bodoh.yinsin go kop 1tic tac.that china guy found out that 1 is missing,he keep find and keep kp us.keep kana scolded loh~.~
after work,went to find chinglong they all at jurongpoint.eat eat eat....chatted with beeyoke about secret:)we sure damn bastard loh....hahaha!!!keep play with her.amelia came look for me,chatted at kopitam with amelia and jordan.hsh NEXT:)

FRIDAY:'
went to jurongpoint.that fucker ivan keep temp me to pon work!!!!yeah,alright.was being temp and his plan works..stay around jurongpoint and we was playing the whole day,while garrsion and wen feng was working alone.went to taman to fetch ivan's baby.
headed jurongpoint to find chinglong and co.was accomapny jesslyn all the way.very sian loh.both of us chatted at mac,talked secret hor bi?:) i will keep quiet,thanks for trusting me:)
went up arcade,slacked and send her home!!!next HSH:)


yeah,jesslyn and beeyoke always talked with me.:) thats why i love them so much???hahas,joke!:) talked alot secret hor??:) thanks for trusting me and you all know me well as well:) thats why i always treat u all as my sisters bah:) hehes,i will always helped u all de:) don't worry,i will never help those people that keep backstab u all de kay?trust me:) LOVED!:)

FUN DAY:)

those past few days,its been really tiring and fun:)
FRIDAY:
went to jurongpoint,meet my brothers and sisters.was celebrating calvin early birthday at colour court.BBQ!!:) mun fei treat us like small kids,haha,pushed the trolley with me and jesslyn.went down hill and we both had a great fall!!!!everyone was laughing,WTH.sibei ps!!!she sat on my leg!!!so pain:(







EATEATEAT,steven and yingyu came,as well as mike.something really ugly things going on...
went to boonlay with jesslyn,mike,wen feng,garrsion,fireboy and co.played audi with jesslyn :)lose to her :p everyone saw us playing,they joined in as well.play until like crazy loh:)keep stress jesslyn don't lose,she keep scream.hahahas,played 2hours plus.
sent jesslyn home and walked back home.1hour then reach~.~i walk the wrong way:D


SATURDAY:
went to jurongpoint again,same group of us.jesslyn came look for us,but i know she is say only.cause she only want to see me:)me,beeyoke and jesslyn was playing condom at there:D they teach bad me:( i am so innocent!!!!
pulled jesslyn to accompany me eat mac with ching long they all.hahas,me and beeyoke snatch her:D keep pullllllllll!!!!! she lose to me:)shared with her. letting her eat alot,keep forcing her eat.cause she say want on diet???fuck her,so small size still want learn people to lose fat~.~
after we finish,me was telling ching long.

ME:hey!!!hahahas,i buy until 7dollar,i eat only 1MCnugget.so sweet hor me:) quite hungry now,i later go songkah eat:)
CHINGLONG:WHAT!!!!later songkah nothing to eat one!!!!!
ME:*SHOCK*HAR???!WTF???!!! how??!!no money le???i give all the MCnugget to my baby le,i scare she hungry,now become i will hungry:( HOW HOW!!!hungry!!
JESSLYN:*laughing*
CHINGLONG&CHARMANIE:HAHAHAHAS!!~~
CHARMANIE:EAT YOUR BABY LAH:D
ME:WTF??i want eat jesslyn liao lah!!~

