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Friends :)

2011-06-24T18:44:00.004+08:00

Sorry for not updating for so long.
Reason:very lazy :p

Alright,just to apologize with some people which i have not meet up with yet. Is not i don't want to,but. Its my personal reason. I treat jurong friend as first,i know is abit too unfair for you all. Hope u all really understand me.....
Those are my friends! :)

AMELIA,is not that i don't care about you. You have to learn to be more independent. And,i always won't let people bully you. You doesn't know,i did alot for you at behide. Helped you talk good things and ask people to help me take care of you. I really happy when u came and visit me at prison.i believe u would :) If i didn't care about you,i won't helped u a single thing. What i done is for the sake of the people,is not for the reward or whatever. That's why i always didn't told you what i helped you.
CELIA,thanks for every time for the visit as well :) What i asked u to help,u would help me very well.
GABRIEL,no matter what u done. u always be my cousin.We knew each other when i was a baby :) 16years you kept me company when i was bored. Thanks for visiting me at prison too! :)
YINSIN,thanks for keeping me company every time as well. You would ask me to eat and eat! Thanks for helping me something as well! *wink* :)
BEEYOKE,cheer up! :) thanks for being my "sister" as well. You always be my listening ear and helped me for something :)
JESSLYN,although we often used to quarrel alot.But,i still treat u as my sister. Thanks for being with me and for coming my sentence court :)
SHARON,you always let me hit for free free! thanks for being with me as well :)

I have met some of my friends,i really glad to see them :)

I remember i was meeting WU QUN papa and leting mama and my sisters for kbox and a walk at scape :) WU QUN never failed to make me laugh at all time. We played and joked together.Its was like last time when we are still VERY young :) (5years of brother ship! Never forget how funny you are.)

I remember i was meeting WEIQI and co for a slacking time at 3head. We used to played and disturb other people at there for a period of time. And,there was alot people at there too! We ton and talk cork at there. (3years of brother ship! Never forget how tall you were.)

I remember i was meeting WEI HOW and simin for finding friend at little india,i used to accompany u to a very far place. We have memories when we was VERY young :) You were still primary 6 that time. (4years of brother shi! Never forget how we accompany each other )

I remember i was meeting MS for a lunch time. We used to have lunch together and it's always your treat. I was one of the biggest eater!! :D You haven't change a bit,still as "tiko" as last time and talked to me about car. (4years of brother ship! Never forget how "tiko" you were)

In my surprise,i saw CHEE YING and KAI JIE at my probation report and program. There's still friends who can accompany me ah.so good :)

I hate:
ALIOS ONG JUN JIE for bombing me! Pooh bear also know how to bomb people!
JADE YEO JUNTI for bombing me! Babo puts a bomb on me! Faster find a time narh :)
REMUS for bombing me! You keeps busy! We going geylang la! :)Prison brother!
CHIT TAT for bombing me! Say will contact after we come out from prison?you die until where "GHIM MING TONG"? :D

I will surely wait for :
MUN FEI,a brother that understand me a lot and protects me from any harm :)
CHING LONG,a 4years brothers.Everytime makes me laugh.
AH HUI,who take care of me at prison and talks to me when i was alone :)
WEI KEONG,a prison brother which he used to take care of me and joke together for a month :)
BOY ZAC,a prison brother which heart to heart talk with me everytime :)

I am sorry,
BEN and QIANG. I will find you both when i am free :(
ANN,meet up soon again next time too.
CASSANDRA,see you soon when i am free.
ALEX,i wonder where u were now :(

Those i never mention,doesn't mean i don't want meet. Text me when you want to meet me :) My number change as well. Take note of that too!:)

BROTHER!I MISS YOU!

2011-03-01T13:52:00.007+08:00

u are always a big brother to me,u take care of me and always helped me in a situation when i am confuse of.u tough me alot of things.u understands me alot, u know what i like and u know what i hate.when going out,u saw me emo-ing.u always will asked me what am i thinking and u will asked me not to be sad.u will try talked things out to me.when i passedby food stall,u will asked me want to eat anot ??:) because u know that i always will be hungry.u know that i love to play PS2,u lend me some games to play.
u treated me EAT and DRINKS,when i have no money.
i just wanted to be like last time,we went to so many areas to play.i remember we went to LIM CHU KANG,alot of us went in and started to joke around and played like our own house like that.
althought,i don't like to play SOCCER.i could accompany u played.we played like mad!isn't it funny?
MY BIRTHDAY,u came to celebrate with me without failed.2days!!i was very happy that time :)
VALENTINE DAY,we went to vivo and celebrate :)u bought balloon for amelia and i bought for jesslyn :)
WILD WILD WET,i remember that our plan for going to wild wild wet failed alot of times,but,we did went to there in the end :)

we went to MARINA BARRAGE remember??we have our TRIPLE DATE there,i still remember we went to buy food for our picnic,u created a stupid game and u said to me,"amelia wants what,i buy. jesslyn wants what,u buy. yi ling wants what,kennard buy :D "
i agree with it,because i thought that jesslyn will buy a fews things to help me save money,but,i was wrong :p she bought until 15dollars!!! u kept laugh at me,u bought only 8dollars loh!!! yiling bought only 4dollars ~.~ we choose the wrong person,but,is quite fun ah!!!:)they called us 3 MARIYA :(

we have our picnic at there :)alot people watching us,but,we don't mind :)

we played the water and trying to push kennard into the water :D

we walked a long long way to find a singapore flyer :)

we wear same colour shirt with the girl?we didn't planned at all,is FATE :D
thats why we called TRIPLE DATE :)

we went to the jurong bird park remember??hahahs!!alot of birds,we keep talk to birds like retarded like that. i keep said i want to see crocodile,u keep say i should not come junong bird park,i should go zoo :P we walked and walked until we having a big headaches,and water cost us 3dollars ~.~

we took cab home as there's nothing to watch already :)

we went to suntec city with ching long on OCT.we went to the fountain of wealth :) it was so nice!!!:)

THE PAST OF US :)

we went to bugis and i return back jurong,so unlucky,i was caught by police!

we went to UNIVERSAL STUDIO!!! i remember i kept on FAN u and amelia because jesslyn wanted to go :) it was really great :) i don't dare to play rollar coaster at first,but,it was jesslyn who give me all the courage! i said to you,"i am very hamji one,i afraid of height!!!" u said to me,"i see u fight also never so hamji one." i have nothing to say and just played.u asked me not to put jesslyn alone :)

we played three rollar coaster,i was not so afraid of playing rollar coaster anymore :) we get ourself wet until like we just shower finish.we watched show and walked around.

we have our triple date again:) but,this time is beeyoke and jiawei.not yiling and kennard :)

it was so fun to be with you,i promised u.i will wait for u to come out,i will do it brother :) i really miss you alot u know?? i am really grateful that i have u as my brother.i have no regret knowing u.well,i am waiting u to come out to play all those things with me again :) i having a happy day with u around.u always will nag at me and scolded me sometimes when i done the wrong things.thanks bro for all u done for me!

2011-01-06T03:13:00.001+08:00

today everybody SI LIAN le.

was having a good rest before mun fei court,gabriel so early called me,i picked up.kup,sleep..after awhile,jesslyn called me again ~.~ wake again,picked up.then kup. they called at the wrong timing.nvm :) went down to mun fei court with,jesslyn,amelia,gabriel,yinsin,fireboy and co.
waited for 3hours for the result,but,luckily!!! postpone !!!:) was really glad!
headed down to jurong point,jesslyn si lian le,she used me as a punching bag :( say i lao jihong,what 2time her ?? :P
beeyoke came to joined us,as amelia and yi ling went home. catched our bear bear at prize stage !!!:) 1 gay want make friend with me loh !!!CCB!! he keep spy at me sia.beeyoke and jesslyn keep laughing at me :( seriously,if he come closer to me,i sure beat him one. still asked me to make friend with him _!_
went to send jesslyn to interchange,while me,jesslyn,garrison and co went to art park.slacked,me was chatting with beeyoke about something :) she go put make up on my face :( very smelly sia :( send her home at 9 and went back to find them.

headed to 722 to look for mike,slacked and something happen.RUN!!!~~~ after that,SSB screen me and 3 more people. very suey loh!!!4CID SIA!! the most worst part is,that time 1 of the ssb is last time caught me one and another cid got take my photo with CL and co before. they believe us :) (Y) they let us go,i thought,i going to say goodbye to my mother already ~.~
headed back home straight away :)

SINGAPORE FLYER

2010-12-15T15:15:00.000+08:00

laughs,picnic was great,with mun fei,kennth,amelia,jesslyn and yi ling:)
at fairprice,mun fei create an stupid idea,he say that.amelia wants what,he treat.jesslyn wants what,i treat.laughs,i say ok straight away.i though,i wont be paying the most money,instead is me :D she go choose what 6.50 salmon.then sushi,then what orange juice.alot bah??i almost faint loh.i also cannot ask her don't buy :( hahas,nvm.as long as she is happy bah:) its cost me about 15 dollars?? mun fei want i think 8dollars?
went to marina bay to have our picinc,but,those stupid girls call us maria??we help them take bag only.i find that i am the most ke lian one loh..
i take the big sandwiches that jesslyn had made,her bag,her jacket and the things we bought at fairprice.take alot picture and headed to singapore flyer:D
we walked a long way,because of our cute jesslyn idea:) reached about 1 hours?we have ourself full of regret.its slow.wasted 20 minute of my time,i am scare of heights :P i rather take those escape theme park thing loh.at least it be exciting and scary loh.
bused home,went to eat mac.send jesslyn home and off i walk home:)
i don't know why i see their smiling,i feels so happy as well:) especially,my baby sister jesslyn:) she was quite emo everytime..but,this day was different:)
yi ling,cheer up as well,u will find a better guy.i can see u are sad today too:(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!!:)

2010-12-14T02:23:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUCKER!!!:)
sucker!!u always break my heart!!laughs,u rejected me again and again!!when do u want to start to accept me???i am so sad:p
nah!!!happy birthday sister,hope u will enjoy your birthday.you are my best sister!!!:thanks for the time,u always will listen to me when i am sad.u always will cheer me up.u never failed to be with me everytime.i am having a full of laughter when i am with you:) but,u still suck for breaking my heart!!!:p
i will be with you and always will be,u are my sister.we be that forever ok??:)

you my best cutest sister on earth!!!:)

why i did that?

2010-12-12T09:00:00.003+08:00

TO jesslyn,
u might think why i treat u so good?as u know,in our group,u the one that i most care about.there's a certain reason that u don't know.
there's a reason when almost everyone know,because you are so CUTE:D laughs,but,not just that...
as u know,when time pass by,i get to understand u more.u always make me laugh when u do those silly things,thats for sure..example,in boonlay 7-eleven :D alot things actually..
another reason is most important,u always didn't failed to be with me when i was sad..when i saw your msg,i was so happy,because i know that i didn't dote wrong people.
there's fun when i with you,like,ton with you,chatted with you,send you back home,shopping with you and even saw u wear a tub only that time:D kidding.... i didn't regret to know you,even thought,people though i 'bian xin'' or some even thought i like you??its all rubbish actually....
i was so happy to met u,really.....
but,i just wanted u and everybody here to know why i treated u like this,because u my meix and always be:) thats simple:) i will be always with you,no matter what happen.you have a place in my heart:)

i have change....

2010-12-12T08:30:00.003+08:00

why did i keep think that i have change??in my heart,there's only a few girls in my heart...
yinsin are my haopengyou. jesslyn and beeyoke are my little sisters. jade are my babo:) those four are the most important to me.i hardly talk to girls...my thinking change alot.
last time,i didn't talk to girls unless i know her for quite sometimes,but,why i kept talk to girls without my shyness?isit i feel that tiong xim is no longer important to me?whats the use?tiong xim is always being hurt.i hate the feeling..tiong xim then alot people will love you meh?
i tiong xim for year,what i have???a shit!!! i have nothing! what about people who at outside who loves to make friends with girls??they get alot??
WTF is this world doing???!i really don't understand......
thats why i change??but,i do felt ps for asking people for intro:D i don't do that,thats why i know less girls and hard to find a true love?
maybe i think alot? last time,i won't think so much.but,now??i keep always wanted to find an answer for my question in my head.

for what my friends told me,i become more violent? i don't know as well... that time i got her,i will think of not getting involve in certain things,because i have a girlfriend,she will worry.i didn't,i behave.even,went to study??until very hard,get myself promoted?i so happy and i told her.i study well,so next time i got future:) so happy,after that?? i got myself in a 'break up'.
after a month,what i become??a guy with no brain? i didn't care about my studies anymore.i didn't care about me.i care only my FRIENDS!! friends get into trouble,i will always be the hero.because friends is only what i have at outside..
i become so guai because of her,i become so violent also because of her.WTF??i change alot since then.but,one thing for sure.....

i didn't regreted having her as my girlfriend once,she was so cute back then:) good memories always kept inside my heart.because of her,i learned alot of things.i learn to move on, on my own.with her,i felt more confident in my doing.i felt so happy back then........

but,now..friends give me strength,u all made me laugh all the time,and u all didn't failed to be with me when i have trouble.i love u guys seriously alot.

BLACK EYEs:(

2010-12-10T23:55:00.002+08:00

wtf??totally didn't slept for 2days two night.went over to mun fei house sleep 3hours kana woke up by my phone.went over to jurong point and???no people was around???wtf??all went off le by the time i reached there~.~ left me,rachel and simin.... waited for eddy!!!:) yeah!!we went to boonlay,meet yiling,mun fei and co.
after that,we slacked with fireboy,mun fei,jiahao,amelia,kar ming,jing ying and clarrisa. after tghat,kar ming ang jiahao left.accompany mun fei till morning~.~
nvm,i slept for 3 hours,i woke up because got taiji,meet fireboy and went down jp to meet ching long and co.
went 4head to find taiji,shouldn't say out after this part,but,is damn funny.
went to jurong point,as i was waiting jesslyn and beeyoke to come back from bugis.chatted with them and off i go home.
i couldn't even sleep propely,i was so worried if beeyoke suddenly want went out home.i must be alert!!! she don't have place go loh.stupid idoit,go beat her for what:( nvm,i wait till 6 bah:)

A GREAT DAY:)

2010-12-07T21:02:00.004+08:00

went lakeside to meet chinglong and mun fei.accompany them to sub court again:) was waiting mun fei was a very long time,his lawyer very talkative got anot?me and ching long keep disiao that 'por long bao' :D
everything was done,40 minute.~.~ accompany mun fei to jurong point as ching long went bugis.
i ate alot today,went to eat mac with mun fei.i ate 1 large fries,1 filet-o-fish burger,1 double cheese burger,1 large coke.then went to MOS burger to eat 1ebi rice burger.but,i still hungry :D fireboy say i ''far yu''.but,mun fei say i ''far sheng xing;(went crazy)
i still hungry,steal sharron nugget loh:) i think i si lian le bah,i always si lian.eat alot.i don't know why :D
slacked at jurong point,eddy and chirst came to join us.went to prize stage to catch bear bear:) funny loh.mun fei keep disiao eddy"s papa mama at kopitiam.me and sharron keep 'bear' our laughter.as that stupid jesslyn suddenly laugh until so loud.hai me and sharron laugh too.
went home with si min and amelia.saw sihein and then CCY.

i always told myself,

don't care what people say,ignorance is the best:) live for yourself but not live for others sake.everyone have good point and bad point.we cannot just see people bad point,we also cannot just see people good point.forgive,but,we cannot forget what that person have done to u before.give them time to change,but,beware them.always take cation.if they change,welcome them.if they never change,fuck off from my life

i always used to forgive and forget,but,they hurt me after that......

used to think that the person won't hurt me but instead.alemak!!!a 'GOOD' friend indeed.but,i won't be affected by your judgement.as i say,ignorance and think positive.everything will be fine:) if u think,u are that good looking,be it then.:)
your jugdement will cause more silly and one day,you will have a "bao yin". i don't care what people say or whatever,u treat me as a friend,i welcome you.but,u wish to hurt me,fuck off.i don't need it.
i always told my little sister,bear with what people have said.ignorance is the best.what for to let people judge you.you happy,can already.we don't need any judgement.we just need fun,peace and laughter.life is like this.i don't change for others.i am myself.we could try to be perfect,but,no one is perfect.
if you see this,u think u are that 'GOOD' friend,you maybe are the one.becaus,no one will ever do this to your friend.but,only "YOU".

alex was still my best,he know me well.he understands me.for some people,they think i am crazy or super happy.but,for him,he knows that its only a mask for myself.faked a smile.i still rememeber he always say this,"i could sense that you are happy or sad,i don't know why.but,i will make u be the smiling guy no matter what.we will share the pain and everything.because you are my brothers.:)"
he always said that,i still remember well:) he was a really good brother to me.i have lost contact with him,but,i always remember him in my heart.his the only guy who knows me and understand me very well.was shocked to see that he could read mind.i really miss him alot,he is the one who teach me everything.think positive about yourself,don't let other people judgement to make you lost of confident.well,i will remember in my heart.thanks brother:) i hope you are living well in oversea or whatever.good luck ok??:)

i knows who got comment me behide my back and who didn't.i always wear a mask,is not because i don't dare to comment you back.is because,i feel that there is not a need to do that.i can ignore,but,rest asure,god won't ignore.i always believe in 'bao yin'.that day will come and it will double the pain u wanted to gave me.do u mean to hurt me or not,i don't know.but,i am sure...god knows it very well.i do what is the right for me,but,i don't hurt others that never offend me.u can hide but u can never run away from the eyes of the heaven.one day,u will be punish.that day will surely come.that is what i believe...
well,people who failed to hurt me,i am sorry..try better next time:)

THANKS:)

2010-12-06T07:43:00.002+08:00

laughs,my daily life,still the same.....boonlay and jurongpoint.
but,yesterday,went to lim chu kang again.this is the third time i went this year.i am a very lucky guy,i didn't see a thing at all.:)but,this time round,i am verrryyy 'sick'.went in and have a big headaches inside and very dizzy.almost vomit..i don't know why,maybe...something strange was beside me?who's know??amelia keep scare scare,at house also scare?why she not as brave as me :p

i told almost everyone,i si lian liao..laughs,they didn't failed to be with me:)
thanks mun fei,jesslyn,yi ling,yinsin and sharron:)
alex and cass too!~
sometime,i don't have the mood to eat,but,sometimes....i eat alot:D pek chek bah:)
i seem to be happy,actually i am not...i just don't want them to be worried.i try bah...

now currently,waiting for 9o'clock to meet mun fei at lakeside.