i ate her hand:)chey!!no lah..
beeyoke pulled her to accompany her to shop,when we was walking going to boonlay.she called me say i ps her???WHAT???!
hahas,songkah cannot have any girls,so we went first.
at there,do nothing.sit at there talking to steven.yingyu keep any how walk,liu lang zhi:)chinglong bluff me,what nothing to eat.got bodoh?eat until very suang loh:)
then went home with my two ginna,rush to boonlay to find my baby:) she say i ps her,i was playing KOF with my ginna hello??:) playing vibrator,alex say he want to buy tomorrow for sharron:) bian tai loh!!!:) chatted with jesslyn for 1 to 2 hours loh,as everyone was doing thier own things and went back home.only us:(
accompany her till 2.30 sweet anot??:)she don't dare me to accompany her to toilet,cause when she asked me,i give her a tiko face:D hey!!i am not a tiko bek~.~
sending her home,30 min to her home.30 min to my home.walking 1hour loh!!she keep want take cab,i keep stop her:) i love bibi:p CHEY!!! she gotta be touched and love me alot when she see this:)nah!!!everybody though we are steady,but,sorry nope!!!maybe next time:D i still treat her as my cute sister hor!!sister heart heart:)
thanks anyway for accompany me,talked with me and play with me:)sure,someone doesn't like me being so close with you,i can't help it yeah??sorry,everytime late late le i have to sent you home.will worried ma!!!later bangladash touch u how?? u say want marry me after 30years ley!!! see u safety get home then i happy ma:)mun fei will also say the same things,hor??:)

played audi will think of you:(
what should i do??
thinking of the past playing together.
but....now??
i am nothing to you.
i could only play with my sister.
not the same feeling....

SISTER!!!now you know what happen to me the last time hor??is not i bastard,thanks for listening to me:)

too tiongxim got what use??
will be easily hurt by girls.....
don't be too tiongxim bah!i hate to say that....

MAN POWER:)

today alot things to say,should i say today keep tio bomb???
songkah was last min cancel,i have to call all the people to tell them that is cancel~.~
still,accompany ching long all the way,went to pioneer sec with mun fei to fetch pei ling home.early in the morning,very hot got anot?went back to jp,mun fei say he want go home with pei ling le???~.~ left me and ching long at jp,WAH!!! we went to look for gabriel and yinsin.soon,everybody joined in as the time goes.
amelia,jade and their friend came look for us..talked and off they go!!
waiting for my 'BABY' to come and talked something with her, sharron and beeyoke.sure damn funny!!!! SILLY,I LOVE U,SILLY I MISS U!!!hahas,beeyoke.your secret is out:) sharron,jesslyn and me acted until very funny loh.what i love u,u love me!!hair stand sia:Dgot alot taiji at jp got anot?one day,3 taiji for me to do~.~ hai i no time pei my baby and co.~.~ went to boonlay,as there is something on......
otw to there,they called us say don't need people liao??wtf??played at boonlay.
JESSLYN BANG THE STAIRCASE WALL!!!!!!hahaha!!!!!!!joke of the day:D she played her game until too addicted le:D
hahaha!!!today all man power have a FULL ATTENDANT !!!not bad not bad:)sharron and i created a evil idea!!!'BASKETBALL' hahaha!!!bad siok!!!
everyone went home,left me,jesslyn,sharron,alex,garrison and wen feng....slacked and chat with uncle.after that,send jesslyn home.CAB:) and walked home!!!! touched hor??:) i walked halfway,walked pass jurong point,i found 1dollar coin at the floor,i pick it up and walked in to jurong point interchange and take bus:)GOD BLESS ME!!!:)HSH!!!

HAIISH!!!!

up to now,i still haven't even sleep.i think so much thing.......
YESTERDAY:
jesslyn didn't come out,missed the show already her....got 3global warming,she doesn't believe me..so sua loh:( she thought i want lure her come out only,nvm.. she tired bah... slacked around jp with my brothers:),nothing much to do.ate a big lollipop??hahaha!!!many people see me ate that big lollipop,all don't dare stand close to me.alot of my saliva:) played jubeat,was waiting for jesslyn to come play with me,but,oh well...i know she today will never come out,so i played alone loh:) gay with mun fei :p .alright!!!hsh after that....early,9.45 reached home...very early leh...