SLEEPING PIG:)

2010-11-26T21:33:00.003+08:00

was on the phone with jesslyn,sharron and mun fei last night.damn funny loh our topic :D what eddy mother wants to band jesslyn and sharron for playing eddy mother:D we kept at facebook scold eddy what your mama songka,your papa songka,your mama fly,can i fuck your mama??ETC. her mother got facebook,we don't know.heng,i stop playing le loh:D then we make up story what,eddy calls his own mother to band them:D laughs,laugh until can't sleep..
then what police catch jesslyn for cyble bullying.then me and sharron keeps compare with jesslyn the cute little girl and eddy the 20year olds guy with a full of tattoo.other people will say is eddy bully jesslyn,but,the truth is jesslyn bully eddy:Dwe kept laughing when we say that:D so cute got anot???
sharron was finding people to eat breakfast with her last night,we told her to find eddy's mother:D
i want go jesslyn house to eat cake and chocolate:) me and mun fei say want make love with her after eating:D cork alot,and we chatted until 3 to 4hours??until morning.

6woke up~.~ i sleep almost 12hours.going to be a pig soon.
bird at home,waiting for mun fei to reach boonlay then i go meet him.:)

I AM CHANGING

2010-11-25T16:20:00.002+08:00

WTF???all those days i been at home,because the stupid starfactory!!!~~~ is close!!! no one was at jurongpoint,damn sian loh!!!~.~
nothing to do,everyday bird at home.
i been changing alot recently,yeah...alot~~~
i was quite easy dulan over something,keep anyhow think and having attidute towards some people when i was not in the good mood?
why???i just don't know what the fuck is happening to me~.~ i everytime,stay at home sleep.will dream of the past,can it stop???i don't want this anymore~.~ its a total nightmare when i woke up..sometimes,when i woke up,i saw my pillow,tears around it......
i keep telling myself,to be brave when my friend was all with me.but???its only courage me for awhile....i don't even know whats fucking wrong with me now adays??because of staying at home too much will cause me thinking of that??think of waiting her to be awake last time....
my heart felt so pain...i swear,the feeling i never felt before...
i love her very much..time have change,....i really hope to end my nightmare.

i felt another way that,20 cents have change towards me as well....but,i spoken to her:) felt so much better.
to me,you are a wonderful sister.u make me laugh when u do those silly things.i enjoy being with you.u like doesn't care me already~.~ nvm,there's a reason behide it.but,just to let u know.money and time isn't the problem.i don't need you to repay me anything,i just need you to smile always.for that,its my biggest repayment..i hope you don't get any wrong idea about me liking u?because people say so,but,just hack care them.we know we are nothing much more like brother and sister jiu can le.thanks for being with me everytime,u always talk to me and be my listening ear.u always scolded me what,shut up lah,kao pek la,ni mei you mao,suck my cork, etc.its quite cute huhh:) i hope,i never ever lose you as a friend.u are like a real sister to me now....
i hope i never lose my friends anymore...
i am not the "happy go lucky" guy anymore....

PREPARE

2010-11-23T17:47:00.002+08:00

i hope it doesn't affect my life and changes.
i miss her really very much:( i always thought she was mine forever.but,its wrong~.~
why???because i failed to be a good boyfriend,thats why....i can't blame her~.~

SUNDAY:
only kar ming know what i am doing in the midnight.i didn't sleep at all.alright,morning went to jurongpoint just to give something to her:) when meeting her,i was caugh by mun fei.because he call me and i picked up :p he say he going to tell jesslyn i ji hong :p oooppps!!!nevermind about that:) i give her almost everything.even the book full of memories.i gave it to her,because i rather choose to let go of the past. i always use to read often and cried.but,not anymore....
i was going to burn it or something,but,i wish to pass for her to see.whats inside me..
nvm,waited for yinsin they all for 1hour plus~.~ i become birdie~.~ bird at jp everytime,interview and went to safra to play lan.play play play......WTF!!!!keep thinking about last time because somebody was playing audition,the song MISSY!! use to play with,her, my sister and her boyfriend everytime.we like the song very much:)
ARGH!!!!!!! was kinda sad over there..... went back to jurongpoint again,then headed to mun fei house alone~.~ because jesslyn didn't wait me and headed there first and i waited her at jp for hours~.~
after that,slept awhile...i was too tired because that night i haven't even sleep!!!!!woke up by mun fei,and i thought jesslyn was the pillow?? i almost hug it~.~ went to 4head to eat a macdonald with mun fei,jesslyn,yi ling and sharron.
really fuck up alot,HKE is me and my old friend use to hang with,alot of past memories as well.me and friend always eat there and run to fetch my sis and her.....
THEN!!!!! i ben lai wanted to go home,but,instead i took the bus and send jesslyn home.i don't want to go home back then:( after that,went to boonlay to find kar ming and sharron.slacked and HSH....
she doesn't know how much i love her........

monday:
keep asking beeyoke to come along ecp,because she my sister:) yeah,i have them.but,every person is different right?you are the person who keeps talk to me and listen to me and very caring. hehehes:) 7 then reach!!!WTF!!!its dark loh,intend to rent a bicycle,but,it was late already...was doing something to help kar ming with sharron,beeyoke,jesslyn,evan and antione??after that,everybody came.and kar ming ask for yi ling for PATCH:D yeah!!!and its a happy ending,thanks to us.....
cuting cake and cab to boonlay.slacked and police came.screen us and bring jeron home :D because he bluff police parent know he is at outside,but,police called her mother and the answer is NO:D byebye to him:) mun fei and co headed home when me,amelai,kar ming and co went enet to play lan.audition:)
slacked and hsh:)

TODAY:
at home bird!!!!!!!doing nothing.and i thought is her reply but,is jesslyn message~.~ headaches!!!gonna rest soon..

MAYBE?

2010-11-20T07:08:00.002+08:00

maybe i won't wait anymore?
maybe it's my excuse to be losing?
maybe is because i felt that friends are more important now?
maybe is because i don't want to be like last time?
maybe is because i scare to get hurt again?
maybe is because i don't dare to ask?
maybe is because my feeling slowly fade away?
maybe is i don't wanna "hai" her?
maybe i just wanna to be single life?
maybe i felt that its not the right time?

was keep wondering all that~.~
WTF?i promise i won't cry.i will smile,even if i have to put on a fake one,i will do it:)
something really wrong with me...for the journey that i went,i pass by alot of things.having alot of problem.after all those things,i manage to give up myself?did i change?
i won't give up if it was the real me.is it too many things to manage?yeah.i think so?is not like me anymore?i becoming weaker now.really too much........
i just need to rest awhile and stop thinking about all those things first.what i need is to relax.i think too much..
i will surely be back......hope so,my mind was unclear now....can't those thing happen to someone else?don't happen to me?i was having alot test.i failed and failed.having stress everytime.
what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?what should i do? what should i do?
i scare to trust someone again,i kept it from myself everytime.that's is why,i become so weak?maybe......

ALEMAK!

2010-11-19T18:52:00.002+08:00

heelo everyone,the last post is post by cass.because i was too busy to post,and she helped me:)
alright,
yesterday,
bomb by mun fei.i come juronpoint and he don't want go le~.~intend to watch harry potter,but,its full:(
slack at art park with brothers.wtf?their gan ma wear until so funny!!!!sexy bitch:D me and gab keep hide at one corner laugh non stop.1hour also cannot stop sia:D we kept run and hide then laugh until very loud then cold down....then go find them again,then bear for a fews mintue and run to somewhere to laugh.stomach very pain,i message jade also cannot msg properly loh:D
after slacked,i heard alot of things.i hope its only a misunderstanding bah......i can't help them.both are my good sisters:( i wanted to help her say something,but,i can't...they really abit right..
let them settle themself bah:) hope they be fine once again.i don't want them quarrel....peace alright?a girl whom i dotes alot and pei me everytime and a girl whom always helped me and be my listening ears...
went to slack at bangala park and we went to lim chu kang at midnight:)
today,i lead everybody!!!:) sharron was my partner.message my sweet babo,she say she is mary?i also mary?we kept play that.hahaha.funny:)but,after that.strange things happen to sharron,we u-turn back~~~~she saw something and unable to breathe.i was dizzy as well.its took alot of courage to lead those KIDS.laughs.
walked back to 6head,1hour then reach bodoh~.~ because there are no taxi around.we saw police,and my cute qiwen shouted run.i hear that,i don't know why i run:D very exciting i think?funny loh...hsh home after slacked.
today,
at home bird and message my sweet babo:)

2010-11-17T01:35:00.002+08:00

Tuesday:
Today,was quite a fking day for me.Early in the morning,my face alr black le.Becos of somebody dun noe hw to w8 for me ~.~haiye! Lazy say her la,ask her y didnt she w8 for me,she also noe i gg to reach le dun noe hw to contact me>
Plus,she juz go w8 mrt without me ?

And i reach le? She dun noe say wad gugu thing,make me even more pek chek ~.~lazy say her. Juz kip quiet loh. Listen my ear piece. Fk up alot
Y always this kind of stupid things happening to me?
Make me always pek chek one.
Borad the MRT wif gab,YinSin and Jesslyn. Went to bugis,hlp thm fins job all those. Me and jesslyn really go eat pastamania!
Believe me YinSin! She kept dun believe me~.~ thn bused to jurongeast to find job.
Hlp Jesslyn find untill crazy.
Kip hlping her ask. Thn went JP agn as thrs no job for her. Hlp her find agn.
8o'clock went boonlay to find munfei and chinlong
My cute jesslyn kip point at the point car,shout thr thr police car :D bt,the police onli below us,i think they heard dao? Laughs. They cm up screen us. Went to 208 c munfei they all play soccer. Thn hsh (:

I really dun noe wats happening to me those few days. Is it me? Or is it their doing makes me pek chek.
Dk wat happen to her today also? kip atitude me?
Its kinda hurt for nt waiting for m. Wat if tt train really cms? She confirm went up 1st. Wad abt me? Stay at JP bird or alone go thr ?
Nbm,i tink its too over le ba?
I think ? Sometimes,I really cant blame mike to pek chek me.

Even though he pekchek me for veri close to her and thrs a reason for it.
I understand. Bt,i still insist to be as same wif her becos i tot tt she cn prove to him tt he is wrong. Bt? Today incident really cant let me prove anything. Instead,ppl will laugh.
sometimes,I know she wanted to say thxs or watever to me.Bt,She choose to post it on blog.Laughs.
I c her happy cn le (: becos,i really treat her as a meix. She is a gd as a meix. She is gd to me as well. But,today...i cant really explain. Thrs a reason bah. I trust her (:

Jesslyn,juz let u noe.I dun nid any repayment frm u. Juz be normalself will do.
I never expect anything frm u. I treat u as meix Tts y. Is nt i wan jio u or wad. U happy,i happy (:
Thxs for everything. Dun feel bad abt me sneding u hm n walk u bk hm.Bt,u muz feel bad abt me worried abt u getting hm safety gt hm thn waste my time worried abt ur safety. Haha,if u r a guy tt dotes a person veri much thn u will understand it veri well (:
Thrs nth to be feeling bad of. If beeyoke,i would do the same as well.
U r a truely gd friend. Juz rmb tt,i wun let u be alone derh(:

2010-11-15T04:33:00.004+08:00

i tired to post shorty....

SATURDAY:

went to jurong point meet mun fei and co.went to town area for yi ling advance birthday.walk walk.keep decide where to go,they didn't plan property in the first place~.~ me and jesslyn keep kpkb. like ah hai like that,keep stand at one corner decide~.~
nvm,they decide go bugis,then gigi they all don't know run to where liao.WTF?we at bugis street,they at iluma?
me,mun fei,chinglong and alot people waiting for them.more than 30min???fuck?? oh!yes!they finally came,we decide to go sheeshar:) then 5min,a big rain pours!!!!WTF? nothing we can do,so,we just walk.my biker jacket lend to jesslyn,because she having a fever~.~ guess what???i cold until snot feeling well~.~ nvm,who ask me to love her so much:)
reach over there,smoke.didnt smoke much too,don't like it alot thought.after that,went back to jurongpoint.accompany jesslyn to find beeyoke.chatted.slacked with mun fei and jesslyn.after that,send jesslyn home and guess what??she kp me for sending her home?what very ma fan??hello?is midnight already??~.~ she like not happy like that,but,i am happy to see her safe:) walking back home alone again~.~

SUNDAY:

tio bomb!!!!what go east coast?in the end,nobody go???hai me come out and early wake up???~.~
hahaha!!i at bus le,mun fei the called me.regret.find ching long at there.guess what???jesslyn feed me eat her ice cream,cute?but,the ice cream is full of her saliva!!!!bit by bit drop in my mouth!!!!then was like sticky sticky one with no favour.just like tap water!!!!EEEEK!!!i faster pull out that ice cream,almost vomit!!!!she still can laugh??!i didn't drink before people saliva before loh,not even my girlfriend.she must be lucky,she is the first one:)
hahaha!!!!nvm!!!we walking till half!!got one auntie step on jesslyn shoes,guess what??jesslyn shoes spoilted!!!joke of the day:D she also very cute de wor?? she go pick up her shoes,she at there kpkb say her shoes spoilt liao.then the auntie infront of her,faster walk away.thats my sis huhh.accompany go buy her shoes.was like asking her,why she don't want ask me find that auntie to ask her for money at the first place?? hai her no money eat~.~
at jurongpoint bird.something about yinsin and gabriel things,i shouldn't say out here.but,its quite funny just now:) wish them luck bah:)was kinda bu xi guan to see yinsin not with gabriel??
hope for the best bah:) buy fishball for yinsin as she no money eat.and then!!!!my turn no money eat after that:D she owe me one:)
was kinda attidute at night,because i was very tired.sleep 3hours only??abit of thing jiu pek chek le~.~ sorry if i attidute some of you.
alright,was quite early go home.jesslyn kp me again,say what haven't reach 10 don't need send her home.i say ok,but,i keep bu xi guan loh.see her go home herself.i never watched her go home herself before:(
reached home and comma awhile.
should i go court tommorrow?
mike asked me not to go because got CID catching us,dangerous.but,i just want to see them the last time~.~ i feel like going,i really feel like going there..... but,i don't know how to answer to mike.... i don't care whoever gonna catch me,i just want go.i will really miss them alot.....what should i do?mun fei and ching long will be disappointed if i not going...but,order are order.....lets just see about that tomorrow bah.

TRUST

2010-11-11T02:42:00.004+08:00

'trust is easy to fall,but,hard to build back.'
i am a guy that is not easy to trust someone,i trust someone means i really treat him or her important to me.forget it.
today,i let someone disappointed too.sorry~ but,someone let me disappointed as well.say out but never say out the full story. is it good for you and me? its teaches me something,we can't really trust people and i must think before i acted.its true the words that i say,is too much.but,did i mean anything?i didn't even want to care about who with who,because my heart only have 1person that i like.hard to change?
today,i learn that human is very scary.i am in the wrong,yeah.i wrong that i should't say such thing at behide and i am wrong for trusting you as well.i told them not to spread beacause i don't want make him no face.here say,here sua.i am not the only one who say that.i didn't say the full story because i still treat u as a friend of mine.a important one.nvm,blame me for being not thinking when i was doing something.
u don't know how much this trust will it build again...
sorry for disappointing u bro.i know my mistake,i shouldn't do such a thing....

nah:) went to jurongpoint and police come screen us?wtf??!take my photo as well,my photo like ah hai like that,ask me stand striaght like prisoner loh.hope jurongpoint don't have any trouble.if not,i will be the first who went inside.waited for mun fei thats why i kana that~.~ nvm,i was so pek chek because i wanted to sleep.i got a little attidute bah i think?
mun fei at night then come loh,went to watch movie with them.what exorcise one?wtf?i at there sleep sia?camera keep moving round and round.very dizzy too~.~
i wanted to vomit loh,very xi gu loh.then we slacked awhile then send jesslyn home as it was very late already:) yaya~ my excuse always say very late cannot go home alone.Laughs,the truth is sometime not late at all i also send :p yeah,worried that she be alone bah:D must be touched ok??

reached home,thinking about lots of things.i watched my mouth from now on:) won't say wrong things anymore le.i hope:)

u heard that??trust is always an excuse.stupid then is true.nvm,i will still keep secret for you if you tell me your secret,because you trusted me,i don't want to do bastard when u trusted me and i go distrust your trust.you still have alot secret with me,but,i still choose not to say out.u still my good friend,i still treat u as one:)i said before,it doesn't matter what u done,u still my good friend and it will never change. thats all.,i now know that only brothers can be trusted.but,i still have some sisters that i always share my feeling with.right?u know who i talking hor??:) my two real sister and a girl that love gold colour hair so much:)

CONFIDENT:)

2010-11-08T04:37:00.004+08:00

yeah:) long time never post.tell u my everyday life ok?:)

WORKING DAY:(although i always pon work:D )
morning wake up,work work work.keep wondering this,wondering that.
afternoon,end work went to jurongpoint find chinglong:)
night,send jesslyn home and walked back home:) (if she not around,then go home straight away.)i am a good guy:) anyway,promise mun fei i will do that as well,take it as an excuses for me bah:)

alright,not everybody i treat them so good one hor~.~ i should change.if not,always depend on me one~.~ i only treat those good who know what is call independent.

FREE DAY:
morning wake up,think of who to call.but,always is gabriel,yinsin,jesslyn,chinglong and mun fei one loh.meet either one of them at their favourite place.JURONGPOINT:)
afternoon,slack at arcade.doing nothing,relax myself.chat with brothers and sisters bah.
at night,standard.send jesslyn home ~.~ walked back home.(i close my eye,i also know how to go her house le nor.don't know send her home how many times le,countless.she comfirm love me very much one got anot:) always got a prince send her home,scare she kana rap.i be a hero!!!:) laughs.)
if i never go out,that means.i at home playing PS2!!!!:)

alright,what i doing on saturday and sunday.

SAT:
went to jurongpoint to meet jesslyn.accompany jesslyn to go mun fei house wake him up.laughs.video will do the talking:) there,my jesslyn and yi ling cute hor?i call them the two devils:)

in the end,after 1hour plus.they gave up and went to jp again.eat mac instead of steamboat:) went to bugis with,garrison,wen feng,beeyoke,jesslyn and yi ling.
beeyoke and jesslyn keep helped me to find my biker jacket:)
then went iluma played awhile.blahblahblah,went to sheeshar.delay a long time,because of rainning.
send jesslyn home at 11.mrt~.~ she doesn't wants to use my money for taxi.damn tired..take mrt,take bus to her house,then take bus to my house.its takes about 1 then reaches my house.
afterthat,i found out something..beeyoke first go home,last to reach home:D she and dessmond wait cab for 1hour plus :D what a funny joke:)

SUN:
went to find ah mike at chinatown with yinsin and gabriel.
three of us was waiting 9 for his work to finish.bird at there,chatted.
something happen as well,very funny!!!ask me personal bah.i lazy write so long :p
cab to mike house downstair eat and off we go home:)

i have confident in my doing.yeah:) this better be work,i think so long.why i never think of that at first?wtf?
alright,i have learned.even,if i have a steady.my brothers will also be first.i won't wei le her ps anybody anymore.even that,jesslyn or whatever close girls friend that i have,will still remain the same. a good friends of me,is always a good friends of me:) it won't change.unless,something cb happen:) but,i trust them:)

thats right,doing things must be confident,thats right:)

FINALLY!!!!