REALLY really,thinking about giving up.....but,i really love her very much:( what should i do ley??can't forget her as well.who tell her to be my first love?who tell her to be so cute :p
nvm,pending case bah:)
i think i should stop playing those baby thing already bah:) she will kill me derh,plus,everyone misunderstood..pro me,acted until very real.she just my cute sister hor jesslyn??:)

yeah,its really happy to hang out with all the brothers and sisters got anot:) its make me calm down.
gabriel,yinsin,jesslyn,beeyoke,sharron,jordan and co..make me smile when i am stressed....and finally,let me disiao u all everytime :D its really fun to go out with u all..

jesslyn:u are that bad girl that keep playing people one!!!hahahas!!!its fun to watch global warming with u,and talk about the funny secret u everytime shared with me:) LOVES:)

beeyoke:thanks for trusting me.i know i am a good guy that won't play people feeling,don't keep praise me la:) thanks for sharing something with me also.share more share more!!!:) LOVES:) Thanks!

jordan:kbkp!!always asked me wheres my sister!!!at heaven la dey!!!hahas,thanks for always talked to me as well.i know u very tiongxim la,i i want grap jesslyn that time,u keep stopped me,say i got babo!!!that one is bo bian la!!!that time she almost get car accident and she didn't go look at the our background what.she keep wants to hit dao people~.~ what!!!AMELIA must think of accepting him hor:) and i treated u as my brother too:)LOVES:)

aiya!!hahaha!!!the rest of you,nth much to say la.thanks for playing with me:D accompany me as well!

TODAY MY NEW BABY:)

today went t jp as usual,went over there to see global warming:) bad jesslyn got anot? mun fei acted as ching long,i called ching long,mun fei go pick the phone and tallked to me..haha,i know his voice la:) plan failed huhh u:)
jesslyn is my BABY:) so happy!!!:D *joking* wanting to lure something out,thats why:) plan never failed:) "he" show out his true face.its all beeyoke and my good plan.i like it alot.its fun!!!:D acted until so real,everyone really thought we,----- already.but,sorry nope!!.. I LOVE BABY:) (she gotta kill me when she see this :p)
4 man power loh. alemak!!! Friday and saturday,promise her to see more global warming,man power and green house effect :D bad bodoh,we keep play people... at night send my *BABY* home then went to find gabriel and HPY:) slacked............. bused home,nth much to say.HSH:)

' i used all my heart.wanting to give u something,i really hope u will accept it:( blame me for keep thinking u the first.... i say before le,i tell everyone as well before,u are the one that i think of first over all my friends..not jesslyn,beeyoke,yinsin or whatever....... i know i am very close with them,but,sorry...YOU ARE THE ONE.whether u liike it anot,my mind still won't change,my heart is still in you.everytime i wake up,the first message is u.then i start to call my friends..u didn't notice it,now u know.....'

GLOBAL WARMING!!!

its really global warming for those guys.that always global warming guy said to my friend.i snatch his girl away:D hahaha!!!
firstly,she is my cute sister:) second,i don't like her:) lastly,from the last time we know each other.we already very close already:)
so,i didn't snatch and i got someone who i really love....don't worry man.
u said that,i always snatch her away and i am very close to her..of cause:) stop having such a thinking that i snatching.we didn't did anything...almost:D

yeasterday:
celebrating ryan birthday!!!first to orcard then to bugis.sheesha:) with amelia,celia,garrsion and co.
after that went to boonlay,i swear that atmosphere is damm funny!!!got two enemy fighting for one xiao mei mei got anot:D show off their man power at pool.
me and jesslyn kept on laughing.she taugh me is global warming.and i add on,green house effect.
they sure are angry when playing pool.......hahaha!!!bad sio,we kept laughing...jeaously:) what they hot until melt away all boonlay.lols...
we sure have alot of secret hor :) still have the 7 eleven thing,but,i promise her i won't say.haha!!!u better don't offend me hor.i know too much of your secret liao:)sorry,didn't meant to hurt your finger that day:(


BABO IS A PIG!!!!:D
she laugh at my spelling!!!bad siok:(

POOH BEAR DAY:)

went to jp meet co.catching pooh bear:)almost everyone was hugging one..startfactory sure is going to close down because of chinglong evil plan...wanted to catch all pooh bear.
at outside,1pooh cost 40 to 50dollars!! but,we........1 to 5 dollars catch one pooh:) that auntie sure doesnt want him play and beg him bodoh:D
catch about 10 something pooh....
intend to give babo:) only some people know about this........alright,went boonlay with mike,yinsin and gab.
hsh afterthat....