2010-10-31T16:12:00.002+08:00

28th:
jesslyn lau hwee min bomb me for dying hair and going town~.~ hahaha!she sucks!i wear so nice,get a off day.in the end,slacked at jurongpoint.Laughs!alright,i understand la,don't need keep try to explain to me:)
can't remember what i do,went to mun fei house with her.she keep want jiawei don't want me:(sadded!!mun fei lend me ps2 games:) love die him!!:) i was telling him,i comfirm everyday play one. watch ghost show,when i wanted to go out pee,jesslyn don't let me go toilet!!!she scare ghost!she wanted to cry like that:D cute hor??was asking her 5 to 6 times.

me:can i go toilet now?
jesslyn:don't want i am scare:(

me:can i go toilet?i very urgent already:(
jesslyn:don't want.i don't want to be alone:(

me:ok,go out together,wait for me at outside the toilet?
jesslyn:don't want:(

me:*moving to her side to play computer,the bed moves,she open her eyes and faster glap me?she say,DON"T GO!!!:(

WTF?i being traped at there loh.heng,i am not that kind of guys.if not,u cmf die at my hand:) mun fei was home and i was safe!!!!:) send her home with cab and walked back home:) how sweet am i:)

29th:
went to become jesslyn biao ge:) at parent meeting.was meeting mun fei at jurongpoint.we headed to her school.meet up with jesslyn and went inside.the guard totally don't believe we two are her cousin.go in beat people then got:) we wear until so......don't know how to say.who will believe??
went to look for her teacher,her teacher also didn't believe.3min we can go already:D
bused back to jp,we was saying that,i am her biao ge.mun fei her father,chinglong her grandfather.:D
lunch at mac,jesslyn gan ma keep nag at us.say what jp got alot gangster,blahblah~~~ what qask us be carefull.
me and mun fei smiled. she doesn't know the jp gangster is one of us:)
acompany jesslyn at outside,she was wearing uniform.where the rest all went inside starfactory~~ jesslyn went home,and slacked with chinglong,mun fei,jade and her friends.
bused home to wait for jesslyn to come my houswe there,went to dye our hair.and jesslyn looked like ailibaba:D
bused to jp again and yeah.got taiji,me and gabriel run to find mun fei they all.will not say much about this topic,because its suck!!!!for that,i didn't even have time to celebrate jade birthday.WTF?sorry babo~.~
damn dulan!!!after that,went to fetch jesslyn again.slacked and send her home.walked back home:)

30TH:
BABO HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!~~~
yeah,we know each other for 1 year plus le.yeah?sorry for keep attidute u or whatever!i am the first one who send happy birthday to u,sweet hor?:)i was having a countdown that time.actually,i got alot things to tell u.sorry for not celebrating with u as well,because suddenly got taiji one.BROTHER COME FIRST.i will not just see only.we meet up soon alright,i still have present for you that maybe u will like it??erm,,oh well..happy birthday!!!thanks for everything!:)

accompany beeyoke to dye hair with jesslyn.we two was laughing her.saying her maria:Djesslyn say jesus mother is maria??wtf??hahas,is mary alright??:D cute:)
after that,went to jp.lunch at there.jesslyn was giving me her love porriage:)she scare i hungry and xi sheng herself to give me eat her leftover:) laughs!i told her that was the best porriage in the world.because there is her saliva and her love inside:Dthey keep laughing when i say that:D
i am a very lucky boy to have tasted jesslyn saliva:)
they went to sentosa and yes!!!slacked at jp waiting them to come back.went vhinglong house to drink with jordan,gabriel and co.went to look for them at 1 o'clock!went to lim chu kang graveyard and walked around!
we keep joked and the girls was very scare:D keep playing at there.after that,headed back boonlay.actually,alot people got saw those thing.we 14 people go in,1/4 never see anything and hear anything.one of them is me:)but,abit dizzy went we go in.
slacked and send jesslyn home again!!!!i think i close 1eye,i already know how to walk back home already.walked back to boonlay and everyone was waiting for me at there.40min,i came back.
mun fei say i am a good guy:)fetching celia,and off back home.heng,i didn't saw those things:)

2010-10-28T02:09:00.003+08:00

can't get to sleep!!!well,dying hair with jesslyn later on.what colour should i dye?gold or red?still thinking about it:( having my off day because of dying!haha!i kept my promise huhh!i don't like people who doesn't keep promises.
well,must have a good rest because jesslyn should be thinking of me right now,and wake me up in the afternoon for dying hair:)I CANNOT OVERSLEPT!!!!!she will kill me if i do:(
RED or GOLD???haiish!!!

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING

2010-10-24T22:21:00.006+08:00

YESTERDAY:
yeaterday meet up with chinglong with my two sisters.slacked at jurongpoint.waiting for everybody to come,and went to suntec city:) at mrt,got one crazy guy keep crying.we laughed.
reached,went to arcade and played DDR:) first time played,its not bad at all:)
catch bear bear for my sister and jesslyn:) can't catch cookies monster for jesslyn..she seem very disappointed.i kept change coins to catch that things,she keep kp me.saying that i always got money jiu anyhow spend.hahas,hey.not everybody i will do that for them alright?
went to FOUNTAIN OF WEALTH,its so beautiful....too bad,i doesn't have 'HER'. yeah,sure is touching.chinglong and mun fei write to us touching things.hahas,yeah..its true that i have never been regrated to have u all as brothers and sisters.u will always be in my heart yeah.:)
i write something for them as well:) i write to jesslyn as well!!!!:D

to: jesslyn lau hwee min
from:samuel
I LOVE YOU 4EVER!MUACKSS!:)

i love you,hahas.as sister la:) everybody expression like WOW!!!and CLAP!!:)my face blush blush:) nvm,only for fun :D she keep kpkb at there,laughs.
well,eating mac.mun fei keep make funny faces.like clown got anot:) at the glass beside us keep do those faces.we kept laughing...omg!its like clown bodoh.shared mac with jesslyn.she kept don't want eat,want to save money.WTF??
otw to mrt,we kept playing.beating each other butts:) we very open minded hor??:) jesslyn butt very HARD one:D!!!!laughs,she scare me beat her butt,but,when will i go touch her butt??do i look like this kind of guy?my sister and her keep beat one another butt,wtf??
they kept complain me what,samuel!!!your baby beat my butt!!! then another one,samuel!!!!your sister beat my butt!!!! ???trying to separate them,then in the end.they beating again???i help my baby,amelia say me.i help amelia,my baby say me??
my baby ask me want her or want amelia....WAH??! in the end,i choose my baby:)because amelia beat me hard hard.
trained to boonlay,was accompany someone to find someone:) audition with amelia,but,jesslyn helped me play.was quite bored ma.then all HSH home.

well baby,lets all find our soulmate:)

5days!!!

2010-10-22T23:54:00.003+08:00

tiring~.~ seriously,she doesnt fucking understand what i trying to say...................i understand u and trusted your every words.........result = dissapointment.......u always hide at the shadow,what do u really afraid of??u don't even know what wrong u made.u don't even know why i am angry,u just seriously want to hide???your promises,i trusted..but,u treat it nothing at all!!!!if i really doesn't fucking understand u,why do i still keep that thing for you?
if i don't understand you,the thing will be thrown by 2 days ago.why still keep it for 2weeks??for you!i don't want anything,but,wanted to talk things out.isit so hard?~.~

those 5days i really did alot of things......
MONDAY:
work factory with gabriel and yinsin.packing:)8:30 to 17:30.after work,i rush to jurongpoint to find mun fei and co.wanted to watch movie,something happen and i rush to boonlay to collect something.THAT STUPID JESSLYN didnt help me buy movie ticket!!!all went me,alemak!!how forgetful this girl is.chinglong,charmanie and wen feng accomapny me to wait mun fei they all come out
after that,all went to boonlay,that stupid jesslyn waste my 1.20cent!!i buy lemon tea for her,she didn't drink it.she PS me and ownself go home never tell me.what a good sister you are:)
TUESDAY:
overslept.didn't work on that day,rush to westwood sec to pick jesslyn up:) was waiting 1.30hours.scare i late,plus.I HEARD WRONGLY.is 1.30pm,not 1 pm:(
i 12 reached and waited till 1.30:(she sure very happy when she see dao me,i guess she love me alot??:D asked that lau chi bye to bring me eat beside her school.she don't want,she say she scare teacher misunderstood.not misunderstood hor,i am your boyfriend on that day:) she still say want bring me go gek poh??go there is fight,not eat la dey:)send my cute little sister home and she loved me alot. went to kbox after that with amelia,jordan,jade and her 2friends.sang alot korea songs.jesslyn bomb me.say want come out:( she didn't!!!!my feeling was bluffed!!my mind was in total darkness,omg!!!:p
headed to gan ma house after that,and help gab send yinsin home.HSH next:)

WEDNESDAY:
work with gabriel,yinsin and ivan.ivan was being separate with us.ke lian wor~~~A fat auntie keep following us:D we walk where,she follow where.we stop,she stop:D i think she in love with me got anot?:)
after work,went boonlay to find chinglong and co.bused to songkah.nth much to say.finish headed back home:)

THURSDAY:
work with gabriel,yinsin,ivan,garrison and wen feng.hahas,too many ah beng in the factory bodoh.yinsin go kop 1tic tac.that china guy found out that 1 is missing,he keep find and keep kp us.keep kana scolded loh~.~
after work,went to find chinglong they all at jurongpoint.eat eat eat....chatted with beeyoke about secret:)we sure damn bastard loh....hahaha!!!keep play with her.amelia came look for me,chatted at kopitam with amelia and jordan.hsh NEXT:)

FRIDAY:'
went to jurongpoint.that fucker ivan keep temp me to pon work!!!!yeah,alright.was being temp and his plan works..stay around jurongpoint and we was playing the whole day,while garrsion and wen feng was working alone.went to taman to fetch ivan's baby.
headed jurongpoint to find chinglong and co.was accomapny jesslyn all the way.very sian loh.both of us chatted at mac,talked secret hor bi?:) i will keep quiet,thanks for trusting me:)
went up arcade,slacked and send her home!!!next HSH:)

yeah,jesslyn and beeyoke always talked with me.:) thats why i love them so much???hahas,joke!:) talked alot secret hor??:) thanks for trusting me and you all know me well as well:) thats why i always treat u all as my sisters bah:) hehes,i will always helped u all de:) don't worry,i will never help those people that keep backstab u all de kay?trust me:) LOVED!:)

FUN DAY:)

2010-10-17T14:24:00.008+08:00

those past few days,its been really tiring and fun:)
FRIDAY:
went to jurongpoint,meet my brothers and sisters.was celebrating calvin early birthday at colour court.BBQ!!:) mun fei treat us like small kids,haha,pushed the trolley with me and jesslyn.went down hill and we both had a great fall!!!!everyone was laughing,WTH.sibei ps!!!she sat on my leg!!!so pain:(

EATEATEAT,steven and yingyu came,as well as mike.something really ugly things going on...
went to boonlay with jesslyn,mike,wen feng,garrsion,fireboy and co.played audi with jesslyn :)lose to her :p everyone saw us playing,they joined in as well.play until like crazy loh:)keep stress jesslyn don't lose,she keep scream.hahahas,played 2hours plus.
sent jesslyn home and walked back home.1hour then reach~.~i walk the wrong way:D

SATURDAY:
went to jurongpoint again,same group of us.jesslyn came look for us,but i know she is say only.cause she only want to see me:)me,beeyoke and jesslyn was playing condom at there:D they teach bad me:( i am so innocent!!!!
pulled jesslyn to accompany me eat mac with ching long they all.hahas,me and beeyoke snatch her:D keep pullllllllll!!!!! she lose to me:)shared with her. letting her eat alot,keep forcing her eat.cause she say want on diet???fuck her,so small size still want learn people to lose fat~.~
after we finish,me was telling ching long.

ME:hey!!!hahahas,i buy until 7dollar,i eat only 1MCnugget.so sweet hor me:) quite hungry now,i later go songkah eat:)
CHINGLONG:WHAT!!!!later songkah nothing to eat one!!!!!
ME:*SHOCK*HAR???!WTF???!!! how??!!no money le???i give all the MCnugget to my baby le,i scare she hungry,now become i will hungry:( HOW HOW!!!hungry!!
JESSLYN:*laughing*
CHINGLONG&CHARMANIE:HAHAHAHAS!!~~
CHARMANIE:EAT YOUR BABY LAH:D
ME:WTF??i want eat jesslyn liao lah!!~

i ate her hand:)chey!!no lah..
beeyoke pulled her to accompany her to shop,when we was walking going to boonlay.she called me say i ps her???WHAT???!
hahas,songkah cannot have any girls,so we went first.
at there,do nothing.sit at there talking to steven.yingyu keep any how walk,liu lang zhi:)chinglong bluff me,what nothing to eat.got bodoh?eat until very suang loh:)
then went home with my two ginna,rush to boonlay to find my baby:) she say i ps her,i was playing KOF with my ginna hello??:) playing vibrator,alex say he want to buy tomorrow for sharron:) bian tai loh!!!:) chatted with jesslyn for 1 to 2 hours loh,as everyone was doing thier own things and went back home.only us:(
accompany her till 2.30 sweet anot??:)she don't dare me to accompany her to toilet,cause when she asked me,i give her a tiko face:D hey!!i am not a tiko bek~.~
sending her home,30 min to her home.30 min to my home.walking 1hour loh!!she keep want take cab,i keep stop her:) i love bibi:p CHEY!!! she gotta be touched and love me alot when she see this:)nah!!!everybody though we are steady,but,sorry nope!!!maybe next time:D i still treat her as my cute sister hor!!sister heart heart:)
thanks anyway for accompany me,talked with me and play with me:)sure,someone doesn't like me being so close with you,i can't help it yeah??sorry,everytime late late le i have to sent you home.will worried ma!!!later bangladash touch u how?? u say want marry me after 30years ley!!! see u safety get home then i happy ma:)mun fei will also say the same things,hor??:)

played audi will think of you:(
what should i do??
thinking of the past playing together.
but....now??
i am nothing to you.
i could only play with my sister.
not the same feeling....

SISTER!!!now you know what happen to me the last time hor??is not i bastard,thanks for listening to me:)

too tiongxim got what use??
will be easily hurt by girls.....
don't be too tiongxim bah!i hate to say that....

MAN POWER:)

2010-10-14T11:59:00.002+08:00

today alot things to say,should i say today keep tio bomb???
songkah was last min cancel,i have to call all the people to tell them that is cancel~.~
still,accompany ching long all the way,went to pioneer sec with mun fei to fetch pei ling home.early in the morning,very hot got anot?went back to jp,mun fei say he want go home with pei ling le???~.~ left me and ching long at jp,WAH!!! we went to look for gabriel and yinsin.soon,everybody joined in as the time goes.
amelia,jade and their friend came look for us..talked and off they go!!
waiting for my 'BABY' to come and talked something with her, sharron and beeyoke.sure damn funny!!!! SILLY,I LOVE U,SILLY I MISS U!!!hahas,beeyoke.your secret is out:) sharron,jesslyn and me acted until very funny loh.what i love u,u love me!!hair stand sia:Dgot alot taiji at jp got anot?one day,3 taiji for me to do~.~ hai i no time pei my baby and co.~.~ went to boonlay,as there is something on......
otw to there,they called us say don't need people liao??wtf??played at boonlay.
JESSLYN BANG THE STAIRCASE WALL!!!!!!hahaha!!!!!!!joke of the day:D she played her game until too addicted le:D
hahaha!!!today all man power have a FULL ATTENDANT !!!not bad not bad:)sharron and i created a evil idea!!!'BASKETBALL' hahaha!!!bad siok!!!
everyone went home,left me,jesslyn,sharron,alex,garrison and wen feng....slacked and chat with uncle.after that,send jesslyn home.CAB:) and walked home!!!! touched hor??:) i walked halfway,walked pass jurong point,i found 1dollar coin at the floor,i pick it up and walked in to jurong point interchange and take bus:)GOD BLESS ME!!!:)HSH!!!

HAIISH!!!!

2010-10-14T02:12:00.003+08:00

up to now,i still haven't even sleep.i think so much thing.......
YESTERDAY:
jesslyn didn't come out,missed the show already her....got 3global warming,she doesn't believe me..so sua loh:( she thought i want lure her come out only,nvm.. she tired bah... slacked around jp with my brothers:),nothing much to do.ate a big lollipop??hahaha!!!many people see me ate that big lollipop,all don't dare stand close to me.alot of my saliva:) played jubeat,was waiting for jesslyn to come play with me,but,oh well...i know she today will never come out,so i played alone loh:) gay with mun fei :p .alright!!!hsh after that....early,9.45 reached home...very early leh...

REALLY really,thinking about giving up.....but,i really love her very much:( what should i do ley??can't forget her as well.who tell her to be my first love?who tell her to be so cute :p
nvm,pending case bah:)
i think i should stop playing those baby thing already bah:) she will kill me derh,plus,everyone misunderstood..pro me,acted until very real.she just my cute sister hor jesslyn??:)

yeah,its really happy to hang out with all the brothers and sisters got anot:) its make me calm down.
gabriel,yinsin,jesslyn,beeyoke,sharron,jordan and co..make me smile when i am stressed....and finally,let me disiao u all everytime :D its really fun to go out with u all..

jesslyn:u are that bad girl that keep playing people one!!!hahahas!!!its fun to watch global warming with u,and talk about the funny secret u everytime shared with me:) LOVES:)

beeyoke:thanks for trusting me.i know i am a good guy that won't play people feeling,don't keep praise me la:) thanks for sharing something with me also.share more share more!!!:) LOVES:) Thanks!

jordan:kbkp!!always asked me wheres my sister!!!at heaven la dey!!!hahas,thanks for always talked to me as well.i know u very tiongxim la,i i want grap jesslyn that time,u keep stopped me,say i got babo!!!that one is bo bian la!!!that time she almost get car accident and she didn't go look at the our background what.she keep wants to hit dao people~.~ what!!!AMELIA must think of accepting him hor:) and i treated u as my brother too:)LOVES:)

aiya!!hahaha!!!the rest of you,nth much to say la.thanks for playing with me:D accompany me as well!

TODAY MY NEW BABY:)

2010-10-13T01:30:00.001+08:00

today went t jp as usual,went over there to see global warming:) bad jesslyn got anot? mun fei acted as ching long,i called ching long,mun fei go pick the phone and tallked to me..haha,i know his voice la:) plan failed huhh u:)
jesslyn is my BABY:) so happy!!!:D *joking* wanting to lure something out,thats why:) plan never failed:) "he" show out his true face.its all beeyoke and my good plan.i like it alot.its fun!!!:D acted until so real,everyone really thought we,----- already.but,sorry nope!!.. I LOVE BABY:) (she gotta kill me when she see this :p)
4 man power loh. alemak!!! Friday and saturday,promise her to see more global warming,man power and green house effect :D bad bodoh,we keep play people... at night send my *BABY* home then went to find gabriel and HPY:) slacked............. bused home,nth much to say.HSH:)

' i used all my heart.wanting to give u something,i really hope u will accept it:( blame me for keep thinking u the first.... i say before le,i tell everyone as well before,u are the one that i think of first over all my friends..not jesslyn,beeyoke,yinsin or whatever....... i know i am very close with them,but,sorry...YOU ARE THE ONE.whether u liike it anot,my mind still won't change,my heart is still in you.everytime i wake up,the first message is u.then i start to call my friends..u didn't notice it,now u know.....'