WHATS IS FEELING?always asking myself this question..our brain,heart or what make us have a feeling with people.i don't know the ans until now..i really wanted to be the me,with no feeling with girls like last time.only family and friends,i like to be with...but now,i like to be with her also...things was pretty bad when i leave her....i drunk myself and i finally know the important to me.she was very very important to me,yeah!she was...notice it when,i cried for her,felt worried for her when she not around,didn't eat much when she was not around,not smiling like i use to be,didn't have the warm after that,changed alot and made me even worst...every min every sec,i think of you.my heart is very pain!!! should i give up or not?but,my style were to never give up:) still,i will live on first...
guys drip tears for girls sure very xiasuey!but,i wanted every reader to see that,u are worth for me to drip my tears. i love you very much,you are everything to me...i can't lose you as my friend or what,i really can't!
i hope that you are living well...live happy ok babo??sorry for always attidute you and being too overprotective.hahas!blame my dad for being too overprotective and having attidute,because he too also have!he pass on to me derh:D thanks for your everything:)

HAHAS!!

YESTERDAY:

alright!was having my lunch with amelia:) afterthat,went to jurongpoint,meet up with jordan,chinglong,beeyoke,jesslyn and co. alot people actually:) gigi treat me play jubeat!!!something happen as well,tried to help them both.... hope they are fine,can't afford to lose any sisters already.
amelia,jade,rachel came look for me afterthat..they bough me a present.its a surprize:) tml or whatever i will know it bah..
send beeyoke home with garrison,jesslyn and zhi zhen. went to jp again and talked awhile,went to 679 to accompany gabriel for dinner with yinsin and jesslyn.was talking about something.its a secret:) send jesslyn home and went to boonlay to find toothless and mike.
while on the bus,something really funny happen,i was having a complain on a phone:D aiya!i try to help u la:D jitao laugh until so loud,all the passenger looked at me:D its so funny!!!
reached boonlay,talked and went clubbing.......hsh afterthat..

''haha,.20cents(this way,people dont know who you are).well...i tried my best to help u,i am a good brother huhh:) if u don't like it,i will think of a way to help u.the most use me as a sacrifice,it won't matter anyway:) because you are my close sister,trust me..everything will be fine,i will know what to do.CHEERS:) don't go out with moodless heart,just keep smiling and think positive..everytime you are down,i will be there,just let me know.hahahas!!!very sweet hor??i trusted u,thats why i told everything to u. alright,thanks for the accompany just now.only you know who i talking to,i gave you a 20cents when we first know each other.remember?yeah,is you:) ''

oh my god!!i found out that,i always anyhow send people home:D what happen to me:D jade,beeyoke,jesslyn,yi ling and sometime other people as well..WTF??maybe she is correct,i am too overprotecting towards my friends...sometime,really scare that,things will happen to them when they late go home....this attidute must change!!!maybe is because i like to think too much??
when my brothers or sisters are sad,i don't know why....sometime its pain me. its really pain me to see them moodless or cried sometime...when its does happen,my mind always tells me'cheer him/her up,make him/her happy!!" always did as my mind tells me so.was happy after the effect sometimes..
from now on,my attidute must change.i will not be too overprotective!!! i am a guy,who hates people that hurts my brothers and sisters.........

NEVER FAILED

to me,there is nothing called a failure.if something goes wrong,don't give up.just keep trying until the very end:) those words is always in my mind and hearts.failed?try again:) until one day,i really have it.
always know a word,tiongxim. thats the word in my heart and made me being single for almost 1year!!! yeah!i seriously,loved somebody and that somebody doesn't feels a thing for u is a nightmare!! its hurt sometimes......
those days,i have been hurted so badly,disappointment and headaches....but,i never back it up..my brothers and sisters who keep supporting me and never let me fall on my own. i got them,i got the courage to be alive again.
'when u fail,u are not a failure.only when you fail yourself and give up on it' i still remember what my brothers said hor:)
i will try my best,to let the whole world see that,i really love her.I AM NOT A FAILURE!I WILL NEVER GIVE UP:) thanks brother:) from now on,i will be happy and start all over again,with u all:)
u all never failed to be with me everytime....:)