GLOBAL WARMING!!!

2010-10-12T13:24:00.002+08:00

its really global warming for those guys.that always global warming guy said to my friend.i snatch his girl away:D hahaha!!!
firstly,she is my cute sister:) second,i don't like her:) lastly,from the last time we know each other.we already very close already:)
so,i didn't snatch and i got someone who i really love....don't worry man.
u said that,i always snatch her away and i am very close to her..of cause:) stop having such a thinking that i snatching.we didn't did anything...almost:D

2010-10-10T04:34:00.004+08:00

yeasterday:
celebrating ryan birthday!!!first to orcard then to bugis.sheesha:) with amelia,celia,garrsion and co.
after that went to boonlay,i swear that atmosphere is damm funny!!!got two enemy fighting for one xiao mei mei got anot:D show off their man power at pool.
me and jesslyn kept on laughing.she taugh me is global warming.and i add on,green house effect.
they sure are angry when playing pool.......hahaha!!!bad sio,we kept laughing...jeaously:) what they hot until melt away all boonlay.lols...
we sure have alot of secret hor :) still have the 7 eleven thing,but,i promise her i won't say.haha!!!u better don't offend me hor.i know too much of your secret liao:)sorry,didn't meant to hurt your finger that day:(

BABO IS A PIG!!!!:D
she laugh at my spelling!!!bad siok:(

POOH BEAR DAY:)

2010-10-06T23:59:00.002+08:00

went to jp meet co.catching pooh bear:)almost everyone was hugging one..startfactory sure is going to close down because of chinglong evil plan...wanted to catch all pooh bear.
at outside,1pooh cost 40 to 50dollars!! but,we........1 to 5 dollars catch one pooh:) that auntie sure doesnt want him play and beg him bodoh:D
catch about 10 something pooh....
intend to give babo:) only some people know about this........alright,went boonlay with mike,yinsin and gab.
hsh afterthat....

WHATS IS FEELING?always asking myself this question..our brain,heart or what make us have a feeling with people.i don't know the ans until now..i really wanted to be the me,with no feeling with girls like last time.only family and friends,i like to be with...but now,i like to be with her also...things was pretty bad when i leave her....i drunk myself and i finally know the important to me.she was very very important to me,yeah!she was...notice it when,i cried for her,felt worried for her when she not around,didn't eat much when she was not around,not smiling like i use to be,didn't have the warm after that,changed alot and made me even worst...every min every sec,i think of you.my heart is very pain!!! should i give up or not?but,my style were to never give up:) still,i will live on first...
guys drip tears for girls sure very xiasuey!but,i wanted every reader to see that,u are worth for me to drip my tears. i love you very much,you are everything to me...i can't lose you as my friend or what,i really can't!
i hope that you are living well...live happy ok babo??sorry for always attidute you and being too overprotective.hahas!blame my dad for being too overprotective and having attidute,because he too also have!he pass on to me derh:D thanks for your everything:)

HAHAS!!

2010-10-06T03:25:00.007+08:00

YESTERDAY:

alright!was having my lunch with amelia:) afterthat,went to jurongpoint,meet up with jordan,chinglong,beeyoke,jesslyn and co. alot people actually:) gigi treat me play jubeat!!!something happen as well,tried to help them both.... hope they are fine,can't afford to lose any sisters already.
amelia,jade,rachel came look for me afterthat..they bough me a present.its a surprize:) tml or whatever i will know it bah..
send beeyoke home with garrison,jesslyn and zhi zhen. went to jp again and talked awhile,went to 679 to accompany gabriel for dinner with yinsin and jesslyn.was talking about something.its a secret:) send jesslyn home and went to boonlay to find toothless and mike.
while on the bus,something really funny happen,i was having a complain on a phone:D aiya!i try to help u la:D jitao laugh until so loud,all the passenger looked at me:D its so funny!!!
reached boonlay,talked and went clubbing.......hsh afterthat..

''haha,.20cents(this way,people dont know who you are).well...i tried my best to help u,i am a good brother huhh:) if u don't like it,i will think of a way to help u.the most use me as a sacrifice,it won't matter anyway:) because you are my close sister,trust me..everything will be fine,i will know what to do.CHEERS:) don't go out with moodless heart,just keep smiling and think positive..everytime you are down,i will be there,just let me know.hahahas!!!very sweet hor??i trusted u,thats why i told everything to u. alright,thanks for the accompany just now.only you know who i talking to,i gave you a 20cents when we first know each other.remember?yeah,is you:) ''

oh my god!!i found out that,i always anyhow send people home:D what happen to me:D jade,beeyoke,jesslyn,yi ling and sometime other people as well..WTF??maybe she is correct,i am too overprotecting towards my friends...sometime,really scare that,things will happen to them when they late go home....this attidute must change!!!maybe is because i like to think too much??
when my brothers or sisters are sad,i don't know why....sometime its pain me. its really pain me to see them moodless or cried sometime...when its does happen,my mind always tells me'cheer him/her up,make him/her happy!!" always did as my mind tells me so.was happy after the effect sometimes..
from now on,my attidute must change.i will not be too overprotective!!! i am a guy,who hates people that hurts my brothers and sisters.........

NEVER FAILED

2010-10-05T00:40:00.002+08:00

to me,there is nothing called a failure.if something goes wrong,don't give up.just keep trying until the very end:) those words is always in my mind and hearts.failed?try again:) until one day,i really have it.
always know a word,tiongxim. thats the word in my heart and made me being single for almost 1year!!! yeah!i seriously,loved somebody and that somebody doesn't feels a thing for u is a nightmare!! its hurt sometimes......
those days,i have been hurted so badly,disappointment and headaches....but,i never back it up..my brothers and sisters who keep supporting me and never let me fall on my own. i got them,i got the courage to be alive again.
'when u fail,u are not a failure.only when you fail yourself and give up on it' i still remember what my brothers said hor:)
i will try my best,to let the whole world see that,i really love her.I AM NOT A FAILURE!I WILL NEVER GIVE UP:) thanks brother:) from now on,i will be happy and start all over again,with u all:)
u all never failed to be with me everytime....:)

BBQ celebration with brothers and sisters:)

2010-10-02T04:38:00.004+08:00

another celebration for me:) my birthday:) two times a years,because i have such a good brothers and sisters to attend with their hearts. i never expect that there are 30 over people,going 40 people who attend this celebration:) thanks brothers and sisters:)
jordan giving me a t-shirt.hahas.30dolaars bodoh!!!thanks,i love you:)
the whole day was texting with babo:) miss her!!!quite sad that she can't attend:( but,nvm.i understand:) i at celebrating until half,she suddenly texted me.'lee kuan lew wife die?' ,when i saw this i laugh until???i told gabriel and all.they laugh like mad??hello,i celebrating until half,u dare to tell me people die?? alemak!!
mike,ah xin,alen and ming hua,given me red packet..all total 100 plus!!!! all red and blue notes!!!
was quite happy that,its not about money.is about their heart they gave.......
when i called them,they never failed to come and celebrate with me..
thanks celia for the helping me organise this bbq:) its was fun and warm hearted.its totally like one family.they giving me alot surprizes.
thanks,mun fei,ah mike,ah xin,alen,ming hua,ching long,ms,gabriel,yinsin,garrsion,ebel,jordan,rachel,fireboy,gigi,tianci,monkey,jesslyn,sharron,beeyoke,jeremy,alex,wei jun,jingying,clarrsia,evan,ryan,wayne,ken,wen hui,yi ling,jonna,wei bin,emio,his gf?,yingyu,zhi zhen,zhi xiang,and ebel 3 friends,..not to forget,amelia and celia:) still some,but,mermory not good:)
at housedown stair shout here shout there,police came.we all run:) because of the rubbish we made,power!!!all around!!!:)HSH after that:)
my real brothers and sisters:)

babo,hope that i won't kana catch and i will come your birthday alright?:) i promise u that it will be very fun:)
i can't save my any of the pic,just to be caution:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME:)

2010-10-02T02:08:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY:

WAH!!!so touched:) thanks everyone for the celebrating:)

BABO was the first one who wished me.thanks:) i didn't expect that you will be the first one.i am really very glad that u have heart and talked me about your feeling towards me.hahas,yeah.its true that you are sometime being too...erm,childish??haha!!!but,nvm:) everyone have their bad point.even me,i overprotecting you.haha,thanks really alot:) BABO will always be here for you:) cute right??this is u teach me derh.i will never forget it:)loves:)

YINSIN was the second one,thanks alot:)HPY:) actually,i was expecting u to be the first who wished me loh.but,nvm:) 1min only bodoh....i still happy that u know my birthday:)loves:)

follow by RACHEL,hahas.really glad that you told me all of that.all who hang wth me is very important to me:)i also hope someday..that day will really come:)loves:)

my POOH BEAR was next:) hahas,although i didn't meet u already,u still remember my birthday well:)thanks pooh:)loves:)

after that was mabellyn meix:) thanks meix,u are the one who always give out suggestion to me,its always works at times:)glad you know my birthday:)loves:)

of cause,next is my good ginna.yingyu.:) thanks as well.never expected u know my birthday:)

jaslin and shu hui:) hahas!!!thanks all of you:) although u all wake me up by texting me.i still want to thanks you all.its been really long since we last contact:)

wuqun and leting:) thanks:) really glad u all still remember as well:) meet up soon alright?miss u two very much:)loves:)

Ziqi,wei pyng,berlyn meix:) although we never contact already.u all still remember me:) thanks:)loves:)

andy and antonio, thanks as well:) i don't really know u two much:)but,thanks:)

yi ling:) hey yin yang bu liang:) get well soon k??dont feel bad for not coming my birthday,rest well:) thanks:)loves:)

evan,wei jun and jingying:)thanks too:)

well,start today story:) went boonlay sec to pick jade up:)along with amelia and jordan:) after that,me and jordan went to look for chinglong.that fucking jordan bring me to eat tori-Q??eat until $7.30??!!!wtf???jitao broke bodoh!
rachel,calvin and alot people joined us.
they want secretly buy me a cake,but,i heard it:) too bad:) rachel and tian ci bought me a chicken keychain??quite cute.thanks:) they bough me cake as well:)so touch got anot??decorate the cake.they wrote,HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMUEL.ok,thats is fine.but,they added... 21PHT.then put that logo in??WAH!!!then still put 21PHT BOONLAYPASA on the side of the cake???!! sabo sia them?? they still put one JADE on that cake??
after that,we went to tianci house and celevrate.they going to celebrate already.but,its goes to my idea:) spam call sharron,jesslyn and beeyoke to come too:) how can i celebrate without them:) wake them up bodoh!!!they rush over to his house.so touched:)
waited 2 hours:( of cause....... gabriel,yinsin,ms,garrison,wen feng,jordan came as well...hahas!!how can i celebrate without them too:)
mun fei came too:) thanks:)
they sang birthday song for me,touched my heart!! cut cake and anyhow fly cake!!!all use cake hit me sia,bad!!!!then use flour,throw at me???!!!use spite spilit over me??? luckly,i still can play them as well.chase here chase there,throw here throw there,here shout there shout.ahmike came:)police came as well.screen us.i walk away cause of something....
headed to boonlay,mike treated me eat and drink:)slacked awhile and hsh with ms:)

THANKS tianci,rachel,yinsin,gabriel,chinglong,gigi,jordan,sharron,beeyoke,jesslyn,ahmike,mun fei,wen feng,garrsion,monkey,zhi xiang,zhi zhen....
for celebrating my birthday!!with u all,its really enjoyable!!its very fun,so touch and happy:)

BABO!!!don't feel bad alright??although u are the person that i most wanted to see you there celebrating with me.thats alright,i understand:) work hard ok??

JESSLYN!!!i saw your blog:) hahas!!so touched!!never think that i am the guy that you can rely the MOST!!!i sure do enjoy my birthday,because of u all:) thanks too that i always wanted people to accompany,you are the one who will accompany first:) and,try to LOVE me more rather than HATE me more:) i treated u as my sister.hope u treat me as your brother as well:) thanks:) be sure to come to look for me when you are down:)

AMELIA!!!haha!!didnt know u love me so much:) shy la dey!!!next year i let u celebrate just like last last year:)

well!!i sure enjoy this year!!!thanks celia for buying and planing the food for tomorrow bbq for me:) hahaha!!!

2010-09-30T02:05:00.002+08:00

went to jurongpoint to look for chinglong,jorad,rachel,ebel and co.slack at there with alot friends.something happen at there.haha,quite fun:) thanks tianci and jeremy:) quite touching when they tired to save me..
we went to the green block slack,thanks for the care you guy given to me:) now i know who is my real brother and sister already.went to library and eat:) acoompany tian ci to send his ---- to home,along with monkey and calvin. went to tianci house for a slack and garrison,xiaoping and eric came to look for us as well.
HSH with garrison:)

''pray that i won't get into any trouble.i still need to take care some things. yeah:) love my brothers and sisters.thanks everyone:)''

WHAT WRONG WITH ME

2010-09-28T04:06:00.002+08:00

today,went to jurongpoint again...my daily life.boonlay and jurongpoint.diao?went to find chinglong,yingyu,amelia,rachel and co.....
after playing,chinglong,zhi xiang and sharron went to mun fei house.after waited for gabriel and yinsin,we went to mun fei house along with garrsion,monkey and zhi zhen.
was watching shows,violent show bodoh? yiling and jesslyn came to mun fei house after that...so many people squeeze in 1room?damm hot!!!! 1 fan only,so many people blocking the wind?
now adays,girl are more pervertic than guys?they teach bad me sia:( so bad...
ah hao came too?WTF??13people squeeze in one room?with 1 fan and 1 king size bed.almost die at there...
HOME SWEET HOME after that,own home is more comfortable.

hahaha?i just quitted school only,i spelled and write wrong words already??
plaza sing and write as pizza sing??
banana i spell as bonamana??
art i spell ah ah??
which block,i spell as which blog??
court i say as cork??
teach i spell as treat??

even can spell and called wrong people name bodoh??
i called tian ci,chinglong??
i spell jade,spell until jess??

WTF???BABO keep laugh at my mistake:(alemak??what happen to me??hahas,maybe is i think too much or what bah.keep like this one loh:(

my birthday is reaching le:) (Y)!!!

all tag repiled,thanks:) tag more tag more:)

BORING..................

2010-09-26T23:52:00.006+08:00

another post for me today:) went to jurongpoint to meet chinglong,garrison and co.
after that,all went to safra.left me,tianci,jesslyn and sharron.wtf??accompany tianci to buy things:) couple ring and all,so sweet:)
kana molests by jesslyn LAU chi bye:( she use straw to poke my butt!!! she want to learn squeeze people nipple skill,she use me as a her lap rat:( i hate her:( hahaha!!chey!! next time i squeeze back:D :X
went to what gan ma house,eat nasi lemak that i bought from jurongpoint!!WTF??that auntie sure hates me alot!!!she put alot chilli and is damm hot!!!everybody laugh at me.my eyes keep drop tears.....waited gabriel and yinsin to arrived.after that,went to tianci house accompany him to do something:) HSH after that....

:)

2010-09-26T03:48:00.017+08:00

OHMYGOD!!!why did i drop my tears when i see our last time memories??my heart is very pain:( i have regretted!!i saw your last time post,its remind of last time.270909,is my happy moment with you.its going to be 1year if that time i could control myself,its remind me of those happy moment with u......2709 its suppose to be a happy day for me,but,that day.it will be sad for me,u wasn't with me anymore and it just nice.their court day on 2709??!

TWO DAYS BACK:
went to kbox with chinglong,mun fei,ebel,rachel and co.the room is super big,still got pool somemore:) i swear i love that room very very much,and it can squeeze in 100people wor!!VIP ROOM:) stilll can anyhow running about.laughs!!:)can u believe that,in that room,we have 26people inside? we still have alot personal space and playing space:)thanks rachel for that 8dollars:)
at night,went to namdai with,jesslyn,sharron and two guy.forget their names.oops!!!to meet garrsion,yinsin and co.
wtf?we go there drink beer and play candle.drink quite alot actually:) headed home with gabriel,garrsion and jesslyn....

at kbox,yingyu kana rap by sharron:D

DONT MISUNDERSTOOD!!she is not this kind of girl,we just super high and start to do those strange things:) everybody is doing their own things,some singing,some drinking,some playing pool.some talking.some sleeping.some running about.US???playing YINGYU!!!:D
that act cute girl beating me is JESSLYN LAU HWEE MIN:D

YESTERDAY:
5 o clock in the afternoon wake up!!!!wtf?alot people called me!!!i still in my lala land,sorry!!!:) i rush to jurongpoint when i was awake,to meet chinglong,ryan,garrsion and co...yingyu came to look for me after that?
went to what Ah park?? mun fei they all playing basketball and me was having a chit chat session with other guys.
was on the phone with jade at there. ("hahahas!anyway babo,try to relax.CHILL:) if u have anything please come tell me alright,i am happy that u told me your things,so that i know what is going on.i will be there for you ok?STUPID BABO!!)
sending jesslyn home as its too late and too danger for a girl walking home alone.WALKWALKWALK. haha,at there saw a bunch of hooligan,3riding motor,keep like stalking us,a bunch of them at jesslyn house downstair,some keep running about chasing each other,"my life is big'.lucky another words for me:)
next time enter an enemy territory,must wear until like nurd.best:)
return to tian ci house slack.
HSH with garrsion. quite tiring keep walking......

thanks for being beside me:)the fun we all had:)

i missed the old times badly!!!with you!!i really hope time reverse:(

DREAMING THIS WHOLE DAY!!!!

2010-09-24T04:33:00.008+08:00

i slept at 11am,i was dreaming this whole day!i didn't went out after i met jade and co for breakfast.... hahas,its involve alot people!!!amelia,alios,yinsin,gabriel,mike,jade,rachel,my mum,jesslyn,sharron and alot bah:D
1st dream
i have a car:) its like GTA.race with other people and crush people with it:) my mum was so unhappy about it,she scolded me and confiscated my car:D i steal other people car and then drive :D
police chase me and all.....then forget what happen le.....

(okok!!!)its 4pm!i start to return everybody call when i woke up.i slept again for another time)

2nd dream
people all around hated me:( i remember jade parent scolded me.they say i teach bad her,where got loh:( alen beat me for no reason?? mike mum scold me for no reason as well??
TOTALLY A NIGHTMARE!!!!
forget what happen as well le......
(i woke up!!oh my,its 7pm.i texting peoples because i am bored:) play with my yu gi oh games at ps2 to kill time. played until 10.sister bought me food for me.i eat eat eat.once again,sleep at another time)

3rd dream
my family and i went to bugis.my mum played arcade??THATS TOTALLY COOL:) alot coin and token for me to play as well.
went to look for jade and rachel?? asked jade to eat alot alot and alot,because she was too skinny:)she answer to me,'okok la,noisy babo' standard:) send them to tution??confuse?? link till there?
forget what happen as well le??
(haha!!alright.woke up again.mum bough me food,then eat and drink.nothing to do again,i slept again)

LAST dream
this dream!!WAAAA!everything upside down.a long one.
me and amelia went to temple.its rainning heavily.knocked the door,rest at there.don't know what happen.alios appear in my dream as well???
he say,'why come here bo jio?' alemak??(i must be crazy??) his standard line:)
garrsion called me,asked me to meet him awhile at jp??amelia and alios disappear from me??
while on the bus,jesslyn was on the bus too??(its getting stranger huhh?)
went to find garrsion together.reached and he give me money?20dollars?? asked me to spend what i like?(hahaha!!!if he really got so good jiu hao le)
his friend eric give me another 20dollars as well??WAAAA!!!
anyhow spend with it:) HAHA!!! i remember jesslyn fall down:D i laugh at her,she say,SHUT UP LARH:) haha!!(this dream sure very realistic)
saw gabriel and yinsin???gabriel treat us eat ice cream?(thats werid.normally i treat him jiu got)
after that,gabriel play with yinsin.sibei bian tai!!(like the person he was on the real world) yinsin slap him!!!:D hahahas!!!!
after that,the four of us return back to temple to stay in for a night.OMG!!!now is my aunt appear in my dream as well?? she ask the four of us why so late then come back??hahas,we have nth to say:) at that temple talking and resting.suddenly visitor appear:) mike,mun fei,chinglong,sharron,amelia and alios started to appear:) even more after that??wAAAA!!spam my dream sia them:(
its so realistic,its totally like real??haha!!guess i always think too much thing before i slept bah:)

(hahahas!!!i woke up again.have a headaches after that!i woke up,jiu use this stupid computer:) refresh all my dreams that i have been.its more than that actually,but,i forget le:) i am too tired those days and didn't have a nice sleep.thats why bah:) i want another dream!!cute sia!!too bad,can't sleep le now:( )

2010-09-23T02:52:00.003+08:00

was quite lazy to post:( hahas..cause quite tired now.
alright,meet gabriel,yinsin. chinglong,ahmike,alot people cause something happen.
waaaa!cant really remember got who liao,its a big group.around 30 to 40people?i think so??
saw amelia and her friends.alemak!waited yingyu to come jp.jubeat 1 round and went to safra with garrsion,ah hao,yingyu and yiling.
went there to look for amelia and her friends.audi awhile,went to boonlay with gabriel....
went to celebrate ah xin birthday,throwing cake around.chase here chase there.a big group of us chasing each other.haha!!quite cute huuhh.
went home after that.....

alemak!!tml still need early wake up!!!i need to accompany amelia awhile for some cases.
tml promise to meet chinglong after that:)

time sure is fast,their time is almost up...
accompany them for those short period bah...
i think when they go,will abit strange...alemak!!
promise chinglong to find a girlfriend,he wanted to see me having one when he come out...
i think i will be 18 or 19 years old then can saw him..
fews days to go....

BORED!!!!

2010-09-22T02:51:00.003+08:00

was in phone with mun fei,sharron and yiling when i was otw home from namdai.talktalktalk....until i reached home:) reached home,all wanted to sleep.let them be:)
while charging,was on phone with ching long and jesslyn.cork alot.
was not having much fun after they went to sleep.WAAAA!!!so bored without them:(
i am not tired anyway,i was so energetic now.
those girls got school,i don't have school already:) wanyed to dye my hair,i want leetuek colour....alot people asked me to dye red.
some say gold very common.
some say gold very guailan?
some say look like malaysia people??

waaaa!!!how sia??
thinkthinkthink.......

i like someone who have heart to be my friend.
someone who will think of me,called me out everytime.
when they passby some places,they know that those are my slacking places,they called me to ask me if i were there and come look for me.
it would make me really happy if it is done....
i love my family,friends that are around me:)

ANOTHER TIRING DAY!!!!

2010-09-21T01:09:00.004+08:00

today tio wake up by TAY WEIQI!!because something happen.WAaaa!ask me go back school,alemak!!i tio exspel le dey.i only can be outside school to help u.
okays,next.sleep peacefully.another guy,TAN CHING LONG called me.another thing happen.alemak??i faster jump out of the bed and baths and brush teeths.then RUN to busstop!!!
reach until there,nth already??(FULL DETAIL!!)

handphone haven't charge,my battery low.
then suddenly,ANOTHER THING HAPPEN AGAIN!!!WTF??
i worried about my handphone running out of bat,but,i lend my handphone to them.OMG!!heart sibei pain!!!
after that,WAAAAA!!! jesslyn follow by mun fei,garrison and tian ci called me.WAAA!
happy that they want find me,but,very scare sia!!!my batt:(

after that,PEACE:) slacking with ching long and co.went to look for my BABO and rachel:) was quite a shock they came look for me:) hahaha!! send them to tution centre and went to look for those hooligan again!! went to what their gan ma house,after that headed to boonlay to find.mun fei,mike,alan and toothless:)
blahblah!!!went home after that!!:)

TADA!!!!!

2010-09-19T05:36:00.002+08:00

after toning,i haven't sleep:)really,i think alot recently..i am a guy that does not fall in love easily,does not like to keep talking to girls so much.
BUT,i have change??why?i won't feel shy talking to girls i not close with.its true that after all those months,i really been changing alot.
i doesnt always smile anymore.i talk to girls even i am not close to them.i am scare to have a relationship again.
alot people have misunderstood me.when i like someone,
i wont keep talk to her,
i wont keep talk cork infront of her,
i wont do stupid things infront of her,
i wont tell u all that i like her.
i wont anyhow say that i am his bf or she my gf.
alemak!!!why i do that,ALOT people believe sia???do i look liike i so bhb??
if i really does,i will tell u all.dont worry:) i am sleeping soon:) i love my brothers and sisters:)
YAWN!!~~~

sick:(

2010-09-18T15:48:00.004+08:00

another day for me:) staying at home all day long,wanting to watch a movie.but,i have not enough to watch...
i think of working now,i am cashless.i can't do anything without it.but,work = time.
no time also can;t always go out.headaches.
i really don't know what to do...i have alot problem those days..why can't i live like last time i used to be?with no problem??
:(

EDITED!!!!
went to jurongpoint to meet mike,mun fei and co.waited gab and yinsin for very very long!!!!dinner at coffee shop with gab,yinsin and monkey.while the rest of them went to watch a movie.alemak!!!nothing interesting to say sia..soon yinsin went home and MS come meet us.straight away wanted to birthday bash him.:) but,still need to wait for 12o clock!!
slack slack slack slack......went to find those hooligan again:) something happen...
went to colour court slack awhile and headed to boonlay...was wondering something at there.......
midnight,left me,mike,mun fei,ms,fireboy,jiahao,monkey,alen and dont know what name.slacked and something happen again.....
went home at 4.
I AM SICK NOW!!!!!!!!i shared water with jesslyn the sick girl.hope tml i wont fall sick,i still need to celebrate ms birthday.WAAAAA!!!head kinda dizzy right now:(
btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIO MENG SENG:)

SOT

2010-09-16T16:00:00.003+08:00

wake up in the afternoon.the dream again happen.

its was like last time
i hold your hand...
i hug you...
send you to school everyday.....
fetch u home....
its was really like last time,everyday i have that smile.
when u gone,my smile gone as well...
i told alot people that i missed u so badly....
its true...

when i woke up,its just a dream,we can never be together again.but,somehow,its doesn't matter if u are happy with your own life,without me.
its doesn't matter ,i be your friend.i know sometimes i will overreact and overprotecting you.but,i will try to change:)
u gave me such a memories which i cannot forget,when i pass those place.the image of you and i are always there.i though we could last long.....
make it delete away!!!its so hurt!being treated like that...
i have change alot.yeah!changing myself into a guy that doesn't easily hurt by others.

still remember real emotion?
"i hear your calling out to me,you are not alone...."
"...........because of u i am strong enough to know i am not alone"
its really because of you,i am not alone because i know u are always cheering me up,giving me the power to move forward.I HATE STUDY,u keep ask me to work hard. i made it!because u helped me to.you always gave me the power to do whatever things.i always think that i was all alone.u change my thinking...
i was not alone,i got u! and i learned!!!its not u only,i still have my family AND FRIENDS who been BESIDE ME ALL ALONG.

thanks for the memories.
JY SAMUEL:)

TONING

2010-09-07T04:16:00.002+08:00

ton ton ton,everyday ton...i can become a vampire already....
now nothing to do,because i slept at the afternoon.i cant sleep now.sorry for didnt go jurongpoint meet u all:)haha,was quite a number of calls and message when i woke up.
later ching long court,must wake up quite early to meet them first:) SAM MUST WAKE UP!!! afternoon,should be going jurongpoint bah.at night,going jiatoh:) was not intend to go home because i want ton:) who wants to ton with me??anyone:)
i have a new bicycle:)yeah!!alright should end my stupid post here.sian!no one to chat:(

2010-09-01T14:48:00.005+08:00

HAHA:)went to look for yingyu with ryan at boonlay sec for something. afterthat,saw my sister,rachel and jade coming towards me.accompany her to send jade to busstop awhile.
shoes was broken when those kids step my shoes.u know who i talking hor:)went to kop someone else.
alone bused to jurongponit to find gabriel and yinsin.sorry for the delay:) went to our primary school:)because its TEACHER DAY:) eat eat,when back to jurongpoint to find ching long,but,something happen...make until me very sot..
hahas,nevermind:) asking jesslyn and beeyoke to accompany her to gek poh,as me and gabriel was waiting for them at namdai.
we waited 1 and a half hours!!! almost 2 hours.alemak.in the end,jesslyn came alone.yinsin went to hospital.
ahahaha!!jesslyn run towards us like HELL:) so funny:) scare boys look at him wor:D went to slack.MY SHOES was broken again!!second time,gabriel push me:( went to kop someone shoes again.WTH!i do so many bad things:(
send jesslyn home,went home afterthat..while poor gabriel still waiting for her yinsin to come back:D

???

2010-08-27T01:15:00.007+08:00

early in the moring,5.45,didn't sleep just to spam call jesslyn to wake up,waste my beauty sleep:( never even sleep.half an hour:( tired!!!! was meeting them three sisters at first,then was thinking about yinsin being alone at outside.so,was asking her to join us.i waited bus for 40min??i pack first,go out first,but,reach the last?sorry about that:)meet at gekpoh,and having a breakfast......eat very 'MUCH'.i must say...
blahblahblah...

jump to afternoon,at boonlay pasa with ching long and charmaine.bird at there.
blahblahblah...something happen at wayne house there....

jump jump to night,mike came,ching long and his girl was gone.sleep at there,waiting for gabriel and yinsin.
then eat eat,something happen again.....slack awhile and HSH:)

haha!!lazy type:) oh well!who want go breakfast with me later on?anybody??bye:)

i was abit confuse now..i don't know what to do:(
wait wait wait,keep wait for somebody.
was intend to let go,but,its hard...
its easy to be fall in love,its hard to let go..

am i not good?
i send u to school everyday,pick u up at school everyday,i kept myself at home and eat maggie mee for 3 meals,until 2weeks just to give u money to buy what u like.i work because i wants to surport u.i didn't dare to message or have an contact of any girls.i only want you! i can don't eat,just to give u eat.i can don't go out with my friends and save money for you to enjoy.
i do this,but,yet...when i break up with u,u seem like nothing at all..
but,now u and him break,he treat u until like that.u seem so sad?
why why?i didnt talk to girls at all!i dont even dare..but,him still dare..
i seriously have change alot! i not as cheerful as i used to be.
last time.u pangsei me when u have your friends,i am very lonely...but,i didn't do it back to you..
now,he pangsei u everytime,didnt think about u..u lonely,but,u seem to love him even more?
last time,i want go out with you,you dont want.still bluff me,in the end.u go out with your friends.
now,u want go out with him,he dont want.bluff u also.in the end,go with his friends,even like that,u seem to love him more than me?
i cant feel the love that i need at the past,but,he can feel more than enough love that u gave him even he treat u like that...
so sorry......i have to post this,i really cant take it.its too unfair for me.......

the world is unfair..................................................

COURT

2010-08-24T23:51:00.002+08:00

early in the morning,6 o'clock.wanted to meet ching long for a last farewell breakfast.but,i overslept,so,alot people kana bomb by me as well:) oh well,gabriel can't wake up as usual,went to meet yinsin to wake him up.*knock knock*.standing at his room window.
after awhile,we went to court.chinglong,jiahao,charmaine,mun fei,jeeslyn,sharon and co.
waiting to their sentence,and the judge called jiahao and ching long name. and he say,"for further mention,7 semtember." out we go:) though wont see them again,heng postpond. went to eat breakfast with them,ching long treat me,thanks:) after that,went to take train to jurong point.mun fei ask me call him daddy,cause everytime money is he help me pay one.
at jurong point,ching long and mun fei was playing animal card games,which they addicted until so long.after that,mike and fireboy came,soon,amelia came too,went ljs eat,and they keep wanted to went up and play again.play until 2 to 3 hours,went bored.keep play with them.
went to boonlay afterthat,nth much to say.so,i should end this post.thanks)

RELINK

2010-08-23T14:11:00.002+08:00

i have relink some of you.quite lazy relink all,ps huhh:) linked jesslyn too:) wth,intend to go school.stomach pain:( i didn't eat anything wrong yesterday,just that,i eat too little.i guess i should eat more today bah:) hahaha... find me on facebook:)

:D

2010-08-20T12:30:00.002+08:00

hey~ boring all day,sleeeping at home.didnt attend school.now adays,keep hang out with gabriel,yinsin,chinglong,mike,mun fei,jiahao and co.alot things has happen.was waiting my brothers,lim wei jie and wayne to come out:) sure miss them. wanna meet babo someday,quite miss her too...
my good taowei,mikey tan:)

ken ding~~:)

HEADACHES

2010-08-19T23:15:00.007+08:00

after a long time,finally and updating my blog.u may be asking me,how are you?answer for that,very bad:( alot headaches wor. ask me settle all those love things..alemak...
my heart pains as well... seeing her feeling so sad,so love him. very jialat.....
AHha:) i still have my brothers and sisters:)

MIA

2010-08-07T23:06:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY;
went to jurongpoint with sis to meet CCY.eat burger king thats all:) afterthat,as CCY needs to work,we went to look for gabriel,yinsin and ivan to go mike house together.
we chatted at his house.
at night,ivan went home.we went to eat and was asking bella out with us?long time never see her le huhh?soon,yinsin and gabriel went home,and soon bella...
slept at mike house.

TODAY:went to look for jun wei at west mall,saw ken while waiting for him.jun wei came,accompany him to interview.then went to boonlay,he want make tattoo?bad boy:) both hand full of tattoo le.saw fireboy and co as well.
gabriel came after awhile,me and gabriel went to jp with a 'BIKE'? laughs,i want to ride,gabrie scare he sit behide will fall.keep ask me know how ride anot.i say yeah,i though i 4years ago ride before with u behide?? he jitao dont dare to sit,say 4 years ago??!! laughs,ride that "BIKE" to jp.waited jun wei to arrive.soon,yinsin came joined us.went to find ivan at x-zone.
then home sweet home,waited jun wei to lend a REAL BIKE now.....

LOST CONTROL

2010-07-31T02:25:00.003+08:00

my temper have change,is not like me anymore....
just acidentally,a guy spash water on me,i shout at him?he keep say sorry,i keep diao him?
after awhile,i have calm down.i start to ask myself why am i so angry.heartbroken is something very suck.i dont have a single place at her heart.not anymore....

went to mike house,gabriel,yinsin,ching long and his gf was there.
slack awhile,nothing much to say...
went down to eat.i was being well take care of.

went to namdai with gab and yinsin,then went to boonlay find ching long again.
play arcade...at least i with them wont think so much.happy happy..

at night,went to eat with,mike,mun fei,fireboy,jiahao and co.
they take care of me,i no money eat,they treat me.thanks:)

CRUEL TO TURKEY

2010-07-23T16:56:00.005+08:00

NTH

2010-07-20T15:44:00.002+08:00

just normal day,went to school as usual.during assembly,5idoits dancing nobody on stage.thats kind of lame.how i wish there is the real wondergirls dancing.
knock my head,"knock" "knock"! wake up. nothing to do now adays. awww~ wish there is things to do nor.just daydreaming me going to Korean :)
i abit lost when i came to school.but,its doesnt matter anyway. i still got my freedom. but,i doesnt seem to be intested in going out.
friend ask me go out,i may hack care and start to go home sleeping.
erm,only haopengyou or amelia or my family i will go?
nah,doesnt seem alright in those days,when i left u.
but,gotta live my own life right? kinda hoping for the "last time". yeah,i got alots good friends,family and all that. but,i still need it right?
i notice that only u could control me well,when others started to control me,i wont listen.thats a strange thing.
like u ask me go to school all that?i really do go.only abit naughty at school,but,i tried not to already:)
sorry for always scolded u cause my attidute,i hope u live well:) wondergirl wondergirls sohee sohee:) cant stop dreaming again.....