BBQ celebration with brothers and sisters:)

another celebration for me:) my birthday:) two times a years,because i have such a good brothers and sisters to attend with their hearts. i never expect that there are 30 over people,going 40 people who attend this celebration:) thanks brothers and sisters:)
jordan giving me a t-shirt.hahas.30dolaars bodoh!!!thanks,i love you:)
the whole day was texting with babo:) miss her!!!quite sad that she can't attend:( but,nvm.i understand:) i at celebrating until half,she suddenly texted me.'lee kuan lew wife die?' ,when i saw this i laugh until???i told gabriel and all.they laugh like mad??hello,i celebrating until half,u dare to tell me people die?? alemak!!
mike,ah xin,alen and ming hua,given me red packet..all total 100 plus!!!! all red and blue notes!!!
was quite happy that,its not about money.is about their heart they gave.......
when i called them,they never failed to come and celebrate with me..
thanks celia for the helping me organise this bbq:) its was fun and warm hearted.its totally like one family.they giving me alot surprizes.
thanks,mun fei,ah mike,ah xin,alen,ming hua,ching long,ms,gabriel,yinsin,garrsion,ebel,jordan,rachel,fireboy,gigi,tianci,monkey,jesslyn,sharron,beeyoke,jeremy,alex,wei jun,jingying,clarrsia,evan,ryan,wayne,ken,wen hui,yi ling,jonna,wei bin,emio,his gf?,yingyu,zhi zhen,zhi xiang,and ebel 3 friends,..not to forget,amelia and celia:) still some,but,mermory not good:)
at housedown stair shout here shout there,police came.we all run:) because of the rubbish we made,power!!!all around!!!:)HSH after that:)
my real brothers and sisters:)

babo,hope that i won't kana catch and i will come your birthday alright?:) i promise u that it will be very fun:)
i can't save my any of the pic,just to be caution:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME:)

YESTERDAY:

WAH!!!so touched:) thanks everyone for the celebrating:)

BABO was the first one who wished me.thanks:) i didn't expect that you will be the first one.i am really very glad that u have heart and talked me about your feeling towards me.hahas,yeah.its true that you are sometime being too...erm,childish??haha!!!but,nvm:) everyone have their bad point.even me,i overprotecting you.haha,thanks really alot:) BABO will always be here for you:) cute right??this is u teach me derh.i will never forget it:)loves:)

YINSIN was the second one,thanks alot:)HPY:) actually,i was expecting u to be the first who wished me loh.but,nvm:) 1min only bodoh....i still happy that u know my birthday:)loves:)

follow by RACHEL,hahas.really glad that you told me all of that.all who hang wth me is very important to me:)i also hope someday..that day will really come:)loves:)

my POOH BEAR was next:) hahas,although i didn't meet u already,u still remember my birthday well:)thanks pooh:)loves:)

after that was mabellyn meix:) thanks meix,u are the one who always give out suggestion to me,its always works at times:)glad you know my birthday:)loves:)

of cause,next is my good ginna.yingyu.:) thanks as well.never expected u know my birthday:)

jaslin and shu hui:) hahas!!!thanks all of you:) although u all wake me up by texting me.i still want to thanks you all.its been really long since we last contact:)

wuqun and leting:) thanks:) really glad u all still remember as well:) meet up soon alright?miss u two very much:)loves:)