I AM OK

2010-07-16T13:25:00.002+08:00

erm,guys i am alright?not going boys town or whatever.
thanks alot:)
thanks,yinsin haopengyou for keep cheering me up:)
jason shifu:) for keep asking me how le how le.thanks for the caring.
wuqun papa :) for keep calling me to know the result :)
mabellyn as well,even you dont know the situation well,but,u still care as well:)
alios pooh bear:) thanks for helping me too:)

weijie,gabriel,wayne,jiahao,ah mike and alot.thanks also:) once u all heard that news,u all wanted to come find me.

anna sister:) i asked u something,but,i hope its real bah:)

when you are in trouble,its easiler to know who are the real friend and who isnt.
but,i can't believe i cried,drop my tears.

ahben,alex,you two didnt ran away,still u say one word that really mades me cried alot.u said that,"i will always be your brother,our heart is connected as one,i will wait you come out one,i will always remember i have a wonderful brother." laughs!thanks:)

BABO,i cannot say u care anot.but,thanks too.for talking to me when i really need you.sorry as well~ i care you the most and you know it.

anybody,which i never mention your name,sorry:) everybody,i now studying peacefully:) thanks:)
when i am in trouble,you all never failed to stand by side.
LOVE YOU all ok:)

AND,please if you are fake SOHEE.please fuck off~~ thanks~

ME

2010-07-08T08:25:00.004+08:00

erm,actually now adays i dont feel like going school.i feel like studying now,but,i just dont get it why i still dont feel like entering the school.lesson time is quite fun.but,i keep thinking of alot things.
what to do next?
why am i so sad?
how will will it last?....
blahblahblah,all those stupid question came out from me.i am a very easy jealous guy.sometime i dont know what i jealous about,started to attitude alot.but,i never say out i jealous of something,i just kept in my heart.
i put everyone at my heart,but,if one didnt.i really will felt sad.though alot of things happen,i sad alot of times.for me is normal already being treated like that.either boy or girl,i treat him or her very good,but,he or her doesn't show it back,erm....thats is really sad bah.
i kept asking myself,what did i done wrong to deserve everything that happen to me.
it is hard to grab someone heart.very very hard....
okays,some friend can be NO friend already,then start complain to me this and that,then treat me very good,starting calling me everyday,tell me about the story,blahblahblahWAAA~~~ then i stupid stupid treat him or her very good.cheer this cheer that,ask that person dont think too much,i will accompany him or her.
THEN!time past,that person found another friend,which can be at school,which can be outsider.either way,then after all the months i been cheering that person up can all the way dont care me.then still can dao me sometime wor~ then can forget got me this kind of friend derh.got new friend run away from old friend.
oh no oh no~ i didnt blame him or her,i blame myself for being so STUPID.its really hurt to see that your friend had been using you,or whatever shit!
sometime,i really hate myself for being so STUPID and so SOFT HEARTED!i asked him or her sometime,got treat me as a friend? that person will say,YES.WHY?
to all the reader here,if u happen to meet those problem and they answer like this,u could ask tell FUCK OFF! i believe one time and other,why is that so? cause i treat him or her as brother or sister or what.
then always ask him or her out,the replied will be CMI,i morning cannot make it,afternoon blahblah.now aday very busy... then u say nevermind,next time. that person relied will always answer it with okay,sorry~
the next day,u saw him or her,meeting with another friends.that is fine.
the day after the next day,he or she might be with or not is fine too.
after 1week passes,u saw it again and again. YOU ARE STUPID!
i have bear it again and again.
okay,another thing.after you treat that person until very very good,he or she had found another friends.that is fine but WAIT!he or she didnt seldom reply your message anymore.if reply,the replied would be "oh~ " "haha" "icic" "yeah"
the most irrating part is that person repiled with a "NO" or "YES" only.then that person replied the "friend" alot and could crap with the " friend",while your replied only those.
Nah,its not one person i talking about.ITS TWO THREE OF THEM.
if u know u are the ONE of them,please stop treating me like this.ITS SUCK!~

okays,after having a friend problem,another problem came.you search your wallet or found out that your bank had NO MONEY. then your friend ask you out,hey!want go cycling? hey!want go kbox? hey!want see wondergirls concert? hey!want go eat sushi together?
you already very stress.they start to ask question like this.you cannot blame them,the worst thing of all is u cannot blame ANYONE.then you liike a person,you need everything,flower all that to make her touch.then no money,tell that girl BYEBYE~ okok,some don't need all those to be touch but asking the girl out,also need money. treat her eat all those. sometime,u save money until alot of days,finally got money! you ask that girl out,she said BU FAN BIAN or whatever shit.then you started to be really angry and spend it all on yourself! when awake from your crazyness,you find that you have no more money left. so,u have to wait for another week so that you dare to called her out.
SILLY ISNT IT?

okok!friend problem,money problem.still got one problem.
friend lend money,no money return,i could understand. but,worst thing,friend lend money,got money never return is very fuck. or some even more clever,got money,still lend money and dont want return back.
some even more clever,to knew that got money need return,he or she go spend until no money left,and he or she will said to me.SORRY!i had no money left to return u.
okays,this is only you could blame for being so stupid.
some ask you bet with him,you bet.you WIN! but,he didnt pay u back money.
what if ownself lose?stupid stupid pay money without knowing he wont pay after losing.

everything happen to me.myself yeah~ i am very experience.after this happen to me 4years~ slowly slowly,i don't 100percent believe anyone anymore. this year i have all those problem! you know how painful it is?
being used,betray and all.
being used,but,cant totally said being used.cant totally blame that guy. i still got contact with him or her,that person slowly treat me well again.
as for the person i mention at indirect,i didnt trust them again.
you dont understand it.

alright,problem solve!

people all around me asking me question you really fall in love with sohee?
the answer is simple.YES,as a idol.NO falling in love.
their replied would be,you crazy of her,keep sohee sohee.hahahas!
alright,i really understand what you all thinking.but,i think i am more un normal then u all bah.what i like,i always will like.
i will keep support the same again and again.
i could understand whats the meaning of love and idol love.
dont worried,many people worried about it.and stared to ask me maybe i dont know that i love her? those thing i know. if i really does,what about heechul,leetuek and g-dragon? am i a gay?????
i could understand why you all would think such thing,whenever i saw her on show i could get really excited.and told you all about that.more on sohee then other idol.
because she really my number 1 idol. understand? i just want to know her,meet her thats all.not anything else.
becuase i friendly i guess:)
everything was explained to u all.
hope i wont have this misunderstooding anymore.

i now only love her.not sohee.but,i guess i need to live on.find a better things to do rather than romance.
see you:)

BIG PROBLEM

2010-07-07T19:29:00.003+08:00

as u all know.my favourite idol AHN SOHEE.live in korean.
my com wallpaper,handphone wallpaper,drawer pic are all sohee.
handphone picture,there are 40 her picture.
theres a question given by my friend.
the question:do you like her as a idol or you already fall in love with her.
the answer:to everyone here,i do love her ....................

AS A IDOL.not any crazy love.

hope u all understand:) if i did,sure a big headaches~

for u all,u all might think is falling in love,but,seriously NO.
she just CUTE,INNOCENT:) thats why i like her so much:)

Friends

2010-07-04T05:03:00.005+08:00

went to BBQ,Ivan birthday.happy belated birthday!!
alot people was there,nothing much on this topic.
then straight away ton, went to find wny and fireboy.
slacking and waited for weijie to come.
as alot irrating police was at boonlay pasa spoilted our plan,we went to kopitam sit awhile.
mun fei and co joined us later.

after 3am,went to look for a bunch of gangster.10 over people.was openng a hitting each other session:)
quite fun over there,headed to Enet with fireboy,weijie and wyn cause of the irrating police.
went to settle something,is a secret.
well,went back to 209 slack,as wyn went home.
jiajia alot joined us.
went to Enet again with weijie as it getting hotter at outside,was waiting for gabriel now.
bye~~

love isnt fair.
i was actually doesnt want to love someone else,its hurt.
but,it cant be helped.
treated a person very well,with alot cares.
why she will just ignore it?
thinking about the guy who treated her not so good.
is it fair?
why will i lose??i keep question myself everyday.
hope miracle do happen.
why isit happen to me everytime??
i just want a perfect living,with loves,family and friends.
isit so hard to grant my wish?i do not wish for money.
haissh~~~ wish me luck~ i love her alot.
painpainpain~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHN SOHEE

2010-07-03T00:36:00.003+08:00

i know i know,my blog is dead.
i trying to make it alive:)

first of all,HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHN SOHEE.
i was abit late to notice.
sorry~~ i was really quite your fan over here.
was really disappointing that i cant really meet you.
i lost my chance cause of working.
i reallly wish to meet u.
jiayou for your concert ok?this is the most i can do for you.

another thing,now adays slacking with weijie,wyn,jiahao,gabriel,ms,yinsin and alot.
maybe alot people will hate me for some reason.but,i am sorry~

next,my friends i got meet u all le hor,dont say never hor.kaka!~

i will tried to cheer de,thanks mabellyn and all:)

wanted to focus on earning money first.

went to look for gabriel and keith today,it was quite a dissapointing that i went there,keith went home.accompany him wait for his baby yinsin.
went to look for jiahao and his girlfriend awhile.went back jp again. MS came after that.
walkwalk,went to namdai to take money:) off we go!~~ home...

was waiting for weijie to call me.TONTONTON:)
byebye~

DEAD BLOG

2010-06-23T21:52:00.005+08:00

After the explode of my pc,i havent been touching com.sorry for this dead blog.
currently wont be using much.
wasing money.
celebrating ,mum birthday.today!happy birthday mum!
yeah,i dont know should i sad or happy.
blah!!~~ sian u know?
i tried every method to make her happy,but,why its useless??
haiish!!!~~~~~~~

my favorite song,BONAMANA!!
TELL ME is next.after that is SORRYSORRY.

love SUJU and SOHEE so much,come enet just to watch their concert.
anything just msg me.

SUPER JUNIOR & WONDER GIRLS

2010-06-06T16:21:00.005+08:00

once again,super junior had one new song^^
love them:)
heechul cool:)
wish they come singapore.

yeah,wondergirls had a new song too
SOHEE^^
new song

CUTE SOHEE^^

QUIZ

2010-06-05T21:34:00.006+08:00

My idiotic friend had give me a quiz.

1) List 5 person that I am close with.
Amelia (Ah Bian)
Gabriel (Shorty)
Yinsin (HaoPengY0u)
Alios (P00hBear)
Babo

2)Whats my favorite idol
I ans to him, are u stupid? Of Cuz w0ndergals,Sohee,

3)Whats my favorite c0l0ur?
I ans to him,U are such a idiot,Black duh? stupid.

4)Who is the important pers0n I always talk abt?
Babo! Dun give this kind of Q liao ..

He laughted,and c0ntiune......

5)Wh0 is my best friend?
Cant u see i have a haopengyou.

6) Which country i like the best?
K0rean ;)

7)List out 5 thing's that my dream girl have.
I ans u really hv no brain.
Innocent looking, shyshy ,cute ,child like , funny

8)Which show do I really watch?
I ans, the last time i remembered, I was always watching w0ndergirl & super junior c0ncert.

9)Wad do I like.
Food of cuz. ;)

10)If ppl happens to bully MY best friend, wat will I do ?
I beat them all up ;)

11) Wad if ppl bully my Babo?
I kill them all one by one, using hammer kn0ck thm down. I am serious .
Dun start asking rubbish, I added.....

12)Wad if 1 day i really a had a gf .
I will send her h0me everyday, buy her lots of l0llipop, buy her things, shopping wif hr and many many ...

13) Do u mean babo by the last Q I asked?
STFU!! 1 m0re time, I not going to ans...

14) Wats is my favorite lame sh0w?
......Masked rider kabuto ;)

15) Wad is ur favorite charater in kabuto?
Hello?~ of cuz,Senji Tendo (Kabuto) he is c00l. Ans ur next Q alr

16)Are you thinking about babo?
you say ley?i think alot things actually.

17)Are you always so rude to people?
Nope!i actually a kind people:)

18)Why are you so bhb?
Its look good:)

19)what is you most fun year?
i choose,erm,last year.

20)why is that so?
because,i growing tall at that age?hahaha!

21)Not because you can hold babo hand?
Alright!i had enough playing with you.MY TURN!
(he laughted and say i am a very honest boy.)

i have no choice to post this,i had a agreement with him.BASTURD!
u REMEMBER.

I AM STILL INPERFECT

2010-05-22T01:21:00.004+08:00

i had everything,a great family and friends.
but,i missed out something that was taken out from me due to my selfishness.
she was very important to me.
well,i could only wait.
we had so many alike point,but,its too bad i step in too late.
everything had gone mad.
i not sure not to do next....................

playing audi now.even the audi was not happy with me.
keep start at level 10 until 3min the end of the game~~~~
still at enet using com,was thinking alot of thing.

RETURNED:)

2010-05-20T12:43:00.005+08:00

YESTERDAY YESTERDAY:
18/o5/10
didnt went to school,went to school gate fetch alios home:)
then yiming was at the bus too,went to alios house,pei him change clothes.
went to boonlay pasa meet ah huat.
aftermath,went to daoxiang dad songkah to pay respect.then weiqi came too.
went to boonlay pasa with alios,weiqi,ah huat and yiming.played king of fighter.
off we go to jurong point,meet yishu and fanyu.walk around.saw alot of old friends.talk cork awhile.qinglong still remember me.
2years had passed,everybody had return.WELL almost:)

YESTERDAY:
19/5/10
alios came to my house,early in the morning,went to 3head with alios and amelia.
meet yishu and off to jurongeast,meet ah huat and fanyu.
went to bugis together,meet yiming.,saw eric at bugis street.LONG TIME NO SEE huhh.its been quite awhile.
he intro me job to do.heng!
went to iluma,amelia keep say ILUMO.stupid her.
went to arcade to relax.
then bused to jurongeast.
then took 99home,uncle damm kp,only 5cent nia want kick me out the bus.
then suddenly saw lexian at bus,she asked her mum to give me 5cent.
LUCKY!!!!
if not,i should be walking home le.

TODAY:
went to eat with amela,and went to enet play lan.:)
TO BE CONTIUE:)

IN A BAD MOOD

2010-05-17T13:57:00.001+08:00

early in the morning 7o'clock.
xiaowugui went to meet wugui at polyclinic.
not because wugui is sick.
wugui wanted to take mc only.
waited for 1hour 30min and then left the clinic.
xiaowugui was in a bad mood,not much eating feeling.
went to wugui house and then play laptop.

BROTHER

2010-05-16T13:04:00.005+08:00

YEATERDAY:
hihi^^
wake up in the morning nothing to do,decided to switch on tv,watch sesame street.laughs!
then luckly yinsin text me ask me for breakfast.
so,meet her at 5head.
she pack thing faster than gabriel bodoh:D
if gabriel,sure 1 hour after than pack finish.

meet her at my downstair and went to eat at 526.
noodle damm *NICE*,eat 3mouths spoon jiu never eat le.
but,still hungry:( got ant at yinsin bag,she scare until like hell.
then bused to gabriel home,play com awhile then gabriel dad suddenly went crazy.
bad mood,not surprize^^
gabriel keep sleeping,me and yinsin rotted at his home nothing to do.
then call gab wake up,went to eat at 9head.
i ate twice,first time,rice,1fish,2veg.
hungry again,second time,rice,1meat and 1 veg.
total spend my 5dollars.

went to jp,then yinsin go off cause meeeting her mum,as i and gab wait for keith.
slack with weihan awhile then went to meet keith at interchange.
went to yinsin house downstair,we play block catching^^

after 30min,we went to yinsin house.keith went home.
slack awhile,zhihan came.
played awhile and went to boonlay.
actually is jp derh,they confuse.

went to boonlay saw alios my pooh bear^^
went to talk cork wih him.love him love him^^
then walk to jp,keep call zhihan da jie da.
funny huhh.went to jp walk walk.then go home le.WAIT!!!!!!!!story havent over^^

at my house downstair,saw mum and amelia inside lift,as it open.YEAH!!!!
go 526 eat again with them^^
FREE!!!:D
happy happy eateat and went home:D lucky me.

TODAY:went with amelia to boonlay.eateat,happy happy play com.thats it^^

brothers,to let u all know.i am very lucky to have u all.i know u all more than 1year le.some 3 year more like wuqun^^ 15year like gabriel.
i am a lucky guy^^ i know when no stead,there is not much fun,but,i still got u all.thanks for everything u all had done for me.thanks brothers^^

mustn't forget sisters too.but,sorry didnt mention much about u all name.
i know u all also 1 year something le.sorry always didnt meet u all.u all also did a part to cheer me up^^ dont worry too much,i wont drink drink anymore.

yeah,hope yinsin and gabriel wont shoot out my secret.hahas.i see about that bah,next time meet u all then tell u all bah.
thanks^^

NOTHING TO DO

2010-05-11T20:35:00.002+08:00

hi reader.long time no post,hehez.
slacking with my brothers now adays.
go wild wild wet and many.
went to jurongpoint with amelia first,then after that alios,ah huat,weiqi came after that.
accompany weiqi home then went down accompany,eateat.
yiming came.then slack awhile went to 304.
meet fanyu,yishu and brendon.
slackslack,went to westmall.
walk around,saw wuqun.
me as a good xiaowugui went to accompany him wait for his beloved leting.
then went to find alios and co again,then go home le.
now at enet using com.waiting for gabriel and yinsin.
byebye:D

2010-04-30T13:48:00.004+08:00

i dont know why this fews day i cant wake up to make it up to school,usually i could wake up early then the time needed.
ate two apples aday^^ healthy me.
ate five times aday,breakfast,breakfast,lunch,dinner and supper.
no wonder i grow so much.
meet alios and co at the evening,meet gabriel and yinsin at the night.
take turn de.
wating for wuqun to come out.
everybody now aday since to be having a relationship problem,and the worst is,they come find me after that.cant they see i cant even save myself already?i already am a heartbroken boy already.
but,i will try to cheer them up^^they do when i am sad.
seriously,i dont want to stay at home,its make me think of her.
i wanted to go out and happy.i hope.
yeah yeah,next schooling will be on wednesday^^
i still have a long time holiday.
sorry nothing to do and nothing to post so post stupid things.
god will bless me wont they??
when i was a kids,my dad use to tell me stories of god,i dreamed them too.but,did god really lives?
everytime,i go tua will see god posses people body.but,why cant i see them?
nvm abt that,i am hungry^^
meeting alios and co le bah. BYE^^

ALEX

2010-04-28T13:50:00.004+08:00

alex i know what u are saying.i understand.
but,i promise to trust her le.so let it be.
she last time do wrong is last time,now must believe she will change in everything.
thats my promise to her.
i will do anything just to make her happy.i grateful for all your supporting.
but,now trust me ok?thanks alot bro for everythiing that u have done for me.

i hope time reverse at 2009 again...
i do wrong alot things.
if could,i will not ps u all le brothers and sisters.
if could,i will not scold u all coz of her,
if could,i wouldnt so easy let her go :(
if could,i wont contact that girl hai me got a puppy love.
if could,i will save alot money to buy her thing.
if could,i will not want quarrel with her anymore.

i wish i press any button,jiu can go back time.
everybody since to be sad in this year.
this year is not a good year.
one year by one year,getting worst by worst.
why god so unfair sometime.test this test that.
i hope i could take a retest again :D
i will say sorry brothers,sisters and her.
bo bian moving forward.

CURIOUS

2010-04-26T16:51:00.011+08:00

this is photo of ah huat birthday.
our cannon,cute boy^^
Photo:
weiqi,bryner,yanda,ah huat,alios
yishu,me,yiming,szelin,fanyu

credit by alios,pooh bear:D:Dsorry need copy.

Credit by SZELIN the dog:D

PHOTO:

winston,yanda,alios,fanyu,me,weiq,yishu
ghost,szelin,ah pong,ah huat,yiming

once again,i was thinking of the chalet we had.
yeah,ah dog hope u dont mind posting this photo that u edit.
cause i dont have the oringal photo.psps^^

but,think of the red house and old changi hospital,i think old changi hosptal was much scarier.
i was curious and check it on the site,those photo.

EH,stupid babo.post to give u see de hor.

CHANGI HOSPITAL:

It’s got a rich and long history for being former hospital of the modern newly built Changi General Hospital.