Ziqi,wei pyng,berlyn meix:) although we never contact already.u all still remember me:) thanks:)loves:)

andy and antonio, thanks as well:) i don't really know u two much:)but,thanks:)

yi ling:) hey yin yang bu liang:) get well soon k??dont feel bad for not coming my birthday,rest well:) thanks:)loves:)

evan,wei jun and jingying:)thanks too:)

well,start today story:) went boonlay sec to pick jade up:)along with amelia and jordan:) after that,me and jordan went to look for chinglong.that fucking jordan bring me to eat tori-Q??eat until $7.30??!!!wtf???jitao broke bodoh!
rachel,calvin and alot people joined us.
they want secretly buy me a cake,but,i heard it:) too bad:) rachel and tian ci bought me a chicken keychain??quite cute.thanks:) they bough me cake as well:)so touch got anot??decorate the cake.they wrote,HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMUEL.ok,thats is fine.but,they added... 21PHT.then put that logo in??WAH!!!then still put 21PHT BOONLAYPASA on the side of the cake???!! sabo sia them?? they still put one JADE on that cake??
after that,we went to tianci house and celevrate.they going to celebrate already.but,its goes to my idea:) spam call sharron,jesslyn and beeyoke to come too:) how can i celebrate without them:) wake them up bodoh!!!they rush over to his house.so touched:)
waited 2 hours:( of cause....... gabriel,yinsin,ms,garrison,wen feng,jordan came as well...hahas!!how can i celebrate without them too:)
mun fei came too:) thanks:)
they sang birthday song for me,touched my heart!! cut cake and anyhow fly cake!!!all use cake hit me sia,bad!!!!then use flour,throw at me???!!!use spite spilit over me??? luckly,i still can play them as well.chase here chase there,throw here throw there,here shout there shout.ahmike came:)police came as well.screen us.i walk away cause of something....
headed to boonlay,mike treated me eat and drink:)slacked awhile and hsh with ms:)

THANKS tianci,rachel,yinsin,gabriel,chinglong,gigi,jordan,sharron,beeyoke,jesslyn,ahmike,mun fei,wen feng,garrsion,monkey,zhi xiang,zhi zhen....
for celebrating my birthday!!with u all,its really enjoyable!!its very fun,so touch and happy:)

BABO!!!don't feel bad alright??although u are the person that i most wanted to see you there celebrating with me.thats alright,i understand:) work hard ok??

JESSLYN!!!i saw your blog:) hahas!!so touched!!never think that i am the guy that you can rely the MOST!!!i sure do enjoy my birthday,because of u all:) thanks too that i always wanted people to accompany,you are the one who will accompany first:) and,try to LOVE me more rather than HATE me more:) i treated u as my sister.hope u treat me as your brother as well:) thanks:) be sure to come to look for me when you are down:)

AMELIA!!!haha!!didnt know u love me so much:) shy la dey!!!next year i let u celebrate just like last last year:)

well!!i sure enjoy this year!!!thanks celia for buying and planing the food for tomorrow bbq for me:) hahaha!!!

went to jurongpoint to look for chinglong,jorad,rachel,ebel and co.slack at there with alot friends.something happen at there.haha,quite fun:) thanks tianci and jeremy:) quite touching when they tired to save me..
we went to the green block slack,thanks for the care you guy given to me:) now i know who is my real brother and sister already.went to library and eat:) acoompany tian ci to send his ---- to home,along with monkey and calvin. went to tianci house for a slack and garrison,xiaoping and eric came to look for us as well.
HSH with garrison:)

''pray that i won't get into any trouble.i still need to take care some things. yeah:) love my brothers and sisters.thanks everyone:)''

WHAT WRONG WITH ME

today,went to jurongpoint again...my daily life.boonlay and jurongpoint.diao?went to find chinglong,yingyu,amelia,rachel and co.....
after playing,chinglong,zhi xiang and sharron went to mun fei house.after waited for gabriel and yinsin,we went to mun fei house along with garrsion,monkey and zhi zhen.
was watching shows,violent show bodoh? yiling and jesslyn came to mun fei house after that...so many people squeeze in 1room?damm hot!!!! 1 fan only,so many people blocking the wind?
now adays,girl are more pervertic than guys?they teach bad me sia:( so bad...
ah hao came too?WTF??13people squeeze in one room?with 1 fan and 1 king size bed.almost die at there...
HOME SWEET HOME after that,own home is more comfortable.

hahaha?i just quitted school only,i spelled and write wrong words already??
plaza sing and write as pizza sing??
banana i spell as bonamana??
art i spell ah ah??
which block,i spell as which blog??
court i say as cork??
teach i spell as treat??

even can spell and called wrong people name bodoh??
i called tian ci,chinglong??
i spell jade,spell until jess??