For about 10 years before WWII, the 7 storey building was a military command quarters and barracks for the British.
Japanese targeted Changi as one of the first attack points and the place was occupied by Japanese army moving from Pulau Ubin. OCH was then converted to a military hospital where civilians and wounded soldiers were attended to.

After the Japanese Occupation, it was converted back to a public hospital with a military ward on the third level. In 1997, OCH was closed and became isolated and left vacant since then.

RED HOUSE:

According to police reports,RED HOUSE there was a murder case involving a husband and a wife that happened before in the house. The wife was brutally killed by her husband and her spirit has not been resting since.
Rumoured that there’s a rocking chair inside the house and a doll on it.

Also, it’s said that the head of the pair of “qi ling” infront of the gate moves. No one can confirm it.

(i dont not know is true anot)

CHALET!HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOG

2010-04-25T08:57:00.003+08:00

finally come home from the chalet.
scary and fun.

1st day:
meet yinsin for breakfast.eateateat.finish le then gabriel then come.
walked to my school and attend it.
after school quickly headed back home with,brendon,yanda,winston and ah pong.
meet yanda at his house downstair.then went back to my house take my shoes.then went back to his again -_-
then together went to 466,as were meeting alios they all.
first place to reach is us^^
then yishu,weiqi and brendon
next,ah pong
then,ah huat and alios.
Last,fanyu and yiming.
slacked awhile and went to take bus to lakeside and train to paris.
abit tired as i not enough sleep last night.
though that chalet will be big.will be enough for everybody,but,i was wrong.
hehezzz!!!then put our things at chalet and started went down for a gambling.
then cut cake for our birthday girl.szelin dog:D jk!
then eat free free^^
AT NIGHT,went to old changi hospital to see ghost.
the outside was kinda scary.
all dark,no light only our torchlight light and theres alot trees.
it was big too,went inside and was exploring.
but,there wasnt much to explore only rooms.ALOT!may get lost.
we went to the 4th floor,deciding to play left4dead live,but,there really very hot.
we rush out the hospital and all like just shower like that.very wet!
no fun,i expect there will have some funny noise,or some funny figure came out.
tsktsktsk.everyone didnt see or hear anything.
headed back to our chalet again,drink beer^^
drink awhile,me,yiming,ah huat,alios,fanyu and yishu went to mac bought mac.
hungry!!!alios headed back to chalet after buying as we decided to eat at there.
erm,sorry for any rubbish that i msg u all.
then went back to chalet.once return,winston suddenly came out of the door like crazy guy.
kept laughing.then we went in,ah pong all was throwing french fries all around.
as,i yiming,yishu faster come out from that mental hosiptal.but,winston came out too and chase us.
we runrunrun at downstair.like playing hide and seek.
then blahblahblah,went up to chalet sleep.but,not everyone can sleep.heng,weiqi book one space for me.
as for alios,ah huat,yi shu and fanyu bad luck for them.

2ND DAY:
woke up by them.went for a breakfast with weiqi.very unlucky,was sick at that day.
then headed back to chalet.went to shopping with,weiqi,yishu,ah huat,alios,fanyu and yanda.play arcade then pei weiqi and yanda to fetch someone.
then went back chalet again.
then went with weiqi to the swimming pool.
winston was there too.
then weiqi jump in tio lifeguard kp.
nvm,after that is yanda they all jump,kp them again.
then fanyu and yanda want test luck jump again,the lifeguard saw and warn us.
then we kept disiao him.
playing catching at the pool.
then headed back because is BBQ time^^
brendon started the fire but,suddenly its rains.
dulan then waited the rain to stop.brendon and yishu work hard to save fire.LAUGHS!!!!
then they gave up and headed back.
it stopped and szelin brother all went to start fire.
we just look but i was full because i ate many nuggets at chalet.
i just kop their drinks^^
then we ate our neighrbour buffes coz they ask us to eat.kind hearted^^
we went back to chalet and rest awhile.i yesterday slp 3hours nia.
challage the stupid szelin for some games.i never play before but she does^^
in the end,lose to me.shame on u:D
i am the king of games.
after that,me,alios,fanyu,yishu,ah huat and yiming went to mac to see live soccer.
saw anna,she called me alot of times.
many people went to mac just to see soccer.
kept shout GOAL!!!or ARGH!!
funny.mac was in full house.
watching finish we all went to RED HOUSE to see ghost.
we walked until there,but,i think changi hospital was scarier than this.
red house was small but more trees than changi hospital.
hahahas!!!there alot ants and spike.need to becareful^^
headed back when there nothing to do.
drink beer again,me,yiming faster zao from the house.
beer means die.drunk people very scary.
after that,there was a misunderstood fight.which i doesnt want to explain more.
we slacked at BBQ pin.
after 3o midnite,fanyu went to disiao people sleeping at our chalet.
coz me,yishu,yiming,fanyu and ah huat no places to sleep.
szelin brothers joined us also.
fanyu go switch on the light and shout wake up.
yishu all faster run,cmf tio scold.
then we slacked until 3RD day,me,fanyu,yishu,yiming and ah huat went home at 6.30.
ps them:D

FIXED

2010-04-23T04:19:00.003+08:00

glad that com was fixed.
i was all the way going out nvr come home.
now got reason to come home liao^^
ohya,sorry!
i am unavabile from today to sunday.
chalet chalet^^
all wait for me k?
ohya,downloading video.
fucking dulan.keep press this press that.

SORRY BABO!
i fail to make u happy.
i cant help it.
keep seeing u like this...
makes me pain...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH HUAT

2010-04-15T16:59:00.002+08:00

yesterday was my faT HUAT birthday.
went to meet yanda after school.
then went to 175 meet weiqi.
slack awhile at weiqi house.then bused awhile,saw yishu,szelin and our fat huat.
went down and acompany them wait for another bus.
then bused to teban.
waited for fanyu,alios and yiming for a very long time.
after waiting,went to west coast.
meet the braner?dont know how spell.
went to sakura.
went in and everybody was hungry.
eateateat,drinkdrinkdrink,joke awhile.
alot things to eat.we take alot.then cannot eat finish.
got alot things to eat,ice cream,sushi,pizza,cake and many more.all very nice.
walk at outside with a full stomach.then went in for a second round.
we at there 2hours then a big surprize for our ah huat.
the whole first and second floor open the song,tilttle.HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
yeah,all coz of huat.
then we sing along.all people at there sing too.
he shyshy.then called a bunch of girl take photo with him,he ran away.
what a shy ah huat.
then went out to play.i earn 1dollar coz of that^^
bused home after that.

HELLO

2010-04-11T14:19:00.004+08:00

i am back.sorry for this dead blog.
using laptop.home com still fixing.
those day went out with family and friends.
went with alios,yishu and co.went to farm.slack at 304
went out with wuqun and co too.went to cityhall.then jp.
gabriel and yinsin too.
what a busy day,stress studying.
i doing well kk.people want find me,just msg me.
do not wait for my msn online.
thanks.goodbye:D

i think i have miss something important,
but,i dont know what isit.
searching..........
i am sorry!

SCHOOL

2010-04-05T08:31:00.001+08:00

now at school using com.
very sian.DNT.shhhhhh!!!!
wahahahaha.......
i pay attendtion de hor.
house com spoilt,ps.
will post when com is fix.

COM SPOILT

2010-03-24T22:30:00.002+08:00

hello everyone,sorry mia awhile.
com spoilt.wont be using com too much.
went out with wuqun and leting all those days.
gabrial and yinsin too.
got red eyes too.
didnt attend school.
thats it.
BABO IS A PIG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

WONWON

2010-03-17T13:45:00.008+08:00

LAUGHS!funny sia,i just saw the video.damm stupid and funny!!!

yesterday:
went to look for wuqun,leting and celia at imm.
settled dinner at LJS
walk around,disiao celia,buy smelly foot things.
then went to wuqun house slack.chatted.
bused to boonlay pasa after that to look for gabriel and yinsin^^
then walked around,saw sihein and co.
then homed^^

wondergirls,super junior and bigbang cool ok:D
love them:D
sohee,heechul,g dragon.
love their dancing and singing.keep repeating everyday^^
1day never hear will die derh.wooooo:p

HEECHUL cool^^

SUDDEN

2010-03-15T20:42:00.002+08:00

is too sudden i have return back.
laughs,yeah.i have reurn^^
but,dont worry too much.i know what to do derh.
i dont know who will nag at me,i think i too bo liao to return.
but,cant walk back right?^^
no matter what,i will be careful derh.
i am sorry PAPA:(

TODAY

2010-03-15T16:42:00.005+08:00

;">TODAY:
went out with mum to settled lunch,
tio kp alotalot.
FIRST,say i want to snatch gabriel girlfriend,say i keep hang out with her.(we are only friend ok?)
SECOND,after tio nag finish,jingying saw me and called me.mumu ask me isit my classmates.i say nope.she then say,"who girlfriend is that?"laughs(do i look like snatching people girl type?)she then add on,because u at jurongville and boonlay very pop,so alot people know me.i keep do alot bad things?(hey,is i cute then they know me ok?:D)
THIRD:ask me about dongji things,asked me whether zhenhao was dongji people.i say NO.she then add on,asking me,he good anot?got do any bad thing at outside?got smoke? replied,last time got smoke now wei le amelia quit liao(1st lie i have committed) nope,he very guai at school derh.(2nd lie i have committed) he dont know dongji people (third lies) i going to hell not heaven liao:( lie alot to mother.LAUGHS!!!!!
LAST:she say i now look like ahbeng,last time wont.she add on saying that i keep with dongji people until become liike that.hair long until cannot see my eyes.what i going 16 liao,cannot fight or what liao.(this i know^^)

then went to look for vcd,then suddenly remeber my wondergirls.keep finding and finding.
finally found it.
bought it,12dollars.

then walked until half,nose bleeding.
i then joke to mum,saying that i everytime saw sohee will start to nose bleeding.
she laughed very loud.
saw meiqi,heng she didnt call me.if not,mum going kp again.saw shawn otw.
HSH,keep watching wondergirls,SNSD,2NE1 and bigbang concert.
i am in heaven^^

SUN:14MARCH:
BABO IS SICK:(get well soon kaes?
morning zhenhao came and cook breakfast for us.yimmY!!^^
then i fall alsleep,woke up by yinsin msg.
went to meet gabriel,yinsin and MS at boonlay pasa.
then MS and gabriel went to jiatok.
as i and yinsin went for a slack,went to 5head bought my bread and headed back to boonlay again.
laughs,didnt see yinsin so cheerup before.yeah,nothing will happen de ok^^
waited for gabriel and MS.
headed to Enet,saw sihein and co.
went to bus stop and runrunrun,disiao gabriel.laughs!
intended to went home,but,yinsin ask me come back eat dinner with they two.
so,headed back to boonlay pasa.gabriel abush me:(
went to hakeer,saw ahyapapa and mum.
heng,they didnt took out ciqq.if not i DIE.
went to kopitam saw my PAPA,long story.but,that PAPA is not wuqun.
he once drunk,i disiao him.he ask me call him papa,so i did^^ the end.
LAO ahbeng sia him:( i like that disiao him last time,but,he still remember me wor.ask me go where.LAUGHS!sibei ps.
got 1stupid idot called yinsin and prank her,we enta him for 30 to 40 minute.
then eateateat.and heade to 175 took bus home.
saw LILING.

okok,starting with SAT
13MARCH:
went to meet wuqun with celia,after 1more stop
amelia and zhenhao board the same bus as us.
went together to wuqun home.eat and play psp at there.
went to IMM together as we though SHINee and SNSD was there.
but,its sun:(
we still need to buy 35DOLLARS NET for 1album for each person
expensive,if wondergirls i still can consident.:D
help wuqun to choose leting present.
keep FAN wuqun to bought that puzzle neacklane.
In the end,he bought that after 40min of argue.
leting came,yeah.
think she likes it^^
went to JE together,pei wuqun cut hair.
then cabbed to JP to meet up with celia friend.
then we go arcade play,i keep playing PSP.
didnt notice people talking to me when i was in the game.fight the BOSS,damm hard.keep trying and trying.
manager to defeat once after 100times of trying.
"do my best and dont give up huhh",blahblah.
i will train harded^^
okok,back to the story,soon wuqun papa and leting mama cabb home,as i,celia and her friend went walking around.
wanted to meet yinsin and gabriel,but,i went down bought bubbletea.
the aunt was like shock,ok is like this.
we know the aunt at there liao,that aunties told me that gabriel and yinsin pass by 5minute ago,then i jiu went to buy drink liao.
not much fate huhh,laughs!
went lobby puff-ed.ok,this is my last stick.
went to namdai with gabriel and yinsin.
send yinsin home and pei gabriel eat.
busesd home after that.

NEWS

2010-03-14T03:34:00.005+08:00

cool sia,wondergirls is on singapore now^^
arrive at 06 march 10
the changi airport,DAMM crowned sia.
all push here push there.
wish i was at there too:(
wondering where was their concert.wanted to go for their concert.
who want go with me:D
SOHEE wait for me:( your biggest fan is here:D:D:D:D:D

okok^^
SHINee have came to singapore too.
alot woman cheering for them sia.
if i am them,i sure run.
they arrive at singapore on 29 jan 10
those who wanted to go see them,come IMM today^^

As for jack neo.basturd kia!
throw our man face,that tiko bek.make his wife cry like hell.
his wife fainted.
if for me,i will never do this kind of thing to my wife.
i am a tiongxim guy^^
but,his wife still forgive him?can see that she really like her husband.
ke lian her:(

WONDER GIRL

2010-03-12T15:04:00.002+08:00

after hearing the news,wonder girls is coming singapore,so EXCITED^^
SOHEE:D
my wish have come true^^
dont know when will come,i just hope to go there.
good oh me:D surporting them everytime.

CRAZY

2010-03-10T13:00:00.003+08:00

Dear reader,doctor GOH here.i apologize for my sister crazyness.dont blame her,she just 13 nia^^

i am very sure my sister have one very serious illness.she is CRAZY^^
nvm about that,more detail from http://www.seriousmentalproblem.com/
laughs!!!

JOKING^^

i am very sure babo also got,but,not so serious.
she just keep laughing when theres nothing much to laugh at
sad when she is alone listening song.
but,this problem can be cure too^^
not too expensive,i sure she can affort it:D

unlike me sister problem,it cant be cure^^
too serious,too serious.tsktsktsk.
she got attidute problem.that is scary sometime
but,dont worry much,it happen ONLY when her boyfriend is not around.

for my elder sister,she havent been affected YET.
but,soon it will.
ke lian her:Dalways tio beat and scold by her.
please kindly visit me,doc GOH if u have any problem with your mental.
cost not much,10000000 dollar nia:D

your sincely,
DOCTOR GOH.

CHECK THIS OUT.THIS LOOK LIKE MY SISTER,AMELIA GOH JIA PEI

JURONGPOINT

2010-03-07T15:27:00.006+08:00

YESTERDAY:
yeah,meet my daddy and mummy with celia at jurongpoint.
settled lunch at banquen
then walk around.
saw celia friend
daddy treat me eat LJS after awhile.laughs,stomach damm full.
so sweet we two^^u feed me i feed you^^
went up arcade,saw sihein otw.
then saw wyn.
slacked at zone x.
saw andy
disiao people at there.kids^^
soon amelia and zhenhao came join us.
then saw marcles.
then yinsin called me.meet yinsin and gabriel awhile.
went down buy bubbletea and went up arcade again.
play a fool with those kids at there.
then cab with daddy and mummy.
hsh^^
tired but didnt sleep:(
si babo u made me worried.i though something happen to u.
i was waiting u.nvm since u say sorry liao^^
then watch my anime while waiting for her,INUYASHA THE FINAL ACT
good loh the show^^
then sleeep liao.

TODAY:
waited babo to msg me,4hours u now?
i very tired but nvr slept.then she msg me.
went enet with celia.
saw anson.
went home watching inuyasha the final act
laughs,cheat my feeling.though last episode liao,then its say,:wait till the next episode on tuesday.u have 1day 8hours,50min,21sec to the next episode."
kp hor??they say upload all liao before derh ley-_-
nvm,went to meet gabriel and yinsin at jp after that.
saw celia and her friend walked to zone x.
then went to another arcade saw wei hhao,wei teck,guangrui and jiali.
chatted and went to find celia at zone x.
saw yongseng as well.
then we kept follow celia and her friend,kill time nth to do.
went to gab house,rest awhile.use com.
then bused to jurongpoint again.
watched alice in the wonderland 3D
like nth loh,the thing like didnt pop out,cost another 3dollars.
nvm,we eat alot biscult.went for a puffed at mac outside.saw ahhao/
bused home after that.
BABO BABO^^

A GOOD GUY

2010-03-05T22:55:00.004+08:00

morning late again:(
went to meet yinsin at my house downstair,then settled breakfast at hakeer.
take 98bus for a rounding.1hour.
butt pain,reach je.take 76 to jp again.
meet gabriel and bryan.
chaated awhile,rush home help amelia take her book.she got cca and 4gotten to bring her library book.how kind of me to bring it to her^^
rush to boonlay sec.waited her for very long.saw shawn tranfer to boonlay sec liao^^
waited for amelia and she follow me jay walk.the guard kp her after that.laughs!
waited for ebel.then waited alex to give me something^^
then bused to gabriel house.sleep at there,then walk with bryan and bused home.
sleepsleep:( dont now who call me.babo msg me.
i dream of wondergirls dancing.because my ringtone is so hot.my msg tone is tell me.
then woke up,went with amelia to lakeside.she cut hair and topup.after that went to settled dinner at mac.then home.^^
heard my sis say that "choubu".omg!!!its really make me wanna puke^^ so bhb want!!tsktsktsk..see her,waaaa..so scary!hong people somemore^^ act somemore^^ alemak,when are u guys going to grown up??

NORMAL LIFE

2010-03-04T22:40:00.003+08:00

just went to meet gabriel.
went up arcard to find people.puffed with wyn and co.
saw weiqi and co at mac.chatted awhile.then yiming came.
gabriel go look for yinsin.as i was with them eating.
eateateat,saw ahhao,
then left them all beacuse of gabriel and yinsin.
went to gabriel house,then to yinsin house downstair.
meet ms,bused to je.walkwalk.settled dinner at kopitam.
no money,yinsin lend me.
thanks^^
went to slack.saw wei han.
blahblah.watch wonder girls concert.
then bused home.
the end^^

WUQUN PAPA i miss u^^
sat promise u go meet u alright?

frends i miss u all too.i have not been looking for u all because of some reason.i felt bad.
but,i miss u all.^^
spammer are useless dog^^ agree everyone?^^
want find me,ask me wait. ohh!!i am so scare.

tell u KIDS,i dont have time to play with u all,if u all want be kids.be it then.i hope u all grow up.do this kind of bo liao things.fun meh? those who want find me,just tell me will do.just clink on the msn at my profile there jiu can liao.dont be a kids or dog anymore.cowards.

DOG

2010-03-03T23:42:00.007+08:00

morning eat,drink and lift my leg up while watching japan animania.
went to 5head after that to meet amelia.
then went to boonlay market to met gabriel and yinsin.
we fool gabriel^^
nvm,bought two chicken wing headed to jurong port.
when at bus,we disiao people at outside.
we call UNCLE,then that man though was a ghost,keep looking around and stop walking.
that er xin gabriel go puke saliva at one bangladash at outside while the bus passes by.
its hits his head,we kept laughing.
they very suay,we sitting 246 got window derh.
so,we kept disiao until we arrived.
eat at there,while finding dogs.
got one dog looks like babo^^
ooops!!! big,scary and firece.
dont dare near it,so we throw the bone for its to catch and we ran.
but,that dog angry but didnt chase us.
dissapointed! dance on the street.TELL ME TELL ME TETETETETE ME! I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT U *CLAP CLAP* I AM SO HOT ,I SOFINE , I SO COOL
alot people laughing
their 5th months like that pass.
bused to jp,bused home again.

hey!u shinny,small,noob,stupid,biantai babo.i am not fat:(thanks!

oh,night reader.going sleep soon.promise my baby will attend school for him^^
i love u baby^^ bleah.kinda feel vomiting.
MUACKS!

FRIENDS

2010-03-03T00:14:00.003+08:00

i feels cheer up now,for friend always be with me
thanks ley,u all didnt fail to support me
because of my friends here,i try to cheer myself abit bah.
yeah,i love my friends alotalot.:D
a good friend always support each other^^
cheering them up all those.my fate isnt so bad after all.
i know what i should really do,wait for her
if they last until very long,i still have my
-MUMMY(leting)
-DADDY(wuqun)
-two sisters^^
-gabriel
-BABY pooh^^
-alex
-serena meix^^
-anna
alotalot^^

i was always though that theres no one who will care about me after i lost her.
but,i was wrong.i have family and friends.
i was treated u all as one part of my family.
u all would listen to my heart,even though i know its boring.u all put all the heart to listen to me.to support me.
cheer me up,i have such a brave heart because of u all being with me.
ohya,dont forget!my korean idol as well.i feels good and no worry when i hear their songs.
full blast destroy all my worried^^
priceless treasure,true friends.family^^

i know someday that day will come again.
i just need to wait.
i promise all of u,if i happan to have my love ones,
i will never never pangseh u all again.
if isnt u all,i will lost all my hopes
i will have plans,i miss u all:(

i didnt go school,u all will scold me:(
nag at me:(
even yinsin pon school queen will also.
but,the facts is.i really hope that u will scold me.
this is a true friends isnt it?

WARNING!!!!!!!!u all might vomit after reading this:
BABY POOH!!!!!GET WELL SOON!SEE YA IN SCHOOL,I AM BACK LIAO!I AM WAITING FOR U TO COME BACK PEI ME.I LOVE U BABY^^ MUACKS:D

BABO

2010-03-02T19:40:00.002+08:00

i am sorry for what i did.
its just too late.
i know,u were kind to reply me
i am grateful
but,i think this was my punishment bah
i desever it
i didnt cherish u
still wanted to look for a better girl.
but,didnt i think of it.not everyone is perfect.
i though u wasnt sad when i leave u,
but,i finally know the truth.
i though u really not sad at all
so,i didnt ask u for patch.
if u did tell me,if i find it eariler.
things wont be the result as today.
i really regret of leaving u.
i wanted u back,but,i cant.
i wait for that day to come,but,will it come?
for how long?i need u!!!!
but,u shouldnt come back to me now.
u have a guy,that wasnt suppose to happen if i find out earlier that i still love u!!!
i m so sorry!!
i really feel basturd,but,i cannot didnt chat with u for 1day.
i really didnt know what to do:(
fate have bring us together last time,but,i didnt cherish it.so,u have another guy instead.
its all fault!
babo,i hope u see this.i was glad that u have grown up abit.
but,u still have a long way to go.
babo,remamber that i waiting for u.
remember to find me when u are sad.
remember be happy as always
remember to take care yourself
remember dont get bully,always come find me when its happen
remember to tell me when ur boyfriend bully u alright?

laughs!your head will burst when i list everything out.nvm,these things must remember^^
i will always be there for u.
(from babo)
(to babo)

thanks huhh yinsin.lending ear^^

I LOVE BABY!

2010-03-01T19:49:00.002+08:00

I LOVE BABY VERYVERY MUCH.
muacks muack.love u manymany.
i miss u baby:(
i one day cannot without u:(
i need u baby:(
dont leave me:(
010310 i love baby!!

i love alios ong junjie.
laughs!!!!!!!!

ANOTHER MONTH

2010-03-01T01:40:00.005+08:00

its fast isnt 2months have pass.
just edit my blog because of vanessa(gugu bird) request.
then edit it all since i cant sleep.
improving huhh me,but,my blog like left out something.
nvm bah.hey!i not crazy alright?i just love korean songs^^
i discover that i like dancing too^^
only for korean stuff.just found out my talent^^
laughs!!!!!!
got abit bu xi guan if i nvr listen to korean songs for 1day.
i am in love with korean,love to find out their lyris,the true meaning.
HEARTBREAKER and BREATHS(G DRAGON)
SORRYSORRY,U,ITS YOU,SUPER GIRL and ROKKUGO(SUPER JUNIOR)
TELL ME,SO HOT,THIS FOOL,NOBODY,BAD BOY,NOW,THIS TIME,FRIEND............(WONDER GIRLS)
LIES,LAST FAREWELL,HARUHARU and MY HEAVEN(BIGBANG)
GEE,OH,HAHA SONG and KISSING YOU(SNSD)
FIRE and LOLLIPOP(2NE1)
YOUand SIGN (BROWN EYED GIRLS)
HOT ISSUE(4MINTUE)
SUPERSTAR and VARITY(JEWERLY)
RING DING DONG(SHINee)

ahya!!alot narh.hope to learn their dance^^
nvm,promise my little ahbian not to play so long.night reader^^

EDITED!
wake up by babo.
hey!why my alarm isnt working?though i put one 6 o clock,another 6.20?
why i wake up only virabation?
wake up by the tell me msg tone instead.
then runrunrun,iron shirt.then listen song awhile.
u my heartheartheartheartbreaker.no wayyy.....no wayyyyyy.......
because of babo,faster run down.
but,suddenly want shit,jiu went home shit.
then find out that is already 7.10 liao
5min how reach school?fly also not so fast.
so,stay at home nor.
wake up again by ahbian frens.very confusing.
i also never say i want find that guy liao.
headacheas.nvm,after finish liao.
sleep again.
this time wake up by mum again!!!
open hokeen song so loud,still morning ley.
i bear it about 1hour.
haiyo!

SORRY(EDITED)

2010-02-28T15:30:00.006+08:00

sorry guys if i now aday abit jiu shout.
those day i really dont have the mood.i bang anything that block me.
i put my "hot steam" on some of u.
try to not to make me unhappy,i am not the samuel i use to be.
i try to calm down myself but i cant.
i try to relax everything i do.but,its doesnt help.

i need to u to control me:(
i need u for everything.
i need u so that i can fight against myself.
if it wasnt u,i should not be in sec three.
u gave me the heart to study.
u gave me the reason to study.
but,without u.i have no heart and no reason alrdy.
without u i cant do anything right.
just crush everything that gets in my ways.
my heart has lost.
sorry babo.

EDITED!!!
went to look for gabriel at namdai since he alone.
settled dinner at kopitam.
then went to yinsin house.scary loh.
da tou was there too.
chatted and kop beer^^ shhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
we sit downstair and drank it.
then refil it by gabriel urine.intend to pour people house.laughs!
in the end,da tou punch me,the urine spilt on me:(
u know very er xin anot?chase him until i lost.
cha yi dian vomit sia!!!
xiasuey!then da tou faster went home.hello,da tou,remember this!!
walked around with gabriel and yinsin.slacked.
send yinsin home,went to take our bus^^
thanks alot babo.
i sure glad that u havent forget me this friend.
get well soon,drink more water narh!
very rude,puke me:(ask u buy my album nia.
i am the future korean star alright? u my heartheartheartheartheartbreaker!no way...no way...
Rokkugo rokkugo rokkugo ma la ma!rokkugo rokkugo rokkugo ma la ma.1 2 3 4 5 6 GO!rokkugo rokkugo rokkugo!
laughs!kkaes.thanks alot!

GET WELL SOON

2010-02-28T13:25:00.003+08:00

yesterday 27/2/10
went to settle lunch with celia at mac.
eat sibei full.chatted and went to find gabirle and yinsin at boonlay pasa as celia went home.
i bang dao a ahbeng.oooopss!!!i didnt know it too,after gabirle and yinsin tell me then i realize it.
nvm abt that.scary him.
went to 3rd floor.then slack.
bused to taman to look for alios.
as gabriel and yinsin accompany me to there and waited for me at downstair.
laughs!alios get well soon.
then yanda and his girl came.
playing poker.then chatt.call KFC.
eateateat like 1 family.
then went down,gabriel and yinsin already at bus liao.
ps huhh let u two wait for so long.sorry yinsin too.let u tio scold by ur mum.
your mum suddenly call me,i dont know what to say.its too sudden liao.
home with yanda.get crazy at busstop.
laughs!a traffic delay!!we waited for 17min.
HSH at 12 i think.
waited babo for until morning.i though what happen to her.scare me.
laughs!hello,u still dont know how to be independent so dont anyhow go other places.
ya,okok.u fine jiu hao. couldnt sleep at all u know?
i still tired but,afternoon cannot sleep:( for some reason.
nvm.asking people out^^

FINALLY!

2010-02-26T14:43:00.007+08:00

went to school today,thanks to that person.babo^^
decided to went to school,bused to school saw friend.
dont know whats his name,ps!just know u nia.
when returning,alot of cher welcome me back?
friends all come find me??hug me?
then walk pass classes nia all shout my name.
crazy!like 1year never see me like that.
i know u all miss me narh.
1month 2week nia.classmate all come ask me where i go.
laughs!of cause at home narh.(some of the time)
cher surprize?i been disappear for school this long,time to return back le bah.
but,school not bad after all.laughs,still got alot of friends accompany me.
DM find me,i tio counsel.
i talk cork nia,they let me off??princpal ask him to cane me,but,he just let me off?
i think it wasnt that simple,they need to pending my case.i hope wont tio any bah.

haiish!i really miss the day when we been together.its kinda fun.
but,i think i was too late.what should i do?i really feel basturd.
making u cry when i left u.
then wanted u back my side when u have another guy.
i dont know what i should really do.
when i lost u then i relize my decision is wrong.
i still need u by my side.i still want back my memories with u.
i was late one step:(
but,remember this babo.i will still be waiting for u.
i hope.i am really foolish.
i really still wanted to take care and protect u.
what was i doing all those day when i left u?puppy love with another girl?
i really sorry:(i just cant 4get u.
BABO BABO BABO!!SORRY!
u the first girl i have been shea tears for.
i promise u i will be brave didnt i?
nvm about that.thanks for the days.haiish!!

DULAN DAY

2010-02-25T19:00:00.002+08:00

intend to attend school.because of alios absent.i didnt go.
went down find yinsin and chatted alot of things.
went to mac settled breakfast then bused to gabriel school.
got 1 siao zha bor push me,act as very high class.
say what singaporean no manner.blocking the exit way blahblah.
i look at her,she say i no manner.she take my video.ccb!
then go down i keep kaobei her.
she ignore me,just go off.
yinsin still kept laughing.alot people watching and laugh at her.
she speak the english hor,very pro.hello,what genartion already?
went to gabriel school find him then off to orcard.
bused till 2hours butt pain!!
go there eat and walk around.awhile jiu bused back liao.diao!

LIES

2010-02-24T23:53:00.002+08:00

i wrote this because the songs is like me,
i starting to regret leaving her,
i am really a basturd.its take 40min to write all those things.
i say i will stay by her side,but i broke it.

lies lyris.sang by bigbang.

yeah,love is pain,dedicated to my broken heart people,once old a flame.
just screen my name(damm)i so sick of love songs yeah
i hate them love songs,moment of our.
koh ji mahr!LIES!
a late night rains falling down
i bring you back from my memerios,
i promise myself i could be fine without you.
but,i cant help it,
i drink the alchohol i couldnt drink trying to fill my emety heart.
A day without u,is too long i pray that i may forget you.(thats a lies)
without you,happiness cannot not be found in me.
i cant even shed any tears,
dont want to live anymore.
yeah,this is a bullshit.
its pissing me off,having thoughts of u and i.
think i going crazy,i want to see you.
i am sorry girl,
i love u and i cant lies.
oh i was so wrong,i cannot live without you(please listen to me)
i so sorry girls,
i love u now that i realize.
shouldnt never let you go away,cause my life didnt seem right.
i so sorry girl
i love you and i cant lies.
i so sorry(sorry)
girl i love you(i love you more and more)
i so sorry girl
i love you,now i see my.....
thinking was a big mistake,
its make me cry to this day.
i dedicated my all into this song for you(for you,other people probably dont know)
by myself without anyone knowing.
those words i say were a lies.
a loner left behide all alone,
and i lost in the mist of it all,
the breakup letter that was wrinked...
and folded up in my pocket.
(and my habbit for calling you and wondering where u are)
i gonna change,
i laughs everything off from now on.
i so sorry girl,
i love u and i cant lies.
oh i was so wrong,
i cant live without you(please listen to me)
i am so sorry girl,
i love you,
now i realize.
shouldnt let you go away, because my life doesnt seem right.
i am so sorry girl,
i love you,
and i cant lie.
i so sorry(sorry)
girl i love you(i love you more and more)
i so sorry girl
i love you,now i see my.....
thinking was a big mistake,
its make me cry to this day.
ohohohoh~oh
tell me its is all in my head.
ohohohoh~oh
i try with every singel beat of my heart.
drop that babe.
no matter what my mind recall,
i see your face and i know,
you will always be there.
just wanna know how you doing these days,
didnt means to cause you any pain,
i am deeply sorry.
i am so sorry girl,
i love you,
and i cant lie.(i just cant lie)
oh i was so wrong,
i cant live without you(please listen to me)
i am so sorry girl,
i love you,
now i realize.
shouldnt let you go away, because my life doesnt seem right.
i am so sorry girl,
i love you,
and i cant lie(sorry girl, i love you)
i so sorry(sorry)
girl i love you(i love you more and more)
i so sorry girl
i love you,now i see my.....
thinking was a big mistake,
its make me cry to this day.
(goodbye,bye)ahh~

THE TRUE ME

2010-02-24T02:55:00.003+08:00

ME:
In my heart,i am always confuse over certain things.i used my expression to hide myself from being letting others people know my true feeling.i am the one who doesnt show my true feeling out.
this is the true me.i was always relax and calm,but,when people insult my brothers,sisters or idol.i could get crazy easily.
i like cute,shy and innocent people.like sohee^^ dont like those kind of hot stuff.yeah,u know what i mean.
after u all have read this,i hope u all understand me better.cause i feels that no one really understand me.
i hide expression because i dont like people know what i'm thinking.
but,i feels like dancing everytime.to put all my trouble and worried away.
but sometime i dance because i really like the songs^^ like tell me,so hot,sorrysorry all those korean stuff.
my heart and brain wont get any rest at all.everyday got worried,trouble or those stress.
i been thinking alot really.why will i have a puppy love?i didnt know it at all.
but,in real.i love that person more.i used to hate her very much u see.after losing,i finally then realise it.thinkthinkthink and think.it hide from me from the very beginning.
i used my ONE day to think all those stuff.i was so confuse back then.i always think of hated her,but,didnt think of another way round.
u see,my trouble getting worst and worst this year.very suey!

THE ONE:
but,i really enjoy those day when we were together,i scare to go some place which have our wonderful memories before,because i scare i will think of u.then hated u for cheating me.but,really did slap myself for the wrong i have done.i now reliese it wasnt cheat at all.i i slap myself for being selfish.bang the wall for always think of u because i think i like the other girl b4
.but,in the end is really u. i found out this because i was starting to care about u,i care this care that.i scare u got trouble.wanted to help u.then i finally reliese the one still is you.
thats explain why i still havent throw your wallet out that u bought for me.i think until long time,but,after i lose u.my heart starting to be empty.i dont know why.i always tell my friends,i didnt care about u.but,in my heart i was worried about it.i tried to hide it.i tried to hide from myself too.i was really a babo to think that i hate u.this line only u could understand.
u say before,u wanted to know what i am finding.now that u know after viewing this blog.
i not hoping that one day we will patch again,but,last long pal.i hope i can reallyreally forget u this time.
dramatic huhh.

AHN SOHEE:
ahn sohee was really my favourite idol^^ age of 15,she started to join in wondergirls.but,everyone since to hated her very much!!!!i dont know why??!!jeaous??i think so.wicked bitch who curse my idol.making fun of her.she is perfect u see.
i now know the reason liao.
1)she was the girl who kiss someone who is very famous when acting.
2)they are now more famous than girls genartion.so,their fans hate WG so much
3)alot rumous starting to spread she and g-dragon dating.so,g-dragon fans was really hate her.
4)she got a chubby looks,which alot of people dont like.(KELIAN her)
5)last time use to have a rumous saying heechul wants to jio her.they jealous^^

full detail huhh.after studying about youtube comment.say here say there,ai bu shi jealous her.stupid!!!!!

looking for her concert vcd^^

GAME OVER

2010-02-24T02:13:00.003+08:00

i let myself down.my plan work fine,but y time couldnt wait at all??
i am sorry,it was too many question in my mind,i cant answer it all.
i though i could take some time to consider awhile,but y?y u couldnt wait?
i was nearing my answer,samuel you are such a "babo".
i was really stubborn,to think i like her at the first places.
but,did i really?
my heart was too confuse back then.wondering this wondering that.
Y i still think of her??YYYYYYYYYYY????????????
my heart was crying,how can i let this happen?
just only 1more step to my answer,just 1more step to notice it!!!
could time reverse??i hope so.
my game have already over.the game of truth.
taking the key to unlock my secret within me for such a long time.
y do i take a such time to notice that i still love u???!!!
why????!!!!
why i will still think about u and the time we shared be4???????!!
samuel,why do you make such a mistake???*SLAP*
it is too late now.GAME OVER.

SUNMI LEAVING

2010-02-23T15:48:00.005+08:00

if u all heard the news,sunmi is leaving wondergirs yupp.
check on youtube alot of video made by fan for the farewell,so touching^^
check on yahoo also got.go study leave her career.nvm about that,i like sohee more.sohee doesnt leave that means i will still surporting WG.y do u leave?:( sohee will be crushed and will not have any confident again:(
so,i wont able to see sohee happy face again:( laughs,cork!
gogo!!!video made by fans.Enjoy^^

this is a farewell to sunmi.
guess i will not be seeing the concert after new member have joined in.
need sometime to train her.ke lian me:(if not u,i will not hear a wonderful music.tsktsk.farewell^^