WTF???BABO keep laugh at my mistake:(alemak??what happen to me??hahas,maybe is i think too much or what bah.keep like this one loh:(

my birthday is reaching le:) (Y)!!!

all tag repiled,thanks:) tag more tag more:)

BORING..................

another post for me today:) went to jurongpoint to meet chinglong,garrison and co.
after that,all went to safra.left me,tianci,jesslyn and sharron.wtf??accompany tianci to buy things:) couple ring and all,so sweet:)
kana molests by jesslyn LAU chi bye:( she use straw to poke my butt!!! she want to learn squeeze people nipple skill,she use me as a her lap rat:( i hate her:( hahaha!!chey!! next time i squeeze back:D :X
went to what gan ma house,eat nasi lemak that i bought from jurongpoint!!WTF??that auntie sure hates me alot!!!she put alot chilli and is damm hot!!!everybody laugh at me.my eyes keep drop tears.....waited gabriel and yinsin to arrived.after that,went to tianci house accompany him to do something:) HSH after that....

:)

OHMYGOD!!!why did i drop my tears when i see our last time memories??my heart is very pain:( i have regretted!!i saw your last time post,its remind of last time.270909,is my happy moment with you.its going to be 1year if that time i could control myself,its remind me of those happy moment with u......2709 its suppose to be a happy day for me,but,that day.it will be sad for me,u wasn't with me anymore and it just nice.their court day on 2709??!

TWO DAYS BACK:
went to kbox with chinglong,mun fei,ebel,rachel and co.the room is super big,still got pool somemore:) i swear i love that room very very much,and it can squeeze in 100people wor!!VIP ROOM:) stilll can anyhow running about.laughs!!:)can u believe that,in that room,we have 26people inside? we still have alot personal space and playing space:)thanks rachel for that 8dollars:)
at night,went to namdai with,jesslyn,sharron and two guy.forget their names.oops!!!to meet garrsion,yinsin and co.
wtf?we go there drink beer and play candle.drink quite alot actually:) headed home with gabriel,garrsion and jesslyn....

at kbox,yingyu kana rap by sharron:D


DONT MISUNDERSTOOD!!she is not this kind of girl,we just super high and start to do those strange things:) everybody is doing their own things,some singing,some drinking,some playing pool.some talking.some sleeping.some running about.US???playing YINGYU!!!:D
that act cute girl beating me is JESSLYN LAU HWEE MIN:D

YESTERDAY:
5 o clock in the afternoon wake up!!!!wtf?alot people called me!!!i still in my lala land,sorry!!!:) i rush to jurongpoint when i was awake,to meet chinglong,ryan,garrsion and co...yingyu came to look for me after that?
went to what Ah park?? mun fei they all playing basketball and me was having a chit chat session with other guys.
was on the phone with jade at there. ("hahahas!anyway babo,try to relax.CHILL:) if u have anything please come tell me alright,i am happy that u told me your things,so that i know what is going on.i will be there for you ok?STUPID BABO!!)
sending jesslyn home as its too late and too danger for a girl walking home alone.WALKWALKWALK. haha,at there saw a bunch of hooligan,3riding motor,keep like stalking us,a bunch of them at jesslyn house downstair,some keep running about chasing each other,"my life is big'.lucky another words for me:)
next time enter an enemy territory,must wear until like nurd.best:)
return to tian ci house slack.
HSH with garrsion. quite tiring keep walking......

thanks for being beside me:)the fun we all had:)











i missed the old times badly!!!with you!!i really hope time reverse:(

DREAMING THIS WHOLE DAY!!!!

i slept at 11am,i was dreaming this whole day!i didn't went out after i met jade and co for breakfast.... hahas,its involve alot people!!!amelia,alios,yinsin,gabriel,mike,jade,rachel,my mum,jesslyn,sharron and alot bah:D
1st dream
i have a car:) its like GTA.race with other people and crush people with it:) my mum was so unhappy about it,she scolded me and confiscated my car:D i steal other people car and then drive :D
police chase me and all.....then forget what happen le.....

(okok!!!)its 4pm!i start to return everybody call when i woke up.i slept again for another time)

2nd dream
people all around hated me:( i remember jade parent scolded me.they say i teach bad her,where got loh:( alen beat me for no reason?? mike mum scold me for no reason as well??
TOTALLY A NIGHTMARE!!!!
forget what happen as well le......
(i woke up!!oh my,its 7pm.i texting peoples because i am bored:) play with my yu gi oh games at ps2 to kill time. played until 10.sister bought me food for me.i eat eat eat.once again,sleep at another time)

3rd dream
my family and i went to bugis.my mum played arcade??THATS TOTALLY COOL:) alot coin and token for me to play as well.
went to look for jade and rachel?? asked jade to eat alot alot and alot,because she was too skinny:)she answer to me,'okok la,noisy babo' standard:) send them to tution??confuse?? link till there?
forget what happen as well le??
(haha!!alright.woke up again.mum bough me food,then eat and drink.nothing to do again,i slept again)

LAST dream
this dream!!WAAAA!everything upside down.a long one.
me and amelia went to temple.its rainning heavily.knocked the door,rest at there.don't know what happen.alios appear in my dream as well???
he say,'why come here bo jio?' alemak??(i must be crazy??) his standard line:)
garrsion called me,asked me to meet him awhile at jp??amelia and alios disappear from me??
while on the bus,jesslyn was on the bus too??(its getting stranger huhh?)
went to find garrsion together.reached and he give me money?20dollars?? asked me to spend what i like?(hahaha!!!if he really got so good jiu hao le)
his friend eric give me another 20dollars as well??WAAAA!!!
anyhow spend with it:) HAHA!!! i remember jesslyn fall down:D i laugh at her,she say,SHUT UP LARH:) haha!!(this dream sure very realistic)
saw gabriel and yinsin???gabriel treat us eat ice cream?(thats werid.normally i treat him jiu got)
after that,gabriel play with yinsin.sibei bian tai!!(like the person he was on the real world) yinsin slap him!!!:D hahahas!!!!
after that,the four of us return back to temple to stay in for a night.OMG!!!now is my aunt appear in my dream as well?? she ask the four of us why so late then come back??hahas,we have nth to say:) at that temple talking and resting.suddenly visitor appear:) mike,mun fei,chinglong,sharron,amelia and alios started to appear:) even more after that??wAAAA!!spam my dream sia them:(
its so realistic,its totally like real??haha!!guess i always think too much thing before i slept bah:)

(hahahas!!!i woke up again.have a headaches after that!i woke up,jiu use this stupid computer:) refresh all my dreams that i have been.its more than that actually,but,i forget le:) i am too tired those days and didn't have a nice sleep.thats why bah:) i want another dream!!cute sia!!too bad,can't sleep le now:( )

was quite lazy to post:( hahas..cause quite tired now.
alright,meet gabriel,yinsin. chinglong,ahmike,alot people cause something happen.
waaaa!cant really remember got who liao,its a big group.around 30 to 40people?i think so??
saw amelia and her friends.alemak!waited yingyu to come jp.jubeat 1 round and went to safra with garrsion,ah hao,yingyu and yiling.
went there to look for amelia and her friends.audi awhile,went to boonlay with gabriel....
went to celebrate ah xin birthday,throwing cake around.chase here chase there.a big group of us chasing each other.haha!!quite cute huuhh.
went home after that.....


alemak!!tml still need early wake up!!!i need to accompany amelia awhile for some cases.
tml promise to meet chinglong after that:)

time sure is fast,their time is almost up...
accompany them for those short period bah...
i think when they go,will abit strange...alemak!!
promise chinglong to find a girlfriend,he wanted to see me having one when he come out...
i think i will be 18 or 19 years old then can saw him..
fews days to go....